It's now been a whole month since I last posted.
I guess I don't have too much to say.
Sad thing is my life hasn't really changed much - I hit 30, work has been a shit place to be for about 6 months, I lost weight, gained weight and I'm now trying to get back to losing again.
My love-life/sex-life is still pretty much non-existent. I just can't seem to approach women - I don't know why. Thing is once I'm in conversation with someone, I'm normally not too shy. This weekend is a prime example - I was at a colleague's flat-warming. His flatmate had invited some of his work colleagues and my group of colleagues and his group of colleagues ended up chatting (due to both of us not knowing anyone else - and everyone else had their backs to us anyway). When most of my colleagues pissed off I found that it was still easy to keep the conversation flowing which destroyed one of my fears (too much dead air when talking with people I don't really know).
Unfortunately one of the girls was spoken for and I didn't find out if the other was in a similar situation - I wish I had now - she was nice, and down to earth.
The thing is - I thought the other one was perhaps being more flirty - I'm shit at reading signs - hence the other reason why my love/sex life is gone to shit.
On a better note, I've got Eagles Of Death Metal on Sunday night - should be a laugh.
The only other gigs on the horizon are Wolfmother and Tool (both November). I already saw Tool earlier in the summer in what turned out to be a very short gig. I'm hoping this second gig will be a real deal Tool gig.
I might start using this blog as a mean to rant for the next little while. There's a lot going on in the world and in the UK that's pissing me off at the moment. I'll probably have to censor myself at times - don't want to say anything to controversial in case it gets me kicked off of here (or gets me arrested for being anti-British).
I fully intend to update this at least once a week - even if I do fuck-all.
I meed a record of how shit my life is - maybe it'll push me to do something positive to sort it out and make it not so pish.
I guess I don't have too much to say.
Sad thing is my life hasn't really changed much - I hit 30, work has been a shit place to be for about 6 months, I lost weight, gained weight and I'm now trying to get back to losing again.
My love-life/sex-life is still pretty much non-existent. I just can't seem to approach women - I don't know why. Thing is once I'm in conversation with someone, I'm normally not too shy. This weekend is a prime example - I was at a colleague's flat-warming. His flatmate had invited some of his work colleagues and my group of colleagues and his group of colleagues ended up chatting (due to both of us not knowing anyone else - and everyone else had their backs to us anyway). When most of my colleagues pissed off I found that it was still easy to keep the conversation flowing which destroyed one of my fears (too much dead air when talking with people I don't really know).
Unfortunately one of the girls was spoken for and I didn't find out if the other was in a similar situation - I wish I had now - she was nice, and down to earth.
The thing is - I thought the other one was perhaps being more flirty - I'm shit at reading signs - hence the other reason why my love/sex life is gone to shit.
On a better note, I've got Eagles Of Death Metal on Sunday night - should be a laugh.
The only other gigs on the horizon are Wolfmother and Tool (both November). I already saw Tool earlier in the summer in what turned out to be a very short gig. I'm hoping this second gig will be a real deal Tool gig.
I might start using this blog as a mean to rant for the next little while. There's a lot going on in the world and in the UK that's pissing me off at the moment. I'll probably have to censor myself at times - don't want to say anything to controversial in case it gets me kicked off of here (or gets me arrested for being anti-British).
I fully intend to update this at least once a week - even if I do fuck-all.
I meed a record of how shit my life is - maybe it'll push me to do something positive to sort it out and make it not so pish.