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attention cryptography nerds: don't email me. ever. don't fill out help requests pertaining to your crypto obsession or privacy concerns. if you do email me, expect vitriol.
shitlist:
libertarians
humanists
ayn rand
shitlist:
libertarians
humanists
ayn rand
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frigga:
cryptography?
ayn rand does suck.
ayn rand does suck.
juliana:
thankfully, i was never smart enough to ever consider myself a cryptology nerd.
I WOULD like to see someone's white list, though.
I WOULD like to see someone's white list, though.
really fucking long entry
this is kind of an obscure realization.
lately i've been feeling like an outcast from so many social groups, maybe including SG, but i realized tonight that it's because of my own blockage where social groups are concerned. at least right now.
social scenes are such a sensitive issue for me, and the last situation i got myself into with one...
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this is kind of an obscure realization.
lately i've been feeling like an outcast from so many social groups, maybe including SG, but i realized tonight that it's because of my own blockage where social groups are concerned. at least right now.
social scenes are such a sensitive issue for me, and the last situation i got myself into with one...
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clay883:
Couldn't help but notice you like 16 Horsepower. One of my favorites. "Wayfaring Stranger" is one of my favorite songs to listen to (when I'm in that sort of mood). You should try Slim Cessna's Auto Club. They're pretty damn cool if you dig 16hp. They're a bit more ecclectic/energetic but still really enjoyable. Just thought I'd drop a line and put in my 2 cents.
weso:
Random person with a thought: I agree with your view on the shallowness of the scenes that tend to develop here. I too have a distaste, for lack of a better word, for scenesters. People who live a part because they look, think, eat, and shit that part.
I AM FILLED WITH HATRED AND ANGER
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olivia:
i have a song called "filled with hate" that i like to sing at these times. it goes:
filled with hate...
la la la la la la la la
filled with hate...
over and over again. i'll sing it to you if you like, it helps.
filled with hate...
la la la la la la la la
filled with hate...
over and over again. i'll sing it to you if you like, it helps.
bionicfemme:
Me too...
but then I eat twinkies+a hot beverage and it feels better.
but then I eat twinkies+a hot beverage and it feels better.
i quit my retail job today. now i can devote MORE TIME to kicking all of your asses on the boards. aren't you happy? 
actually it is going to be great. i will have more time to do yoga. hopefully doing more yoga will make me more spiritual and less concerned about all the cute shoes i don't get to spend my retail whore money...
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actually it is going to be great. i will have more time to do yoga. hopefully doing more yoga will make me more spiritual and less concerned about all the cute shoes i don't get to spend my retail whore money...
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sylvain:
thanks for the birthday wishes!
littledeadkid:
yea for quiting the job
finished up last day of workshop about jung/astrology/dreams. wrote a lot of things down. went to braindrops and got new jewelry for my ears (4ga. some made from water buffalo horn. i honor you, fallen buffalo.). got my period. feeling inexplicably sad. hair is not short enough. will shave soon. lots and lots of changes. a churning, the final quick succession of pounding realizations and...
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frigga:
ACTUALLY i gave PaulNikon a lecture on releasing Non_native animals in american habitat.
you are lovely. you are wonderful. and through the luck of birth you are a woman and posess all the power of the Weapon, the cup.
Ariel Gore writes something like: "weare always afraid our growth will overshadow and hurt the one's we love."
She is talking about children, spacifically, but any loved one or person in any relationship with you could also potentally fall into this catigory.
growth is scary. the unknown is scary.
i have been there.
also: i took fencing in high school. i was terrible at it
love!-Frig
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you are lovely. you are wonderful. and through the luck of birth you are a woman and posess all the power of the Weapon, the cup.
Ariel Gore writes something like: "weare always afraid our growth will overshadow and hurt the one's we love."
She is talking about children, spacifically, but any loved one or person in any relationship with you could also potentally fall into this catigory.
growth is scary. the unknown is scary.
i have been there.
also: i took fencing in high school. i was terrible at it
love!-Frig
[Edited on Jun 10, 2003]
i got my post dreads hair cut! i am so happy! i put more pics up in my candids of the new hair.
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opiechi:
i like the new do. very cute.
jivesucka52:
I dig the new hair. You look even more lovely now (if that's possible) than you did before...I had dreads for three days and then cut them off. I kind of miss them in some weird way. Hmm. Bye.
yo, i cut off my dreads. see 'my pics' for a picture. i still need to go get a "real" haircut but it's looking pretty good now.
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catboner:
i havent had a "real" haircut in like 3 years.
pr0ject605:
must...... hug....... LE..............
i love wild water buffalo. i love to think about them. when i think of them peacefully grazing and laying in mud i feel so calm and happy. they are quiet and tolerant. there are less than 1,000 and maybe as few as 400 left in the world. they are endangered because they're so tolerant and fearless that they just lay in the mud sleeping...
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papawheelie:
hey LE
this made me think of you in particular -
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/18470/
love
this made me think of you in particular -
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/18470/
love
pr0ject605:
Yeah, they are a pretty impressive creature. It's such a damn shame tho that it's not common knowledge what's going on with them. Thanks for reminding me tho, so now I can add that to my list of things that I need to show more support for.
*luvins*
*luvins*
there is a sort of ex at my house right now. actually it's so much more complicated than that. i'm feeling totally uncomfortable though. but it would seem rude if i ran off. but things are so fucked that seeming rude couldn't fuck them any harder.
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possession09:
it sounds like we are going through similiar phases right now.
dont you HATE it when someone asks you/tell you "why arent you smiling, you should smile?"
why is it so hard for people to swallow the idea that we are not happy 100% of the time, and even if
we were we all have different ways of showing it. im so sick of those people that go out
on the weekends and smile and act all cheery and sickly sweet. i hate the fakeness to it all.
so if people call me a bitch for it..fuck them. i guess i am.
do what you have to do. and be who you have to be to get through life right now.
hope your situations brighten soon.
ade
dont you HATE it when someone asks you/tell you "why arent you smiling, you should smile?"
why is it so hard for people to swallow the idea that we are not happy 100% of the time, and even if
we were we all have different ways of showing it. im so sick of those people that go out
on the weekends and smile and act all cheery and sickly sweet. i hate the fakeness to it all.
so if people call me a bitch for it..fuck them. i guess i am.
do what you have to do. and be who you have to be to get through life right now.
hope your situations brighten soon.
ade
illbillzillbub:
fuck em,do whatever you want
they let me out of work early. it kind of helped assuage the fact that they fired my fave coworker. she was too cool for them to handle.
the roomates are cleaning, which i think is actually a relaxing sunday afternoon activity for them. i feel guilty by default when people clean around me and i'm just needing some time alone so i'm downstairs in...
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the roomates are cleaning, which i think is actually a relaxing sunday afternoon activity for them. i feel guilty by default when people clean around me and i'm just needing some time alone so i'm downstairs in...
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ebin:
The best Real World's were the first three, then
PPPPPFRT!
PPPPPFRT!
joannavaught:
i wish that when they had marathons, they would show older seasons, though. because i miss real world london, dammit.
and to think that there are kids out there who never even saw the first real world new york. norm! heather b! the sexual tension between eric and that southern chick! oh poor kids.
and to think that there are kids out there who never even saw the first real world new york. norm! heather b! the sexual tension between eric and that southern chick! oh poor kids.
just saw a bunch of bands at cafe du nord. i love that venue so much. it's so cute how everyone always sits down on the floor in front of the stage. i saw vetiver and devendra banhart and this cool sorta ragtime band whose name i can't recall. seeing music inspires me to be more artful in my life.
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genshi:
I just noticed you listing Steve Reich as well. Strange, he gave me a good review last year on one of my ambient pieces and as it turned out he's friends with a guy I used to work with years ago named Loren Norell...you might want to check him out. He does more Indonesian type music like Balinese Gamelan.
This Cafe Du Nord, is that here in Los Angeles or up in San Francisco? I need to get out more and would like to know of different places that have good music... I need the inspiration!
This Cafe Du Nord, is that here in Los Angeles or up in San Francisco? I need to get out more and would like to know of different places that have good music... I need the inspiration!
sincity1:
LE- Do you mind if I ask if you are staff at SG? If so -- cool enough. If not, I apparently mistook your criticism as a warning from management. Do me afavor and let me know which it was.
No problem either way -- I just like to know who I'm dealing with.
No problem either way -- I just like to know who I'm dealing with.
i want my tea tree oil scented linear timecube zero eschaton!
(the merriam-webster thesaurus lists no equivalents for "pedagogue") weird.