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Just got back from NYC -- my second visit there in two months. My wife was able to come with me this time.

It's kind of sad how Guliani and later Bloomberg have been so dedicated to ruining her.

Crowds of people gathered outside bars sucking down a smoke, Talk of closing down the bars at 2:00 AM instead of 4:00 am because they don't...
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razor13:
i miss the old apple also, but what are you gonna do, wish i could handle vegas, but my ex-wife made it her home and that kinda ruined it for me about a year ago, i grew up their and my mom and dad were married there, as was my sister and my brother and myself, so far mine is the only bad one....we used to have a place off of what is now called durango, i used to work at the crazy horse....those were the days...
dickiev:
I remember hearing in the early eighties that a studio on St. Marks was $900 per month and thinking it was alot them. Crazy. Dirk at Pussycats did my tattoo. Jesse Tuesday did alot of my work but my last three pieces have been done by Dirk. I've known him about 20 years or more and I really like his pinup work.
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There have been so many times recently that life really just makes me smile. It used to make me smile all the time, but then things changed. I got to that point when all of the cynicism of my youth was no longer ironic, bitter, angry, or triumphant. It just became sad. All of mans faults, all of the universes injustices, and all of my...
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jonas:
so correct. the world is the same as it has been for eons. people say: "man, the world has gotten so fucked up" but i know that it hasn't... if anything it's become slightly better. but you have to measure these things on a realistic timetable. we expect armageddon every generation. c'mon people. change takes time and in the case of humanity - it may take millions of years. shit, evolution took a while so why do we expect to create a perfect civilization in a few hundred. the beauty does outweigh the horror. and the truth of it is: subjective perception. i have decided that there is more beauty than tragedy and that is my reality. we have collectively decided our entire human reality and geographic differences are pronounced which demonstrate that we are the masters of our own destinys... choose a positive reality and make it real for you and everyone around you.

geesh. i haven't been on this site for about a month. i guess that had been building up. i hope everything's working out well for you.
cheshire:
People have been and shall always will be fucked in the head... only our environment is wearing thin... and we are finding other ways/things to destroy leaving nothing sacred.... even our children.
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There are days when you feel the need drink because life is stressful or pissing yu off or whatever. Then there are those days when you just want to sit out in the sun and crack open a beer and soak up life. Today is one of the latter. As usual, it's a beautiful day in Las Vegas, albeit a little warm. No humidity though....
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cake1:
....and surprise surprise...after days of gorgeous perfect weather....the closer it nears to the 4th of july...rain! can you believe it? thats seattle for you! there is nothing i would love more than to be sucking up the sun drinking a beer!
jonas:
sounds like a plan. i'm gonna go home and get packed for the holiday trip. i've got a crapload of fireworks i picked up the last time i was driving to vegas from utah. heh. mortars, roman candles, good stuff.

have a good holiday. try to stay out of trouble!
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What a strange world. My fixation with death came nearly two years ago. A month after I left NYC, 9/11 happened. A month later my wife's father died at a very young age. Trigger existential crisis. Yet now I'm going home to see my grandmother before she dies. She's 95, and barely there a lot of the time. And while I will miss her dearly,...
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amadio:
Well that entry really killed my mood, but yes the parade yesterday was a real blast... as was the after party smile
amadio:
not to worry, I get those funks too.

For me death doesn't affect me when large groups of people or relatives are involved. Oddly enough it's when friends die that I'm useless for a week at least.
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When are you supposed to have a mid-life crisis? Wouldn't you need to know when you're going to die? I knew a lot of people who were dead by 30. Why weren't they having theirs at 15? I plan to live forever. So when the fuck is half of forever?
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60ftqueenie:
vegas is definately on the list of places I want to visit in the next couple of years... I also want to work as many places as possible all over the world so if I can mistress there woo hoo!
amadio:
I would love to plan a party with you. I'm still very high on Aries SGsex party idea. Vegas would be the perfect spot to plan it.
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Boy Musician: "I just wish itd been me. Wish I had thought of it."

Wife: "You will love, you will."

-- VELVET GOLDMINE
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itsalivemedia:
You ever been to the Peppermill? I went there as i was heading out of town...what amazing decor!!!! I need to drink there next time I am in town. I'll let you know when that is.....
aries:
did u get your reservation? God i cant wait till im out of here!!!!!!!!!!
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When men have realized that time has upset many fighting faiths, they may come to believe even more than they believe the very foundations of their own conduct that the ultimate good desired is better reached by free trade in ideas that the best test of truth is the power of the thought to get itself accepted in the competition of the market, and that...
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historyteller:
Books in the same vein that I've read:
"The Prehistory of Sex" T. Taylor
"Sex in History" R. Tannahill
"The X-Rated Bible" B.E. Akerley
"Sex, Dissidence and Damnation: Minority Groups in the Middle Ages" J. Richards

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amplexus23:
bye.
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Today may have been the first day in a month that I have had no responsibilities whatsoever. During that month, I may have had one day without a job to do -- and that was last week. But m parents were in town. So I had to deal with them

Work
Family
Life

My life is so much easier than anyone I know -- but...
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amadio:
I think I agree with your wife, I don't think kissing is sexual, but then again I also agree with you.. it is a prelude.

I'm ok with my wife kissing on people, she likes kissing girls too, because the lips are usually softer.
I never get a chance to kiss on her girls though because dispite the soft lips her girls tend to be Dykes who have no interest in boys at all.
jonas:
sure would be nice to buy some good freedom. i keep getting the bunk stuff. i mean it works okay, but it's never as good as the first time. let me know if you find a hookup.
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How lucky can one guy be?
I kissed her and she kissed me
Like the fella once said,
"Ain't that a kick in the head?"
The room was completely black,
I hugged her and she hugged back
Like the sailor said, quote,
"Ain't that a hole in the boat?"

SOmetimes the old guys knew what they were saying.

Maybe I've been in Vegas too long,...
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jonas:
i get to vegas a few times a year and expect to be there at least once more this summer - next time i'm in town, we're hanging out.
60ftqueenie:
you fucking rule! I just read your post on the cock size thread and I'm off to go and see your post on the fisting thread kiss
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I put a few more demons behind me today. My parents are in the 4th day of their visit, and its not painful to be around them anymore. Over the past two years, Ive completed the entire ritual of establishing myself as the adult in our relationship and earning their respect. But more importantly, on this trip I was able to tell my mother how...
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sincity1:
amadio- I thought butting into other people's lives was the reason for this forum. No need to apologize.

I'd like to think tht my positive experience might leave you open to the idea that you might one day have a similar one -- but based on your recent posts, you don't seem to be looking for a healing thing right now. I respect that. Anger is a wonderfully seductive ally, and one who has served me well. THere are times to betray her, but she and you may not be finished with each other right now.

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amplexus23:
This change unknown, astonish'd at the sight,
My trembling sister strove to urge her flight;
Yet first the pardon of the Nymphs implor'd,
And those offended Sylvan pow'rs ador'd:
But when she backward would have fled, she found
Her stiff'ning feet were rooted to the ground:
In vain to free her fasten'd feet she strove,
And as she struggles only moves above;
She feels th' incroaching bark around her grow,
By slow degrees, and cover all below:
Surpriz'd at this, her trembling hand she heaves
To rend her hair; her hand is fill'd with leaves;
Where late was hair, the shooting leaves are seen
To rise, and shade her with a sudden green.
The Child Amphisus, to her bosom prest,
Perceiv'd a colder and a harder breast,
And found the springs, that n'er 'till then deny'd
Their milky moisture, on a sudden dry'd.
I saw, unhappy, what I now relate,
And stood the helpless witness of thy fate;
Embrac'd thy boughs, the rising bark delay'd,
There wish'd to grow, and mingle shade with shade.


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Bwahahahahaha, no, my dear Sin, the Marquis has not the pen for such words...
*evilly cocks eyebrow and tents fingers*

care for another guess?

ps, you'll probably NEVER get it, it's way too obscure(and, no, that's not a challege, per se)
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Can you be in love with someone and hate them? Can you be slightly self-destructive yourself and despise the woman you love for beinbg incapable of reigning it in. Can love turn into hate as you watch your loved one drunkenly try to commit suicide under the guise of "being cool"? Do you have a right to complain if you were drinking with her when...
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mei:
i've never been rich.. but being poor makes me so stressed out that i need to do something about it..

and i have cut and the such before, and it's really hard to figure out motivations - even one's own motivations. so i have a hard time thinking she's a bitch.. but of course, i don't know the situation. but to the original question, i do think that you can love and hate someone at once.
historyteller:
I missed the point???????

Shit, I *hate* it when that happens! smile

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