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So here's the thing. I hate not having closure. I can't stand when something is left open and you have no idea what someone else is thinking about something.
Every Monday a group of my friends from the club we hang out at get together and go bowling. I go when I can as I work nights and sometimes my sleep schedule does not permit me to go. I could have gone tonight. However....
The girl I had the huge blowout with was gonna be there. We were out at the club on Friday and it was fine, but that was in a room with 150 people. Sitting around a table and bowling with like seven people is a whole different situation that I am not prepared for.
So this is what bothers me. Some of it is jealousy and some is not wanting to see her break anyone elses heart like she did mine. She is extremely flirty. My bet is that she is this way because she needs the attention of as many men as she can have in her life. The problem is that flirtiness gives off signals. All we have in life to figure other people out is the signals they give off. When those signals are mixed it is very confusing to people. Our disagreement comes for her not thinking that she should be responsible for how others recieve her signals. Which I think is ridiculous.
But I am still obsessed about what she is thinking about our arguement. How she is feeling. I need to try to not think about it.
So here's the thing. I hate not having closure. I can't stand when something is left open and you have no idea what someone else is thinking about something.
Every Monday a group of my friends from the club we hang out at get together and go bowling. I go when I can as I work nights and sometimes my sleep schedule does not permit me to go. I could have gone tonight. However....
The girl I had the huge blowout with was gonna be there. We were out at the club on Friday and it was fine, but that was in a room with 150 people. Sitting around a table and bowling with like seven people is a whole different situation that I am not prepared for.
So this is what bothers me. Some of it is jealousy and some is not wanting to see her break anyone elses heart like she did mine. She is extremely flirty. My bet is that she is this way because she needs the attention of as many men as she can have in her life. The problem is that flirtiness gives off signals. All we have in life to figure other people out is the signals they give off. When those signals are mixed it is very confusing to people. Our disagreement comes for her not thinking that she should be responsible for how others recieve her signals. Which I think is ridiculous.
But I am still obsessed about what she is thinking about our arguement. How she is feeling. I need to try to not think about it.
Every Monday a group of my friends from the club we hang out at get together and go bowling. I go when I can as I work nights and sometimes my sleep schedule does not permit me to go. I could have gone tonight. However....
The girl I had the huge blowout with was gonna be there. We were out at the club on Friday and it was fine, but that was in a room with 150 people. Sitting around a table and bowling with like seven people is a whole different situation that I am not prepared for.
So this is what bothers me. Some of it is jealousy and some is not wanting to see her break anyone elses heart like she did mine. She is extremely flirty. My bet is that she is this way because she needs the attention of as many men as she can have in her life. The problem is that flirtiness gives off signals. All we have in life to figure other people out is the signals they give off. When those signals are mixed it is very confusing to people. Our disagreement comes for her not thinking that she should be responsible for how others recieve her signals. Which I think is ridiculous.
But I am still obsessed about what she is thinking about our arguement. How she is feeling. I need to try to not think about it.