age: 30 (Apr 06, 1982)
MEMBER SINCE: November 2002
occupation: trash
gets me hot: skin. soft, warm, naked skin rubbing against mine coupled with kisses. gets me going every time.
why i did sg: because the girls are incredible and i have a crush on Voltaire
sign: aries
crush: no such thing
fantasy: stability and happiness
body mods: septum, skull and crossbones on left shoulderblade, a goody trail of red stars [yes it goes all the way down to my cunt], a doodle on my foot. a heart on my arm.
i lost my virginity: and if you find it you can keep it.
stats: wandering
into: pirates, bikes, photography, abandoned buildings, train tracks, kitties, polka dots, my bike, comic books, food, dancing
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woah! new layout. took me a few minutes to figure out how to update. jesus. i haven't logged in for a while huh? well this is all due to the fact that i don't have a computer of my own and also that i travel between being a complete party girl to a complete hermit. my trip is still on my mind. it's gonna happen. i feel so out of touch with all of you. damnit. i wish a had the means to comment on everyone's journal and stuff. le sigh. i'm visiting the fam in richmond and a couple of other people that i still care about here. my life is surreal sometimes. i always feel like i'm at crossroads and this period in my life is what determines my next year or so of events. seasonal depression is kicking in so i must do something about that because how am i supposed to plan my trip and take care of myself if i can't keep my head above the water. sometimes i wonder why i don't just move to warmer climates. maybe i will. i'm thinking of getting a kitten. i want something fuzzy to come home to every day since i'm being so picky about boyfriends. plenty of booty but nobody that i'd like to commit to. there was that one but now he's dating a girl from switzerland. she's pretty. it seems like i've become emotionally unavailable these days. it's kind of nice until every now and then my eyes snap open and i feel like absolutely nobody knows me. i don't trust absolutely anyone anymore after everything that's happened over the past year. it's kind of lonely sometimes but hey at least i'm not in pain most of the time. i destract myself by going dancing at least two nights a week. it's a good way to get all of this energy out. plus i've lost about 30 pounds since march so i feel good about myself. i'm trying not to become a hermit even though that's what i'm being pulled towards these days. anyways i'm talking out of my ass right now. i've been on this site so...
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Voltaire