still no job, but bills still due
smoked a cigar today, 2 yesterday, one each the 2 days before, and prolly one each the next couple days
you ever had Stewarts Orange 'n' Cream soda? it's AWESOME
so that's all that goin on wit me
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i think my membership expires soon, and so i won't be on until i can renew it, so the next couple weeks are it for now
went to monterey with my sis and her fam and we spent it with our dad and step mom
was lotsa fun
drank a bunch, ate a bunch, got some presents, smoked asome cigars, had a GREAT time
hope all yours was good too
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had a good weekend, sunday i hung out with some friends and ..., and today i smoked a cigar, so my weeks pretty good so far
read twilight and new moon and eclipse, but nobody has the 4th book right now so i haveto wait to read it, prolly next weekend, i'm gonna re-read ' skipping towards gommorah' again
funny incident happened sunday:
i'll get to my regular journal in a day or 2 and get it up here soon
this computer underlines words that may be misspelled but it underlines some random stuff, like "i'll" and "sunday", and "i'm" and "cookie", not always just stuff that's not really a regular word, like"prolly" and "stoof"
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-saturday-08afternoon
-friday-28
- up at 0830, called the animal shelter and i have to wait until 10 to call and ask if they have room, listened to music ( 25 Polka Greats, a wav file of darth and obiwan, The Best of Wayne Newton [EMI-Capitol Special Markets], whiskey daredevils-Mickey's Bigmoputh, White Zombie- Astro-Creep: 2000, Supersexy Swingin' Sounds) and played solitaire, called the animal shelter a lil after 10 and they're full still, more music ( Supersexy Swingin' Sounds,The Who- Tommy, wild orchid- at night i pray (single), Willie Nelson- Country Favorites, Willie Nelson Style, Greatest Hits (& Some That Will Be)) and myspace pics, showered, off to moms at 3, nobody there, went online a bit, ate some leftovers (potato salad, ham, hawaiian rolls) and watched orange county, online a bit more, off to SD around 5...
... got there at 6, ate some dinner (burger and hot dog, mac+cheese, veggies, potatoes), hung out, listened to music and stuff, walked to the store for chips and beer (coors), watched mamma mia! and drank rum+dr pepper with a shot of blue curaque in it, a lil too much alocohol in it so i drank a beer with it too, finished mamma mia and listened to music for a couple hours with chirs and drank a couple what i'm gonna call Pond Waters from now on (3oz capt morgans, 1oz blue curaque, 1 oz OJ (with pulp), 12 oz dr pepper) and they were really good but did look like we just dipped our cups in a pond and started drinking, with the pulp floating around and when you first pour the dr p in it foams up and stays foamy cause of the oj, and the whole drink is a sickly green, but listened to music and sang along til like2 something with chris then i stayed up until 4 on myspace and checking email, bed at 4
-saturday-29 woken up around 6ish or so when wade came down and walked on me wanting to play but i just rolled over and went back to sleep (i was sleeping on the floor, it's comfortable actually), then got up at 8, ate some breakfast (eggs and potatoes with salsa, cheese, sausage and sour cream) and listened to more music, left at 1030ish when they went to the library, smoked my last garcia y vega and drove home, home at 1130, chenged into shorts, listened to music (Greatest Hits (& Some That Will Be), Red Headed Stranger, The Very Best of Willie Nelson Disc 1) and worked on myspace profile collages, showered, went to moms at 2ish,
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and i put this on the disk a couple days ago, so the next one will have the the past couple days.

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monday- my nephew had a fever so i spent 2 days in long beach watching him since he couldn't go to day care, watched some movies, ate some food, hung out with my sis and stuff
wednesday- came back home, hung out with red, drank a couple martini's, saw quantum of solace again (which reminds me i want to try a vesper), smoked a cigar ( sancho panza extra fuente double maduro, very nice
today- supposed to go with my sisters to long beach to see a midnight show of twilight with our sis liv but i told my grandma and she yelled at my mom about letting them go so now they can't go (my 1 sis is 18 but my mom said if she goes she can't drive the car for 2 weeks, so she's kinda blackmailed into not going i guess), but i'm still going, edwards long beach @0030, i think it's on carson, near the me-n-eds
this weekend i'm prolly gonna do what i did last weekend, go to san diego friday and drink and hang out, saturday i have no plans so i'll prolly do some backyard stuff here (speaking of their dogs one of them took a huge shit on the carpet and when my bro and sisters got home they argued about who was gonna clean it for about 30 minutes before they did anything about it) and sunday gonna hang with karen and mary again
oh, and sunday my niece is having her b-day party, a Mad Tea Party, so they're gonna wear funny hats and drink tea and little sandwiches and cookies
next week is thanksgiving here, and i should be on before that but if not then have a good one everyone
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friday i went to san diego and got wicked drunk and had a good day
saturday i drove my grandma to orange county and got stuck on the freeway for 2 hours waiting for the fire like 100 yards ahead to stop or for the popo to turn us around or something, then spent 3 hours driving 80 miles... but i had a nice dinner and a nice calm drive home
sunday (today) i hung out with karen and her friend and had a good time
more to say when i get my regular blogging journal in here
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-wednesday-22afternoon
- stayed online all evening, watched a lil of this weeks heroes but everyone came home so i had to get off the computer, came home, tried to call karen, listend to music (Arhoolie Presents American Masters, Vol. 5: 15 Louisiana Zydeco Classics, baby i love you: '60's Soul, The Beavis and Butt-Head Experience), bed at 0230
-thursday-23
-my lil sis' bday today
- up at 8, talked to karen 2 hours, listened to music (beavis and butthead experience), showered and off...
... i made plans sunday with karen to go to the county free clinic around noon to get std tests today, but yesterday my mom told me they're gonna have a b-day lunch withmy sis at a steakhouse at 11ish, but i'm going to get the tests, i made those plans first, and i'm going to the surprise b-day party saturday anyway...
... so i meet with karen and we go to the clinic and whoever she called told her the wrong days, it's tuesday you can come in without and appointment not thursdays, so we leave and i get back to my car and go to the steakhouse and have lunch with the fam (i have a 16oz bacon wrapped steak, medium rare, salad with italian dressing, mashed potatoes with beef gravy, bread, about a quarter of my sisters' 2 salads, some quasadillas with chicken and guac and salsa, and a glass of water) then drive my sis and mom to claim jumper to get her cheesecake for her b-day, then to the house, i take a nap and then go online, then we blow out candles and sing happy birthday and eat cheesecake and i hang around with them and their friend and talk about stuff (like whether veggietales is blasphemous or not) and then they leave to go to a concert in hollywood, and i go online for a couple hours, like 6, myspace and sg and photobucket and youtube and more youtube and more myspace and finally this weeks episode of heroes, then home, talk to karen for a couple hours, update my journal, listen to music (beavis and butthead experience, all the best from scotland vol 2, beavis and butthead experience, before you were punk vol2), bed at 0230
-friday-24
- up at 10, listened to music (before you were punk vol2, Billboard Top Hits: 1983, Body & Soul: Love Serenade [1999] Disc 1), showered and left, got some minutes for my phone, a lotto ticket, then to moms, ate some leftover kfc chicjen and biscuits, went online, stayed online for hours, talked to karen a little, came home, talked to karen, watched lucky number slevin, listened to music (Body & Soul: Love Serenade [1999] Disc 1, Body and Soul: Sweet Seduction Disc 2, Boston), bed at 1
... a list of stuff i look at like 6 months ago
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-youtube muppets death metal
-saturday-25
- up at 9, listened to music (Boston, Bugs and Friends Sing the Beatles, Cajun & Zydeco Classics), showered and off at 1030ish, went to moms, ate some steak and potatoes and watched some of ferngully, went online a bit, took a load of stuff to the house for the party, back to moms and online an hour more, picked up my sis from nutcracker practice, ate some leftover chicken parmasan and steak and watched juno, went online a little more, went to the surprise party a lil late...
... the party was fun, like only about 20 people there or so but fun, there was kareoke (i sangNellie the Elephant (with my sister and rachel), 99 luftballoons (which was in english, not german, but it had a different song number than 99 red balloons, go figure... and sang it again with my sis and rachel), bohemian rhapsody (with like almost everybody), rubber biscuit (which is seriously probably the hardest kareoke song unless you know the words), and then we sang love shack as the last song of the day), and there was fried chicken and hot dogs and chips and crackers, and dip and salsa and guac, and there was a pool (FREEZING cold), i wasn't planning on swimming but they convinced me to so i just swam in my pants and then took them off to dry and wrapped myself in some towels, and a hot tub and an inflatable jousting thing, it was a good time
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... i need to go do some kareoke sometime, one of my sisters dance teachers was there and she said i should call her up if i ever want to go (she's my age but she's married
btu still kareoke bar sounds fun) i think i'll do it when i get some money to go and drink while i sing...
... came home, changed, logged down the days fun
, went back to moms, watched some of juno, hung out with everyone when they came back, made some keleguin, watched some of 27 dresses, danced to offspring, ate some keleguin, came home, talked to karen a bit, helped my sis sew some stuff for her halloween costume (she's gonna be a belly dancer), listened to some music (Cajun & Zydeco Classics, Cartoon Medley), bed at 2
-sunday-26
- up at 7, talked to karen a couple minutes, showered, dressed, left a lil after 8, met up with karen, got mickey d's, back to my house, ate, watched some more of strangeworld, talked awhile, went to nutrition shop (formerly max muscle) and karen got her energy/weight loss pills (venom), on the way to the mall and was waiting for red to call to help him install a new dishwasher at his house and so i called him and he was looking at dishwashers but over by his rental house so we drove over there and met up with him, got a dishwasher at sears, installed it and it was leaking so we went to get plumbers tape, ate some pizza for lunch (and mojo potatoes and i had a mr pibb), plumbers taped everything (and dried the floor, cause red left the water on for the hour we were gone so the floor was a lil flooded
), red dropped us at my car and we went back to the mall, karen bought a new jacket at no fear, then dropped her at her car and she went to hang with her bf, i went home and washed up, went to red...
... so i get to reds and he's there with his kids and we start drinking (us, not his kids), a margarita, 2 martinis, a strawberry blended margarita, a shot of absolut citron, a shot of sour apple pucker, a shot of vodka (ick
), a shot of tommy baham ruma, a shot of irish cream in chocolate shot glasses, his wife came home and so went outside and had a glass of lucid absoluet supreme and smoked cigars (don lino afrika 6.25x50 something, tag doesn't have room for the gauge since it says 6.25 it only then says x5), and sat out in the garage and smoked and listened to music and chilled, ate some pizza when dominos brought it, everyone had to go to bed and then red did too after awhile so i left a lil to 9...
... smoked my cigar more and drove to moms, talked to karen a while and smoked, went in and said hello to my sis and bro, ate some cheesecake, watched some of 27 dresses, came home, called karen, bed at 12
-monday-27
- up at 9, listened to music (Cartoon Medley, Celtic Bagpipes), talked to karne a bit, she's all hopped up on her pep pill and a monster, my uncle called and wants me to drive him to the chiropractor so i'm gonna do that later, showered, went to the mall and checked my lotto from saturday, no win nothin, walked around some, my uncle called and said he feels better and doesn't need me to drive him, went and visited the pawn shops around town to look at things, my uncle called and said his back feels bad after his nap so he wants me to drive him, gassed my car, stopped at my mom to tell my sis to pay her last t-mobile bill that she's had for 2 weeks (it's in my name and she hasn't paid it yet and they called the house about it this morning), ate a piece of chicken and some puffed cheetos, got a bottle of water and a ziplock baggie of cheetos and left for my uncles, got there and left to pick up my cousins from school, then off to longbeach, ate a lil snack at jack in the box, read a people magazine in the waiting room, my uncle finished and we left, stopped at mickey d's so my cousin could pee, ate a doublecheeseburger (tasted like it had a sausage pattie in it not just regular hamburger patties), reconnected the tv and dvr and stuff at my uncles and reprogrammed the remote, watched the news for a couple hours, ate some pizza (comination, thick and thin crust) watched jeopardy and the wheel, drove home and talked to karen the whole way, went to moms, nobody home, went online for an hour (checked myspace only and my gmail, went home, talked to karen some mroe for an hour or so, turned on the stereo (korn and def leppard) and fell asleep around 12ish
-tuesday-28
- up at 8, called karen, talked for an hour and then told her i have to get started with my day (decided i'm only gonna talk an hour in the morning and 2 at night... maybe more at night, it'll depend), listened to some music (Celtic Bagpipes, Celtic Mystery, christmas classics), showered, left, recycled some bottles, bought 2 8 packs of aaa batteries at the dollar store, went to moms, ate some chicken, drank an orange crush, smoked a cigar (los classicos churchill reject) and drank a dr pepper and a dads root beer, went online for a couple hours (myspace and sg and youtube), ate some hot dogs a mini pizza and some ice cream, listened to some phil wickham while my sisters and their friend moped around looking sad and laying on the couch, watched click, dropped my sis at choir practice at church, went to the mall, walked around, bought a cigar (alec bradley spirit of cuba ) and a v cutter at john t's, looked at fabric at joann's crafts, picked up my sis, went to moms, listened to my mp3 player for awhile til my mom got home, came home, listened to music (christmas classic, Classic Country: 1950-1959 [1 CD], Classic Country: Crazy Country Hits, listened to the songs i synced to my mp3 player), talked to karen, bed at
-wednesday-29
- up at 0830, listening to music (motley crue 'home sweet home', blues traveler, Classic Country: Crazy Country Hits, Covered in Black: A Tribute to AC/DC), showered, off at noon,
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some things i remember between the 29th and the 7th: ate lots of leftover chicken from my sisters b-day, went to my sisters graduation from culinary school, then lunch at claim jumper and had an awesome slice of pumpkin cream cheese cake, talked to karen alot, hung out with karen a couple times, smoked a cigar on halloween and heard a lady yell at her kid cause she didn't believe i was sitting on the porch and told the girl we have no candy, did lots of nothing, voted, did more of nothing, that's a bout all the highlights...
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-friday-07nov08
- haven't journalled anything in a bit, just was feelin kinda blah...
music i've listened to since last i wrote:
Creepy Classics, Dance Volume 2, DGC Rarities, Vol. 1, Dr. Demento: The Very Best of Dr. Demento, Dream Club 4.0 Disc 2, Dressed in Black: A Tribute to Johnny Cash, Entertainment Weekly: The Greatest Hits 1990, Essential Punk Rock, Extreme Music Sampler, Folk N Hell: Fiery New Music from Scotland (EXCELLENT & AWESOME CD!!!![]()
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), For Our Children Too, For Our Children: 10th Anniversary Edition, Friends: Music from the TV Series, Golden Throats: The Great Celebrity Sing-Off!, Gran Turismo: The Real Driving Simulator, Great American Banjo Collection Disc 1, Great American Banjo Collection Disc 2, Great American Fiddle Collection Disc 1, Great American Fiddle Collection Disc 2, The Greatest Irish Songs, Guns N' Roses Tribute: Bring You to Your Knees, Heartland: An Appalachian Anthology, Here's Johnny, Hip Hop, Hip-Hop Classic (the song "O.P.P." is on here, and i finally listened really listened to the lyrics... did you know that's what the song is about???), I Want My New Wave, Irish Drinking Songs [CBS], Irish Pub Songs [Vanguard], Jock Jams, Vol. 2, Jock Rock 2000, Just Swingin ( including the song,BigPants Dance" by Lee Press-On And The Nails, which reminds me you should go see Renna's set I Like Big Pantz, it's awesome
), Kindred Spirits: A Tribute to the Songs of Johnny Cash, KPNK Punk Radio, Kung Fu Sampler, Vol. 2: The Gone with the Wind of Punk Rock Sampler, Mashin' Potatoes: A Tribute to Devo
which brings us to today,it's like 0945 and i decided i'd start writing again this morning so here we are...
up at 0830, sat around in bed til 9, moved my car, started the computer and listened to some music(Mashin' Potatoes: A Tribute to Devo, Metal Millenium Disc 1, Metal Millenium Disc 2), ate some cheese and chicken and avocado sandwiches, did some laundry, watched the pursuit of happyness, repaired my blanket, watched clerks II, drank some water, sewed a felt skull onto one of my sweatshirt projects,

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showered, went to moms, ate some hot dogs, went online for a couple hours, bought a cigar(los clasicos churchil reject) and a&w root beer, back to moms, smoked the cigar and drank some root beer(which i bought and got to moms and remembered there's no ice, so i found a frozen bottled water in the freezer and sliced off the top then smashed the ice smaller with a dishtowel and a steel meat tenderizer), online a bit more, home, more laundry, listened to music (Metal Millenium Disc 2), watched silence of the lambs, called karen, listened to music (Metal Millenium Disc 2, Millennium Party [Rhino Box] Disc 5), bed at 2
-saturday-08
- up at 0830, left a funny message foir karen, listened to usic (Millennium Party [Rhino Box] Disc 5, Modern Military Cadence, Monster Ballads), mom called at 10 to see if i can drop and pick up the kids later (she's gonna video a wedding for friends), more music (Monster Ballads), showered, off to moms around noon, ate 4 hot dogs and watched oceans 11, told my mom someone needs to clean up the backyard and clean the dogs and actually care about the dogs at least and make sure they have food and water and she says," i care about them, i always check if they have food and water." and i say they're outside and i bet they don't have water and she tells me, "of course they do... don't they?", and no they didn't, then she says if i care so much to complain why don't i just do it then and i tell her they aren't my dogs and it's not my backyard, went online, postied this blog
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just another friday for me
boring
watched home of the brave today, good movie
gonna smoke a cigar in a lil bit, that'll be the highlight of my day today
EDIT: yeah, saturday was alright, and today was a good one too. no cigars though
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watched inside man friday night, was a good movie, and while i was smoking at my moms the dogs were going nuts with all the people walking around out front so i couldn't stand them running up to me and barking right in my ears, so i sat on the porch, well, just on the ground outside the front door, it's not much of a porch.
so i'm sitting against the wall there and from the street you can't see me (you couldn't see me unless you were halfway up the neighbors porch, or halfway up the path tpo our door) and some girl (like 9 or 10 or so) walks up and sees me and i say," sorry, no candy" and i go on smoking, and 5 seconds later from down the driveway i hear,"What are you Doing!?!" and the little girl reply, "he said there's no candy", and then the same lady screeching again,"Who!?! There's nobody there! GO UP AND RING THE DOORBELL!!!" and i can hear the girl crying and say "no, he's sitting there and he said there's no candy" and the lady says,"Whatever! Fine! JUST GO TO THE NEXT HOUSE THEN!!!"

