Nina is a fuzzy head
Chokes are bitch to practice. Especially the gillotine

awww.....FUZZY...and poor baby....but yay for knock outs!

Fuck her with a q-tip.............or rather, let her back into it.

Speaking of latex. True story. I was filling out a form at the doctor's office. One of the questions was, "Do you have a reaction to latex?" I put down, "It turns me on."

Be my guest. The woman I was seeing at the time was with me. She was blushing from every part of her body. The nurse couldn't stop laughing.

Actually, what he said is significant, if true. It's always seemed to me that Europeans are more tolerant and non-judgemental about many things that are overcriticized and focused on in a negative way here. Most fetishes and personal behavior and preferences are mostly treated as they should be, private and nobody's business.

BDSM related matters, our fetish of choice, is much more tolerated there than here, which is as it should be.

Have you ever had cat attack you? scary stuff

I first noticed you when I read some of your posts in the BDSM group early last year. Neither you nor nina was on m freinds list at the time. In fact, I never came across her at all then.

Do you remember the thread that Lyrical posted around March, 2008 announcing my upcoming submissive coming out party at Paddles in NYC? I wish I had known you guys back then like I do now. Perhaps you would have come to the event, which turned out great by the way.

I don't know if it's true, but I heard that in Europe it's pretty common for younger Dommes to have older, sometimes much older subs in long-lasting relationships. That was the situation with me and my Goddess.

Sometimes people got the wrong impression about us mainly because of the vast difference in our ages. Some people assumed that because I was around 60 years old and she was in her early twenties, that this was some kind of "business" arrangement. The only thing that really mattered was that we knew the truth about our realtionship.

nope.....i didn't do it. i swear.... love, fuzzy

How messed up was my thinking? On one hand, I post comments to you, nina, and countless other people about my dedication to BDSM without blinking an eye. Christ, I even wrote a three part short story based on some of my experiences with my Goddess and sent it to about a dozen people. Then I get squeamish about discussing my very normal feelings that any man would have.

It doesn't make sense, except that I was flashing back to the few people who exposed me to their age bias when I first joined SG and tried to befriend them. That's what was going through my mind when I expressed regrets about my previous blog.

I trained in jiu-jitsu for 13 years, then started MMA when I went into the service. They force feed so many styles down your throat during hand to hand training. The best MMA training I actually recieved was in Ranger school though. Nothing was off limits

I trained Gracie style when I lived in New Jersey as a kid under a guy named Robert Lemon, then moved to Tucson, where there were no Gracie instructors, but there was a Brazilian center that I think was run by Robert Drysdale. I think it is called Ultima now.

Dammit. It was Charles Allen, not Drysdale.

Are you really leaving SG?