age: 37 (Jul 25, 1974)
MEMBER SINCE: November 2002
occupation: speadin' the looooove
sign: leo and year of the tiger, double the kittyfun
fantasy: lately the idea of being tied up and violated by a few people.
into: climbing, art, techno, porn, cuddling, sleeping, nice people, learning and sewing lately.
body mods: none =)
most humbling moment: I don't know, I'm a pretty humble girl.
crush: this awesome couple that we party with. they both turn my crank. meooooow
stats: curvy as all get out
makes me sad: ignorance, intolerance, hormones occasionally
i lost my virginity: hehe it was so long ago now i forget how old i was, 14 maybe 15
gets me hot: kissing, hair pulling, bites on my neck
BLOGS
Crap, it just keeps going and going. It's like they want to give me a free membership.
My life has been crazy chaos lately. All sorts of emotional strangeness going on and a million signs telling me that it's time to get back into art. Just when I thought I'd had every sign I could have, my dad comes into town and tells me that the best carver alive is teaching a class this weekend and he'll make space in it for me if I want to go. I haven't done much carving in the last 4 years and I have the entire weekend off work which rarely happens. The timing is so crazy. I think I'm actually ready to have a focus in my life again. It's been quite awhile. I definitely have an excess of passion that needs an outlet. I'm scared to death though. I am more frightened of showing people my art than I am of anything else in the world. I'm also scared that I'll discover that carving is indeed my passion and that it will consume my entire life. I tend to live like that but I think maybe it's time that I learn to control that part of myself even just a little. I can do reckless abandon like nobodies business.
My life has been crazy chaos lately. All sorts of emotional strangeness going on and a million signs telling me that it's time to get back into art. Just when I thought I'd had every sign I could have, my dad comes into town and tells me that the best carver alive is teaching a class this weekend and he'll make space in it for me if I want to go. I haven't done much carving in the last 4 years and I have the entire weekend off work which rarely happens. The timing is so crazy. I think I'm actually ready to have a focus in my life again. It's been quite awhile. I definitely have an excess of passion that needs an outlet. I'm scared to death though. I am more frightened of showing people my art than I am of anything else in the world. I'm also scared that I'll discover that carving is indeed my passion and that it will consume my entire life. I tend to live like that but I think maybe it's time that I learn to control that part of myself even just a little. I can do reckless abandon like nobodies business.
MARCH 2010
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