Crap, it just keeps going and going. It's like they want to give me a free membership.
My life has been crazy chaos lately. All sorts of emotional strangeness going on and a million signs telling me that it's time to get back into art. Just when I thought I'd had every sign I could have, my dad comes into town and tells me that the best carver alive is teaching a class this weekend and he'll make space in it for me if I want to go. I haven't done much carving in the last 4 years and I have the entire weekend off work which rarely happens. The timing is so crazy. I think I'm actually ready to have a focus in my life again. It's been quite awhile. I definitely have an excess of passion that needs an outlet. I'm scared to death though. I am more frightened of showing people my art than I am of anything else in the world. I'm also scared that I'll discover that carving is indeed my passion and that it will consume my entire life. I tend to live like that but I think maybe it's time that I learn to control that part of myself even just a little. I can do reckless abandon like nobodies business.
My life has been crazy chaos lately. All sorts of emotional strangeness going on and a million signs telling me that it's time to get back into art. Just when I thought I'd had every sign I could have, my dad comes into town and tells me that the best carver alive is teaching a class this weekend and he'll make space in it for me if I want to go. I haven't done much carving in the last 4 years and I have the entire weekend off work which rarely happens. The timing is so crazy. I think I'm actually ready to have a focus in my life again. It's been quite awhile. I definitely have an excess of passion that needs an outlet. I'm scared to death though. I am more frightened of showing people my art than I am of anything else in the world. I'm also scared that I'll discover that carving is indeed my passion and that it will consume my entire life. I tend to live like that but I think maybe it's time that I learn to control that part of myself even just a little. I can do reckless abandon like nobodies business.
Hmmm I think I might be leaving for a bit. I spend too much time on here and I have no self discipline. I might be back in a few days though. I don't know. Send me an email if you want to stay in touch.
Oh man.
I was planning to have a nice quiet weekend. Instead I'm on day 3 of staying up all night partying like a rockstar. Friday we went out dancing then were up till 6am. Last night we went to a friends birthday party that got pilltastic and didn't come home till 10 am. And then we went out dancing tonight to a gay disco house night and had waaaaayyy too many drinks. Oh my.
Crao I have to sober up an d try to get some sleep.
I was planning to have a nice quiet weekend. Instead I'm on day 3 of staying up all night partying like a rockstar. Friday we went out dancing then were up till 6am. Last night we went to a friends birthday party that got pilltastic and didn't come home till 10 am. And then we went out dancing tonight to a gay disco house night and had waaaaayyy too many drinks. Oh my.
Crao I have to sober up an d try to get some sleep.
I am crazy passionate and melodramatic and it's hard for me not to want to throw tantrums when I don't get what I want. I'm a spoiled brat. 
I loooooove lattes and mochas.
I'm slowly starting to clean up my place. It's gotten pretty bad lately. My boy and I both hate to clean. It looks like we're in the process of moving but really we're just slobby. heheh
I loooooove lattes and mochas.
I'm slowly starting to clean up my place. It's gotten pretty bad lately. My boy and I both hate to clean. It looks like we're in the process of moving but really we're just slobby. heheh
Yay. So running is now officially a habit. It's beautiful and sunny today and I went for a nice long walk and a 4 mile run. And to make the day even more pleasant most of the people that I smiled at today smiled back. The sun makes me happy. 
Yay for valentine's day.
We went to sin city with a bunch of friends and got nice and high. We danced, chatted, wore crazy costumes and messed around. We hung out with a couple of friends afterwards and I got tied up and spanked and teased and showered.
I can't remember the last time I had such an awesome valentine's day. We didn't get home till 10 this morning. purrrrrr 
We went to sin city with a bunch of friends and got nice and high. We danced, chatted, wore crazy costumes and messed around. We hung out with a couple of friends afterwards and I got tied up and spanked and teased and showered.
I can't remember the last time I had such an awesome valentine's day. We didn't get home till 10 this morning. purrrrrr Fuck I love vancouver. It was sunny and warm today. Blue skies and singing birds. I've been in a fabulous mood all day. I just started reading Tropic of Capricorn this morning. I've only read about 10 pages but I'm already addicted. It's been too long since I've read a good book.
????? Do you think when you are crazy attracted to someone, and you feel like you have amazing sexual chemistry between you that it can be one sided? That they maybe don't feel the same?? I think I'm going to start asking people that I'm crazy attracted to what they think. Attraction fascinates me.
????? Do you think when you are crazy attracted to someone, and you feel like you have amazing sexual chemistry between you that it can be one sided? That they maybe don't feel the same?? I think I'm going to start asking people that I'm crazy attracted to what they think. Attraction fascinates me.
If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger.
Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday
Who knows, baby, you may comfort me.
For your sweet top lip I'm in the queue, baby, I'm in love with you.
I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you.
Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday
Who knows, baby, you may comfort me.
For your sweet top lip I'm in the queue, baby, I'm in love with you.
I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you.
Well I've got a brand new pair of running shoes. They are called boston classics. I don't think they'll insipre me to run marathons but I do like the name. I got my lazy ass back to the gym today for a little half hour run and some stretching.
I love running. I love feeling my muscles the next day. I love how I have tons of energy afterwards and how happy I get. And yet I get lazy with it. I'll run 4 to 5 times a week consistently for months and then stop for a few months. I'm pretty excited to be getting back into it. I'll have to show you all my new ass in a few months.
I love running. I love feeling my muscles the next day. I love how I have tons of energy afterwards and how happy I get. And yet I get lazy with it. I'll run 4 to 5 times a week consistently for months and then stop for a few months. I'm pretty excited to be getting back into it. I'll have to show you all my new ass in a few months.
Mmmmm fetish night was so much fun. Of course I like any excuse to take my clothes off in public and make-out with my friends. I have some naughty friends. 
