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*closes eyes*
you know that feeling you get, when you are listening to some really good music, and everything around you is all right.
That sort of, disconnection in one way and a unification in other. Ya let yourself go, and ah, it feels so wonderful floating with these notes...
*opens eyes*

When I go outside to take my "chill" time, (IE: smoking, my journal,...
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GIGO
Garbage In. Garbage Out.
Greatness In. Greatness Out.

A speaker at my college use that term earlier this semester when he was talking about motivation, and I realized that was a good summary of how I try to live my life.
Because when I was in senior, and I was just really starting to deal with my health issues and my "place" in the...
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sitting here..
drinking a zima
smoking a bowl..

Thinking, wanting to work on my novel but cannot disconnect from my back to concentrate on the novel. And sonuvabitch, I am only $) pages away from getting all of it in the computer. Almost done...

Pain is funny. I've lived with severe back pain for six years now. It's familiar to me now. I can't imagine...
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highresolution:
i wish i had dreams like that.
i used to then life hit me in the head.
dont let them go, for that is the worst thing in the world.
bee:
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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woohoo, I have a Spring Break again!
I plan on going to Austin this next weekend and hang out with my best friend and a handful of other close friends that live there now. The plan (besides hanging out with my friends) is to go to 6th street (if it's not too crowded/crazy (ie not saturday night) so I can have my first bar experience,...
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I want to add some more entries to my page..to kinda bullk it out more. So I'll post some random poem snippits from my journal that I haven't had the time to finish for whatever reason...

"sea so sloshy"
alcohol stinging down pipes like disinfection
for the mind and bubbles for the soul,
in a sloshy sea i float
in my warm inhibition marked instability....
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Christ, I smoke too much damn weed.
Yet I am doing extremely well in life right now. I'm halfway through the recovery of the surgery, and I'm halfway off the long battle of getting off all my narcotics. I'm also back in College, doing pretty well in that, and I've managed to become the Student Council Represenative for the college's writing club (actually a lot...
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finally setting up my journal, and making my account public (mainly because I never realized you could do it.) But it is late and my back is spasming, so I should hit the hay. I've got tomorrow off so I will update more then, and put up some pictures and such.

yipee skippy!

note: I ran out of room in the Bands section tongue I just...
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