Monday Jan 04, 2010

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I feel disinteresting.

At the same time, I'm trying to build a life and a value system that will exist beyond me every day.
I fail every fday.

Does thinking contantly count?
I know the action will come soon.

I'm just taking a rest I promise.
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otoki:

Wordwink

helly:

You should stay here, just sayin winkkiss

Monday Nov 30, 2009

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The deeper the sorrow the less tongue it hath. --The Talmud

I am in a stage of grief.

For my friend who just passed.

For my girlhood, who it seems I never had.

For her, who was lost amongst the men.

For my idealism, in which I swore I would never lose, but never realised it would erode silently and swiftly over time.

I want...
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otoki:

The fucking "/" in the title of the threads keeps causing them to disappear half-way. I just changed the male to male thread to "sex workers" so it isn't just "male escorts". I really wish they'd fix that fucking bug.

halfjack:

You're back!

Thursday Nov 19, 2009

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It's been a long time since I joined this site.

Is anyone still around?

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rook:

Yup. Stubbornly hanging on. Nostalgic. But still here.
Also missing you greatly.

otoki:

I made you co-moderator of the group with datsun. PM me any questions. I'm still setting the group up.

Saturday Sep 19, 2009

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argh.

fingers crossed this time next week (or the week after), I might be in the states.

hawaii, la, miami, portland, boston....

anyone along that trail???
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halfjack:

Ya. Boston. Lemme know when you'll be here, and all that jazz. Whatcha comin for?

terome:

Have fun! I recently went to New York and Washington...was great!

Friday Aug 14, 2009

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I don't know anything.

I feel lost as the moment. As if the carpet has been ripped from under my feet and I have to begin again.

I prayed for a new heart, and I got one for a while.

Godhelp me.

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halfjack:

Because I'm just that fuckin cool. You're always welcome, wherever I'm at. And let me know if you wanna talk in depth about the current going ons. Perhaps like-minded people can relate?

brooklynbabe:

You feel lost, but it will pass. I can only say this with certainty since I've been there over and over again. Hope you feel better soon.

.........sending love to AUS..........

Thursday Jun 11, 2009

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single again.

Where to? II don't want to stay in this city.

Melbourne, Sydney or Adelaide folks?
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ericdravyn:

Happy Hump Day!
I finally updated (after a year or so, I think)...
I hope this find you doing well... and heading to NYC, perhaps...

love ARRR!!!

lukebunny:

I'm about as normal as falks like us can get I think...do lots of work on my house, dance a lot, cook food for people...it's almost like being an adult! When did that happen?! Are you doing well? Sort of?

Wednesday Apr 01, 2009

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i-ron-ic
Show Spelled Pronunciation [ahy-ron-ik] Show IPA
adjective
1. containing or exemplifying irony: an ironic novel; an ironic remark.
2. ironical.
3. coincidental; unexpected: It was ironic that I was seated next to my ex-husband at the dinner.

For fucking real, I'm lecturing hookers, in a brothel, on how to be ladies.

Except they don't know I actually used to be a hooker...
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brooklynbabe:

I will be there. NYC at Christmas time is amazing.

I would love to see you.

*dancing*

halfjack:

where would you rather be?

Tuesday Mar 17, 2009

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does anyone have twitter?
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lelaina:

hehehe thats funny. fucking leprechauns!!!! i do wonder though, that when you die, are you reunited with all the things you once lost??

doll_:

i do now..
wineninja.

Sunday Nov 04, 2007

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Big Weekend
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chazgasm:

Good to see life has been interesting for ya, i think we need a photo blog from ya one of these days

boombambi:

Wow You cram a lot in to your weekends eeek

Hope u r well, we should catch up soon babe kiss

whether she believes it or not i have a soft spot in my heart for this very very sweet girl

I love her- she is amazing and incredible and smart. She must be a great woman to know in real life.