Thursday Jul 10, 2003

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holy shit, fractal's new set is so fucking hot!!!

i am in heaven... love

kira, you rock.. biggrin

what the fuck, it's a monkey!? FINALLY, SOME NEW SMILEYS TO PLAY WITH!!! ooo aaa biggrin
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sethomatik:

Whassup man, I am sooooo busy, but I would like to write an article at some point for your website.
Let me know what kind of shit people are requesting as far as that goes, and maybe I can come up with something creative.
Dude, I just got the hugest fucking gig. I'll post in my journal about it soon.
Seth

nadine:

why thank you! kiss

Wednesday Jul 09, 2003

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"the world is like a thicket of rose vines
and i am the weary dove writhing and tied
the thorns prick my soft skin
and the feathers rustle on my wings
in the moonlight the wine soaked petals shine on
and lost to the quiet night is my sorrowful song"

i think, the point is not that no one hears the dove's song, but...
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Friday Jul 04, 2003

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sometimes words just aren't enough.. biggrin

i love this feeling.. love
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selena:

of course you can play too! smile "words are meaningless and forgetable"

jacqui:

im sooooooo happy for u !!!
btw mark said that u were crazy for liking that other team, what was it again ?
i know that feeling and i love it too
oxoxox
isabella

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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i wish people understood that having a hard life doesn't make you stronger or any better than anyone else.. we all have hard lives and it doesn't make you special..

i'm sorry if some people take offense to that fact that i'm happy in my life right now.. that's the way it is... we can't all be unhappy all...
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jivesucka52:

My friend is making the basic outline for the website and then I'll have some of you guys try out your designs and see where is goes from there. I'm still unsure of the name because the original name was mind fuck and that might scare people away and give them the wrong idea of what we're trying to do. What do you think of Mindgasm? or something else.. Maybe we'll do the website without a name for right now just to get it up and running. Hmm. We'll see. Any ideas for names or other stuff?

jacqui:

Awww...how sweet !
dont worry i never let him forget lol (j/k)
happy 4th july
xXx
issie

Thursday Jun 12, 2003

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alright people, i am not getting enough responses in most of the catergories i was looking for... but i have gotten a lot of interest in the film section, so i have decided to change the format of the site..

the site is going to deal loosely with entertainment in general and have some art, music, and writing on there, so those of you who...
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noelani:

doing decent. But I definitely feel you on that "I've been better" thing. Broke up with the boy. So I guess I'm kind of in the same boat you are. Sucky.

jacqui:

hope i didnt mean u with what ?
im aliittle lost

Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

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Ok gang- heres the deal-

I need all your help! Im getting my new site together because I want to get it at least up and running with a modest amount of content and contributors, by the end of August. The site will be made up of a ton of original content, all designed by me, but about 85% of the content will be contributed...
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gigglefuckbunny:

i got a few ppl. . . heh sending them the info. . .
*ponders the photography section*

[Edited on Jun 11, 2003]

scattershot:

hmm neither of my bands are gigging yet.. one is on haitus and the other we just want to have a lot written.

Monday Jun 09, 2003

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I wanna break shit,
throw chairs through windows, pain
courses through my body, and
I am back where I started, again
I am terrified, of
the dark in my eyes, see
the black hole inside,
is my heart, devoid of life-

<i>chorus</i>
and I would give anything,
for just one moment, I swear
somebody to love me,
somebody to care,
somebody to know...
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selena:

vent, mmm spleen.

lighthammer:

Goddammit are you going to tell us what happened that was great or am I going to have to karate chop your punk ass?

smile smile

Saturday Jun 07, 2003

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Ive had the same nightmare twice in the last 4 days and it is one of the most terrifying Ive ever had.. Usually I see things like this while I am awake, and dont really dream them, but I do dream sometimes and the nightmares are always horrible

I get severe migraines and they cause a lot of problems, but usually I can feel them...
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gigglefuckbunny:

why?

lighthammer:

My friend..that is a horrible nightmare. I'm sorry you have that.

Next time you have that terrible nightmare, I want you to imagine Nightcrawler shows up and teleports you out of there, to safety. And then when the pain trys to get you, you and Nightcrawler kick it's ass.

Thursday Jun 05, 2003

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sigh...this has been a hell of a week to say the least...i will admit that at first i was very angry and very hurt inside...but that was because i was in total shock...i wasn't prepared for it...

but i am happy to say that me and jeannie are talking again and i am feeling better that we are trying to...
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scattershot:

its great to hear that things are getting better. hmmm don't know what else to say really .. umm good luck.

thursday:

holy shit, what happened between you guys?

Tuesday Jun 03, 2003

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nothing i say seems to be the right thing...i can't even just be honest and tell the truth about how i feel or what i think without it coming out the wrong way...i wish i knew how to handle this...i wish i knew how to make sense of everything i feel inside...i'm sorry if i can't express those...
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nectar:

hi.........................oh im sad.......sorry know how it feels

krista:

Awwwwwwww...sorry.

The name change so confused me.

Monday Jun 02, 2003

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i wish with all of my heart that i was dead right now... i believed i would never have to feel this again and now my life has been fucking destroyed... i don't want to feel this anymore...

yeah, i wish i was fucking dead... but i will suffer through this again, like i have so many times before... i will go without sleep...
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noelani:

WHAT!???? I don't get it....It just doesn't make any sense. Well, if you want to talk (and even though I haven't met you and don't really know you that well) I'm here. I'm a good listener and fairly good at giving comforting words of advice. You can always email me through my contact form...Sorry luv, I knkow the pain..in this case though, and I'm sure it goes down deeper then what you're saying here, but it just doesn't make sense...

xigorx:

shes not that cool anyway, dont sweat it
people suck

Sunday Jun 01, 2003

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i'm home (sadly) ...i miss my jeannie so much already... frown i started missing her the moment i woke up today, even before we had to leave for the airport and before we said our goodbyes...

i love her so much.. i wish i could have just stayed and not worried about school or work or anything...just her and me and our happiness would...
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nicolelee:

we better be seeing some pics of the two of you together....

its only fair! whats sound without vision?

xoxox
welcome back to tha east coast.
n*

pinup:

Aw, maybe I'll use my Disney VISA and stop by the Disney Store and get you a little Nemo light-up toy as a token of your love. smile

Jenna