I finally put some pics up. Check 'em out. I gotta get some sleep. I'll fill ya'll in on my first skankless weekend l8r.
Peace!
Peace!
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For the first time in a long time I'm feeling optimistic. Not overly so, but optimistic nonetheless.
Have a confidence in our ability to stay away from each other this time that wasn't there before. That would be me and a person at work that is not my wife for those of you that have not been keeping up. Need to make moves to keep...
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Have a confidence in our ability to stay away from each other this time that wasn't there before. That would be me and a person at work that is not my wife for those of you that have not been keeping up. Need to make moves to keep...
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trials303:
RIGHT ON DUDE~
Glad your are doing what you gotta do!! This is rad, good man dude good man. Now lets just hope it aint to late on the wifeys end =/
Ill hit you up in a few i gotta go smoke a cig my new journal is longer than fuck this time around.
Glad your are doing what you gotta do!! This is rad, good man dude good man. Now lets just hope it aint to late on the wifeys end =/
Ill hit you up in a few i gotta go smoke a cig my new journal is longer than fuck this time around.
trials303:
btw wheres my pics at of you guys? I just put more pics of me in my folder so check em out, so you have a better view of who youve been talking to
Well the night went something like this:
My wife and I went to the McMenamin's in Salem before our movie. Read a letter that my wife had written my mother in 1991. It was like a time warp. It detailed how I was a stresser way back then about the same shit I am now; being too old, work, money, material things...It also showed how...
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My wife and I went to the McMenamin's in Salem before our movie. Read a letter that my wife had written my mother in 1991. It was like a time warp. It detailed how I was a stresser way back then about the same shit I am now; being too old, work, money, material things...It also showed how...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Wow. It's so wierd to see that in writing....."my affair with a woman at work"...... ouch.
misterjesus:
Why thank you.
your the first person to have actually comment on what I had written.
i appreciate that.
your the first person to have actually comment on what I had written.
i appreciate that.
Got up and had breakfast with the family. It was nice. Bacon & Eggs. Heard my first son laughing his ASS off while I was getting dressed. Nothing better. So pure.
After the wife got back from a doctor's appointment, I finally went to the library to write. I've been wanting to do that on a regular basis now for quite some time. I let...
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After the wife got back from a doctor's appointment, I finally went to the library to write. I've been wanting to do that on a regular basis now for quite some time. I let...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I sooooooo wanted to screw you yesterday. 
trials303:
Well now that ive found out whats been going on......dude? Jeez man. I dont hate ya dont get me wrong....however i think,mand believe me anyone would think this, your being a complete and total jackass. 
C'mon man, leave that chick alone, get a new job if you fucking have to. God theres no reason you cant just cut all ties with this chick seriously. Youve got kids with your wife man, realize that, it doesnt take a golden calculator to do this math. You know they say that 89.8% of marriages dont fucking last anymore? Then why the fuck do people get married? If you cant be man enough to own up to your responsibilities then fucking give em up bro.
I do however warn you that just as soon as you do, your no better of a person in doing such. Not to mention the fact your adultering, which means if she wanted to she could take you for everything you own, then what you and your little fling at work gonna do? Nothing, your just fucked off, thats it.
You gotta understand dude, i just got outta this same fucking situation cept SHE was sleeping around on me with a fucking doctor. I KNOW what your wife is going through, do you feel good knowing you come home each night and kiss her with those lips? How about kissing your kids with those lips eh?
If marital responsibilities are to much for you to handle then why drag your wife on in this lie? If you are gonna be man enough to go around cheating, and yes kissing another female while your married is cheating, then be man enough to accept the reprocussions of your actions.
Now that im done being pist at you, cmon man whats up? Why cant ya do it bro? Whats holding you back from saying "Look here slut, what we did was wrong, im a married man, we gotta stop." Talk to me. I aint to mad at ya man but i dont condone your actions, im still here to listen but you gotta be willing to want to change dude, bottom line.
C'mon man, leave that chick alone, get a new job if you fucking have to. God theres no reason you cant just cut all ties with this chick seriously. Youve got kids with your wife man, realize that, it doesnt take a golden calculator to do this math. You know they say that 89.8% of marriages dont fucking last anymore? Then why the fuck do people get married? If you cant be man enough to own up to your responsibilities then fucking give em up bro.
I do however warn you that just as soon as you do, your no better of a person in doing such. Not to mention the fact your adultering, which means if she wanted to she could take you for everything you own, then what you and your little fling at work gonna do? Nothing, your just fucked off, thats it.
You gotta understand dude, i just got outta this same fucking situation cept SHE was sleeping around on me with a fucking doctor. I KNOW what your wife is going through, do you feel good knowing you come home each night and kiss her with those lips? How about kissing your kids with those lips eh?
If marital responsibilities are to much for you to handle then why drag your wife on in this lie? If you are gonna be man enough to go around cheating, and yes kissing another female while your married is cheating, then be man enough to accept the reprocussions of your actions.
Now that im done being pist at you, cmon man whats up? Why cant ya do it bro? Whats holding you back from saying "Look here slut, what we did was wrong, im a married man, we gotta stop." Talk to me. I aint to mad at ya man but i dont condone your actions, im still here to listen but you gotta be willing to want to change dude, bottom line.
Confided in a supervisor at work last night. After my discussion with him, I decided to tell someone at work that we can't continue our relationship. No smoke breaks, no email, no calls, no dinners, no friends houses on breaks, etc...I still have some work to do. We've tried this before and it never sticks. I'm going to have distance myself from our mutual friends...
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sluttygoodboy:
No! I wish I was, past tense, a slut. Had been a slut. To put everything in perspective. Have a reference for appreciation.
m_bethany:
things will be okay. as long as the communication is there.
good luck to you both. email if you need to vent, I promise i will read it and reply if you like.
just offering.
~the angel*
good luck to you both. email if you need to vent, I promise i will read it and reply if you like.
just offering.
~the angel*
Things are so messed up I don't even know where to start. Almost had to bring my wife one of those "My husband went to Texas and all I got was a divorce" t-shirts.
Work is rough too. Been slackin' and feeling guilty. I took on all this extra work that requires OT and travel to come back into favor. The timing is horrible with...
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Work is rough too. Been slackin' and feeling guilty. I took on all this extra work that requires OT and travel to come back into favor. The timing is horrible with...
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trials303:
I didnt mean that its happening everyday to you LOL, i meant it happens everday in this god forsaken planet. Anyways drop me a line some time, either of ya maybe i can help? If im being to forward, tell me to shut the fuck up and your wish will be granted.
trials303:
Well if its gonna take some chatting get started =) I have aim, u can chat here i have a cell its 17202962522, feel free, but i am just the type who doesnt like to see something fall....ever.
Love is far to scarce anymore to give up, hell its far to scarce to GIVE unless its the right person and fuck you guys have kids, and from what ive gathered have known each other for awhile.....youve both already "given" love to each other now fucking capitalize on it.
Shit man, if i coulda taken back the things i did to make my marriage worse i woulda done it in a heartbeat....fuck what everyone else says, it fucking hurts and there is no mortal blow that will EVER fucking strike harder than losing someone you dearly love. Believe me when i say it, i speak from expierience. For the first 6-7 months of my divorce i tried to kill myself numerous times, i enrolled myself in therapy because of how much pain i was in emotionally.
This my friend is a pain you do not dare want. I am so serious when i say i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy.
Love is a tricky thing you see. It cant be one sided and if it is it becomes angry. I know you are prolly laughing your asses off at my soft heartedness but if its making you laugh together then good, laugh till u guys cry then kiss and make up and have good sex
I want ya to know man, you are a priveleged man, feel so. To bring life into this world with someone you love? Fuck is there any better gift? I think not and if you can think of one then surely you jest
Do me a favor both of you, right now....if she aint there call her in here right now.
Look at her dude, not just any look get close look into her eyes, dont be shy, do it.
What do those eyes tell ya man? Shit im in colorado and im telling you those eyes are telling you that theres something wrong....those eyes are also telling you fix me. Hah i sound like a therapist, but if thats what it takes then so be it.
Look again, if the urge to kiss is there do it, seriously but do it with *drumroll*........L O V E.
I know the feeling of being bored in a marriage bro, it sucks but heres what we did to get rid of atleast the boredom if anything:
Get pimped out one night, both of you. Send her to a club meet her there 15 minutes after shes been there. Walk up, flirt and conversate. Get her number (ahhhh shit its gettin crazy in hurr lol) Do the entire dating thing, pay for her drinks, ask her to dance. Have fun. Then when the club closes go home and light up the candles cause those motherfuckers bring some serious romance. Soft music (evanesence My Immortal instrumental is perfect) take it slow...the rest im sure you got.
Im not trying to tell ya how to have sex or make love im just suggesting what is a good idea to respark the old flame. Gotta spice that shit up sometimes or it gets old fast, hittin the same shit all the time CAN get boring but if not overly done and each time its done its done right, the sex can only get better, which can lead to a healthier relationship.
In that note IM me on aol if ya want, call me if need be, but im ears that arent deaf and will gladly listen, names Jason by the way, either of you can call if ya want i dont mind, hell even both at once.
"This life is far to scary, and hard to walk through alone; find your star, grab her by the hand and let you both lead the way to happiness and eternal bliss"
~Me
Love is far to scarce anymore to give up, hell its far to scarce to GIVE unless its the right person and fuck you guys have kids, and from what ive gathered have known each other for awhile.....youve both already "given" love to each other now fucking capitalize on it.
Shit man, if i coulda taken back the things i did to make my marriage worse i woulda done it in a heartbeat....fuck what everyone else says, it fucking hurts and there is no mortal blow that will EVER fucking strike harder than losing someone you dearly love. Believe me when i say it, i speak from expierience. For the first 6-7 months of my divorce i tried to kill myself numerous times, i enrolled myself in therapy because of how much pain i was in emotionally.
This my friend is a pain you do not dare want. I am so serious when i say i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy.
Love is a tricky thing you see. It cant be one sided and if it is it becomes angry. I know you are prolly laughing your asses off at my soft heartedness but if its making you laugh together then good, laugh till u guys cry then kiss and make up and have good sex
I want ya to know man, you are a priveleged man, feel so. To bring life into this world with someone you love? Fuck is there any better gift? I think not and if you can think of one then surely you jest
Do me a favor both of you, right now....if she aint there call her in here right now.
Look at her dude, not just any look get close look into her eyes, dont be shy, do it.
What do those eyes tell ya man? Shit im in colorado and im telling you those eyes are telling you that theres something wrong....those eyes are also telling you fix me. Hah i sound like a therapist, but if thats what it takes then so be it.
Look again, if the urge to kiss is there do it, seriously but do it with *drumroll*........L O V E.
I know the feeling of being bored in a marriage bro, it sucks but heres what we did to get rid of atleast the boredom if anything:
Get pimped out one night, both of you. Send her to a club meet her there 15 minutes after shes been there. Walk up, flirt and conversate. Get her number (ahhhh shit its gettin crazy in hurr lol) Do the entire dating thing, pay for her drinks, ask her to dance. Have fun. Then when the club closes go home and light up the candles cause those motherfuckers bring some serious romance. Soft music (evanesence My Immortal instrumental is perfect) take it slow...the rest im sure you got.
Im not trying to tell ya how to have sex or make love im just suggesting what is a good idea to respark the old flame. Gotta spice that shit up sometimes or it gets old fast, hittin the same shit all the time CAN get boring but if not overly done and each time its done its done right, the sex can only get better, which can lead to a healthier relationship.
In that note IM me on aol if ya want, call me if need be, but im ears that arent deaf and will gladly listen, names Jason by the way, either of you can call if ya want i dont mind, hell even both at once.
"This life is far to scary, and hard to walk through alone; find your star, grab her by the hand and let you both lead the way to happiness and eternal bliss"
~Me
I'm new. Please be gentle. Wife's been here for a while (I'm the one that told her about it ) . Felt it was time for me to come on in.
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the_gentleman:
Welcome to the site...We'll introduce you to better music.
bankerboy:
Welcome to SG! Your wife is cool, I am sure you are too.
I went to school at OSU, so I know Cornvalley pretty well.
Take care,
bb
I went to school at OSU, so I know Cornvalley pretty well.
Take care,
bb
divorce is never a good idea, consider this, you got together for a reason in the first place.
just don't lose sight of that reason.
be good man.
and do me a favour, chase your kids round the house once for me.