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-miss athens days with michael
-sad about jimmy
-ate to much mac and cheese for my tummy
-to much sun/beach today
-feel like i'm doing to die
-went to visit emma, my friend at work in santa cruz but sad cause didn't get to talk with her
-start eating better tomorrow
-wish me luck
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oldgreeneyes:
consider your sources. are they from pop culture or academia?
oldgreeneyes:
frown first off...I'm sorry.
second...what kind (where is it)? how are you treating it or going to treat it? what's the prognosis?
third...I wish you the best and give you my peace, joy and love now and always.

(sorry if that's too friggin corney for you. that's just me.)

fourth...I imagine there are many many many things out there that are carcinogenic. the question is, to what degree and with what risk? I don't have stats of any sort, but I imagine the degrees of risk range from the miniscule to the mountainous and that there is a cut off level where the FDA or whomever say enough is enough, so I wonder to what degree and risk chemicals in decaf are carcinogenic.

fifth...cancer isn't just acquired via the environment, but also via our genetic heritage as well.

peace, joy and love to ya PW! wink
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Last weekend was so much fun, "relay for life" yay... Ariel's the best, the fucking "The A Team" is the coolest/funnest cancer walk team ever..
Cannot wait for next year, were going to have tyedye shirts and sell beaded jewelry to raise money..
Well i met this guy named Jimmy who's my sister's boyfriend bestfriend and survived cancer at 20 and he's now 24 years...
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funkypam:
yeah but not all redheads are red all over, just like not all blondes are blonde all over.....the carpet doesn't always match the drapes, aim.
i need to go to bed!!!

trucksandtrains:
the "a team" was the best SHOW ever.
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Well i just got up from my nap, i had to open again which means i have to be up at 3am yay.... Yesterday after i got off work at 11am (cause i opened at 4) i went to my other job as a mechanic and worked there untill 7pm, was such a busy day for me,,,I didn't get to sleep untill 2am last night...
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26oo:
hmmm...better...what else do you like other than hugs?
hyperboy:
I thought you didn't want to say wink

inner arm.... ouch!
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I've been working for 14 days straight and i don't get aday off untill saturday, only becuase i'm doing the "relay for life cancer walk" with my best friend funkypam ...
Were going to bring wine and pizza cause it our team and were going to stay the night in a tent so why not make the most of it right??
Also on my journal...
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suicidal_george:
I remember how desperatley I wanted to be on road rules when it first came out. Now MTV makes me feel old. Usually I only watch the MTV channels that are mostly videos to see what is going on with mainstream music.

Wine and pizza? Would that be red or white? tongue Maybe it depends on the topping...

I just got a raise too. Now if i could only get dental... I sympathize with the 14hr days, but things are finally working like they're supposed to at work and I'm only working 8hrs a day again with weekends off. Yay me.

Are you doing the walk your self or are you playing a supporting role? Because, really, they should give you a piggy back ride for the entire thing. wink
26oo:
Hmmm...now where can I buy you one of those?
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People are so vain so much vanity in the world....I stopped wearing make up 2 days ago, i'm celebrating feminism and being just me, no superficial amy here...
Caring about your appearance is a soulless experience of vanity.
Appearances are superficial, inner beauty is everything, just be your self..
I'm the one to talk right?


Next i'll celebrate veganism yay...I'll just have to wait and...
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punknitemike:
thats good enough reason for me! and you're a red head? ohhh la la biggrin
punknitemike:
you're pretty cute yourself! is your hair long or short?
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I'm all alone, i love noone....
Noone will ever love me ,i'm going to be alone for ever..
I'm falling apart, have no heart...I'm becomming unemotional again...
All i can feel is pain, and i think i'm getting sicker everyday..

You know Dave my friend well i don't like him as a friend anymore and then i was talking to him on the phone the...
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hyperboy:
I hope you feel better wink
hyperboy:
no I don't. Of course, you better make sure you get it before they convert over to Intel chips... you will end up with the same problems us Windows users have wink
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Haven't really done alot except work and go out at night, but I guess that's alot for me at least..

So the other night i went to Seth's house in santa cruz (downtown too) so it was lovely with my friends ariel and joel and we rented Mean Girls, and bought 4 bottles of wine and alot of beer...
Then seth and me coupled off...
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faye:
Sorry I forgot all I was suppose to write about so I had to go back and read your comment again *LOL

Those drawings are by someone on my friends list and a member of PSW. She drew them of me and I think they're amazing so I wanted to put them up in my journal.

I am a fine art student though you can find my stuff here:
Fayes Art

And where in Canada are you going to in July? I'm from Ontario and the only two major cities I've been to are Montreal and Toronto. If you give me an idea of where your goin I might be able to better tell you what's there or at least give you someone who lives around there.
funkypam:
amy. it wasn't lame going shopping with you, but compared with the zoo, anything is lame. ya know? anyway dave is a fucking dumb ass, every day he does something more shockingly lame and immature. mad hopefully all this seth bullshit has nothing to do with him. then maybe we can all forget about this and go back to being friends. or at least sort of.
i don't know why you couldn't find emma.
emmaks

well hopefully that works.
barf, work, i hate work, i want to go to the beach.
love you.
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First off yesterday when i got to work i noticed there was pictures of me everywhere and each one of my co-workers were wearing a bag on there apron of my face....awwwww
There using my cancer to make alot of money, for the relay for life...At least i look hott in them (the pictures)...It's so funny cause everywhere i look i see meeeee...I should call...
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zenasskickin:
Sorry to hear about the cancer but its beatable. so dont give up.

if you get the job can you still move?

Id go to canada much more exiciting then seattle to me.

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supernovice:
I wish I had the means and ability to just move wherever...
I'm gonna stop into Starbuck's and introduce myself, one of these days. When do you usually work? I'll even pitch some coin for the relay for life. smile
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2 cups of coffee later and i'm still not ready for work...
Tonight hanging out will Dave, ariel and joel, but we'll see if that happens...I hope so i really miss my love Ariel funkypam !!!!! ARRR!!!
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kagesama:
I agree with the first guy who posted, Alkaline Trio does in fact rock. So ya, still no word on the job in Japan... hopes.. crushed.. dreams... fading... but honestly i'd just like to know one way or another at this point. If not, I need to get my ass back to Monterey, get a jobby job, and start summer school. If yes, well, i'll come back to Monterey, party my ass off for a few days, then go to the land of the rising sun.
gabse_sagua:
cool "killer walles" picturas, I haven't done that whale watch trip yet but certainly I will do it in the following months
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-Okay Okay i really hate when people flake over and over again....Today i was planning on going out with my best friend ariel and 2 friends joel, and Dave...
So Dave called me at 4pm saying he had to go get his tattoo touched up and he'll call me to hang out later...
So he never called me until fucking 11pm, saying he forgot to...
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danny_g:
Cool enough. biggrin Finally, some props for being Canadian... wink

I...I don't usually use that many smileys. Just got a little carried away there. Okay. I think we're fine now. I'm just gonna sign off before this turns into babble. Later!
kagesama:
As soon as I hear whether or not I get this internship, I will head back to Monterey. If I do get to go, I can't bring my cat, so I am waiting to hear so I know whether or not to leave him at my parent's house. And of course I will stop by your starbucks, do you usually work mornings?