Sunday Sep 25, 2005

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This is bullshit, i'm going fucking insane...Thank god for art other wise i would be dead....that's all
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kagesama:

do u still work at starbuck's? I went there to study this morning and was wondering. I am heading to LA today for the holiday, but i will call you next week, maybe we can grab some coffee, beer, food, whatever you want. ; )

oldgreeneyes:

happy thanksgiving

Tuesday Sep 06, 2005

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okay school started and i love it, i'm making some new friends and my teachers are really good to me....I should be doing my h/w right now, ohh well guess i better hurry up....
So i made 2 new guy friends and there really cool, i don't really get along with girls for some reason...(Don't ask)
I think i...
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brightredscream:

I don't get along with girls that well either - so no worries wink

I'm glad that you're loving school!!

Saturday Aug 20, 2005

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School starts on Monday and i'm scared as hell...I haven't been to school in forever so i will have to get back into it right...I never went to high school i was also in independent study's, which made me just hate people but i'm getting better at smiling..
I just need to work on my social skills like maybe...
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yuriel:

best luck with school you'll do fine smile <3

haha the story about yer uncle and mom was rather amusing smile

im sorry you miss the boy youll be back together soon enough im sure smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO

funkypam:

silly, i saw reagan before, i just forgot her name, i love her, she's so cute and normal...
i have pictures in my favorites...well i have lots of randoms too but whatever, god i haven't been on here forever and here i am looking at naked girls in the school library, biggrin how funny. i'll have to keep the nudity to a minimum....
<3 hurry up and get out of class.

Saturday Aug 13, 2005

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For the past 3 days i'v been going to bed at 2am and waking up at 330am to go to work..All the while i'm sick, it's been 3 weeks for pain thank god that i just have to open one more day then i'm off for 4 days...
I think i need surgery though and will found out on monday...
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suicidal_george:

I've been very curious to find out how your four days went. i have the feeling that they went either really good or really bad. I hope the were just restfull. I've had a surge of work lately too and onsidering how frazzled i am and how your situation sounds worse; i can imagine how it could really be helpfull where everything just goes smoothly and you don''t have to sweat anything. Anyway, i hope things have gotten better. There's a package of slack in the mail.

trucksandtrains:

that's not near enough sleep!

Friday Aug 05, 2005

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All i'v had for the past 4 days is oatmeal, which is good but after you have it for every meal it tastes real blah...The reason why i'v had oatmeal for the past 4 days is cause i'm sick, i have a virus (ohhno)
it's been 2 weeks and it keeps getting worst too..This morning i woke up to...
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gabse_sagua:

i hope you feel better soon. wink

kagesama:

Hey! Sorry to bother you at work today, but it was nice to see you. Your coworker who plays D&D is a total nerd, but that is awesome. I need to find me some nerds to play D&D with. Ya down?

Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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The playboy bunnies are having they own show on E...lol That's going to be funny...
I'm starting school soon and i can't, to finish that is...Then i'm going to move somewhere far far away, where you ask?
I'm not sure right now have to go visit places, maybe New York, Canada, Portland who knows...
I have to get...
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gabse_sagua:

don't go too far

yuriel:

awh come to louisiana wink

ok im just being selfish

but i suppose new orleans and the scenic country would be worth viewing if it isnt too old to ya (i DO live here after all so i cant really appreciate things hah)

miss ya much <3 <3 <3

good luck with school

meh playboy bunnies are almost always actually kinda ugly -laughs-
and dumb as bricks.
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Wednesday Jul 27, 2005

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Portland was too much fun, first me and my best friend ariel left Gilroy at 830am then i drove 12 hours straight to our friends Dottie's house in Portland (it's a one bedroom, downtown for only 425$, so fucking cheap)...The drive was good and quick...That night we all went to Dottie's favorite bar on 21 ST and i got to...
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oldgreeneyes:

Moving to Portland? Really? When exactly? That should be cool. I wish you the best of luck! What about your health and the benefits of continuity of care? Are you going to be insured in Portland? Be willing to find new doctor(s) that don't know anything about you or your medical history? Just things to consider.

I did miss you, but I understand. Maybe next time we'll work it out.

peace, joy and love to ya gorgeous! wink

oldgreeneyes:

Damn girl. I hope you are alright. You should call someone. Ask to speak to a nurse at the ER or at least call a pharmacist to find out what sort of drug interaction might be going on. I really hope you're gonna be alright. peace.

Sunday Jul 17, 2005

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I'm off to Portland, Seattle, and Canada..Hope that i come back in one piece......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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ps. i'm getting 3 new tattoo's....yesssss
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gallas13:

dude i've got this friend request out there from you, and as i can't say i know who you are, anymore than i know anyone else on this site, i'm gonna assume it was a mistake.

enjoy your holiday.

yuriel:

awesome biggrin
enjoy

hey i wish you could sneak me into this somewhere wink tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Wednesday Jul 06, 2005

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Well for the 4th of july guess what i did?
Yes I worked at starbucks until 2am but it was so much fun, I got to work with my friends Camille and Julie...We danced alot and were messy...
I got to sneak out and watch 5 minutes of beautiful fire works that were going over the Pier I work at, just wonderful..

Well I...
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hyperboy:

lol married huh?

Seems like that would be quite a turn from friends wink

oldgreeneyes:

marry ME! please! wink

[Edited on Jul 16, 2005 12:43AM]

Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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I'm giving up on this life..i don't really think i belong here...
Good thing i'm almost gone.....=)

I'm just depressed right now, i'll get over it some day.

I was just talking to my sister today and she was talking about how she doesn't know what to do with her life, doesn't have a goal..
Okay she...
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trucksandtrains:

*high five* canada some day right?

kagesama:

Why *did* you move to Monterey, anyway? Most psychologists agree it takes a year of living in a place to really be comfortable there...

Be careful of boys, we are evil.

College isn't the end all be all of happiness or finding your place in life...

A friend of mine once said, "Some of the dumbest, shallowest people I know, I met in college."

I hope you feel better, I don't know ya very well, so this is a sad attempt at consolation.

ooo aaa

Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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-miss athens days with michael
-sad about jimmy
-ate to much mac and cheese for my tummy
-to much sun/beach today
-feel like i'm doing to die
-went to visit emma, my friend at work in santa cruz but sad cause didn't get to talk with her
-start eating better tomorrow
-wish me luck
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oldgreeneyes:

consider your sources. are they from pop culture or academia?

oldgreeneyes:

frown first off...I'm sorry.
second...what kind (where is it)? how are you treating it or going to treat it? what's the prognosis?
third...I wish you the best and give you my peace, joy and love now and always.

(sorry if that's too friggin corney for you. that's just me.)

fourth...I imagine there are many many many things out there that are carcinogenic. the question is, to what degree and with what risk? I don't have stats of any sort, but I imagine the degrees of risk range from the miniscule to the mountainous and that there is a cut off level where the FDA or whomever say enough is enough, so I wonder to what degree and risk chemicals in decaf are carcinogenic.

fifth...cancer isn't just acquired via the environment, but also via our genetic heritage as well.

peace, joy and love to ya PW! wink

Friday Jun 24, 2005

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Last weekend was so much fun, "relay for life" yay... Ariel's the best, the fucking "The A Team" is the coolest/funnest cancer walk team ever..
Cannot wait for next year, were going to have tyedye shirts and sell beaded jewelry to raise money..
Well i met this guy named Jimmy who's my sister's boyfriend bestfriend and survived cancer at 20 and...
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funkypam:

yeah but not all redheads are red all over, just like not all blondes are blonde all over.....the carpet doesn't always match the drapes, aim.
i need to go to bed!!!

trucksandtrains:

the "a team" was the best SHOW ever.