Who would have ever thought that I would actually be too busy for SG.....sad but true..... the busy life is keeping my mind from wanting things I cant have.....
School is going otay....Sociology is kicking my ass....I have no interest in that subject what so ever.....stupid me for taking it......as long as I pass I could care less.....
I gots me a part time job...
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School is going otay....Sociology is kicking my ass....I have no interest in that subject what so ever.....stupid me for taking it......as long as I pass I could care less.....
I gots me a part time job...
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Well I made it through my first week of sobriety.....its kinda like a blur.....1 week down, the rest of my life to go..... 
Hope all my lovelies are doing great.....I know Im doing and feeling much better....thanks to that special someone who finally got me back to the gym.....
The old man and I are still planning on going to Prom.....I hope nothing comes up...
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Hope all my lovelies are doing great.....I know Im doing and feeling much better....thanks to that special someone who finally got me back to the gym.....
The old man and I are still planning on going to Prom.....I hope nothing comes up...
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medusa_zombie:
congrats!!! i'm so happy for you.... i'm getting back to being addicted to working out!!! its a great feeling and your ass will look so damn good!!!
5 Days
SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!
SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!
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pamonyet:
Specific wisdom needs a context. Set one and Pa' Monyet can give sapience.
General Wisdom:
Breathe...
Breathe deep...
Breathe regularly...
Breathe with rhythm...
...its more difficult than it sounds, but worth the effort.
p.s.
We still haven't seen your beautiful new smile
[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 6:26PM]
[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 6:27PM]
General Wisdom:
Breathe...
Breathe deep...
Breathe regularly...
Breathe with rhythm...
...its more difficult than it sounds, but worth the effort.
p.s.
We still haven't seen your beautiful new smile
[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 6:26PM]
[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 6:27PM]
scarydoll:
It's from Zork, which is an old skool computer game. It was one of the original adventure games. All text. No graphics.
You ever just have one of those days where you finally figure out that the way your living your life is destroying all the good things in your life.....Well Gina just had the light bulb go on.....Wish me luck guys.....
Love to you all
Love to you all
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anitalife:
Wow . . . yeah. Good luck with everything!!
Thanks for wishing me a happy b-day last week.
Thanks for wishing me a happy b-day last week.
figmentation:
ya know... I think that may be true...
only they're better at it because they've had more practice
only they're better at it because they've had more practice
OMG!!!!!!!! Im soooo cold....I just got back from Cali where it was nice and warm.....and why did I come back.....Hmmmm, still trying to figure that one out....My babies are here.....Im soooooooo happy......Being a mom is like riding a bike....well not really but it does make your ass hurt..... 
I have finally learned my lesson ....no more procastination when it comes to Sociology homework....I had this...
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I have finally learned my lesson ....no more procastination when it comes to Sociology homework....I had this...
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timtoxic:
Chucky cheese is the bomb when you have kids.
juxtapose:
You were here 
I wasn't here
I wasn't here Before I start typing these things I always have so much to say...and then once my fingers hit the keyboard....NOTHING!!!!!!!!! I knew the internet would rot my brain...Oh wait....thats the Dope....silly me.....
This week is moving entirely too slow.....Friday cant come fast enough....heading down to Cali to get my babies....Im sooooooo happy....I miss them dearly.......
School is going fine.....If I would just stop waiting til...
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This week is moving entirely too slow.....Friday cant come fast enough....heading down to Cali to get my babies....Im sooooooo happy....I miss them dearly.......
School is going fine.....If I would just stop waiting til...
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fallen1carus:
sorry i didn't reply sooner... the bruises in my pics are due to an unfortunate incident with a car while i was crossing the street! i was in too much of a hurry to obey the signal, trying to get to an exam. i was on my rollerblades and i thought i'd make it, but apparently not. a car hit me in the side and i had to go to the hospital for a bit. $1500 in medical bills and one missed exam later, i am fine. it wasn't serious so much as just embarrassing.
miloryan:
Well I was just going to tell you to go out to the point for singing and strippas but I guess you're in Cali or have a few rug rats running around the house. Someday we should hang out though.
Today I wont bitch about the rain.....its kinda nice today....listening to the pitter patter of it hitting the windows while I lie on the couch and watch DVD after DVD....
It was a rather nice weekend....just a little bump here and there, but nothing that I couldnt handle.....Im lying....my mind is like mush right now.....can think straight and I have a freakin migraine yet again.....I...
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It was a rather nice weekend....just a little bump here and there, but nothing that I couldnt handle.....Im lying....my mind is like mush right now.....can think straight and I have a freakin migraine yet again.....I...
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ormunroe:
Hi, I saw your comment in the LGBTQ group about being married (in the process of a divorce) and realizing you are a lesbian. Right now, I'm in somewhat of a similar predicament and I was just wondering how you managed to get through everything.
I love my husband there is nothing 'wrong' with our relationship and I knew I was bi before we started dating, which I also told him but basically, I thought things would work btwn us. But...I don't feel like I can keep the relationship up anymore. I don't even recall the last time I kissed him and its been almost 2 months since we slept together and I have no desire to again. He has physical features that remind me of a woman (smooth, pale skin, a very nice, gently curving back, small hands and wrists) and knowing that he'd hate the idea of me thinking about his 'womanly features' to get turned on, has turned all desire off for me. He's a good person, husband, and father but I just feel like I'm fading away by existing as someone that I'm not.
I always want him to remain in my life b/c he is a good friend, etc. and we have an 8 month old daughter together. Theres no reason he shouldn't have a significant part of in her life. And I want us to always remain friends b/c I do love him as cliched as that sounds. But in a few months he heads to Iraq for a year and I don't want to pull the rug out from under him during such a hard time. I want to support him through this. I don't even really want to leave immediately because I don't have the means (job/degree-wise) to support myself and the baby yet. I will be finishing my degree while he's in Iraq.
I just don't know how to explain to him how I feel without him feeling like he's not good enough or something to that effect. Once again, its a cliched saying, but it isn't him, its me. I've finally decided to stop being cowardly and admit that I prefer women no matter what family/friends think/say. But I want to be able to do this and keep our friendship/relationship as parents intact.
How did you manage with everything?
I know this is very personal but once I saw your post I thought you would be one of the best people to talk to seeing that you have gone through a very similar situation.
Thank you
I love my husband there is nothing 'wrong' with our relationship and I knew I was bi before we started dating, which I also told him but basically, I thought things would work btwn us. But...I don't feel like I can keep the relationship up anymore. I don't even recall the last time I kissed him and its been almost 2 months since we slept together and I have no desire to again. He has physical features that remind me of a woman (smooth, pale skin, a very nice, gently curving back, small hands and wrists) and knowing that he'd hate the idea of me thinking about his 'womanly features' to get turned on, has turned all desire off for me. He's a good person, husband, and father but I just feel like I'm fading away by existing as someone that I'm not.
I always want him to remain in my life b/c he is a good friend, etc. and we have an 8 month old daughter together. Theres no reason he shouldn't have a significant part of in her life. And I want us to always remain friends b/c I do love him as cliched as that sounds. But in a few months he heads to Iraq for a year and I don't want to pull the rug out from under him during such a hard time. I want to support him through this. I don't even really want to leave immediately because I don't have the means (job/degree-wise) to support myself and the baby yet. I will be finishing my degree while he's in Iraq.
I just don't know how to explain to him how I feel without him feeling like he's not good enough or something to that effect. Once again, its a cliched saying, but it isn't him, its me. I've finally decided to stop being cowardly and admit that I prefer women no matter what family/friends think/say. But I want to be able to do this and keep our friendship/relationship as parents intact.
How did you manage with everything?
I know this is very personal but once I saw your post I thought you would be one of the best people to talk to seeing that you have gone through a very similar situation.
Thank you
n8tvegrl:
Yeah I know. But if you were then I'd never get anything done. We'd both be on our respective couches watching TV until someone got hungry enough to get up.
Is it just me or is anyone else sick of this damn weather.....why cant mother nature make up her mind and either let it be cold or warm......Hmmm, I soooo love to whine.....
Im leaving next week to get my kiddos from Cali......I cant wait....I miss them sooooooo much......too bad it isnt permanently.....but soon.....I hope......Im missing way to much of the cool things in their...
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Im leaving next week to get my kiddos from Cali......I cant wait....I miss them sooooooo much......too bad it isnt permanently.....but soon.....I hope......Im missing way to much of the cool things in their...
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biscayne:
I was rollin' the '48 all day today, well saturday, I'm drunk, check me out!
trevor:
Oooh, Oooh! Come play again! Puuuuuhleeeeez?
OMG.....I got soooo drunk last night.....all thanks to woodstock and her drinking monopoly game.....she cheats....making up all these crazy rules......and with my bad luck, it didnt take me long to get shit faced....but much fun was had......I cant wait to do it again....
Our beloved n8tvegrl is off having fun in China......she only left yesterday and we are missing her already.....This is gonna be a...
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Our beloved n8tvegrl is off having fun in China......she only left yesterday and we are missing her already.....This is gonna be a...
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bastardo:
Sigh, o the days when I played Drinking versions of Boards games. Those were the days, yep, those were the days.
elflaco:
Monopoly drinking game: This sounds awesome and I must try it. Thanks for sharing the rules, Woodstock! It's very generous, since I'm sure you only ever get paid in puke.
Also a question. Has anyone played the Superfriends drinking game? Does anyone know how to get old Superfriends episodes?
Damn. Now I have TWO drinking games I have to play.
Also a question. Has anyone played the Superfriends drinking game? Does anyone know how to get old Superfriends episodes?
Damn. Now I have TWO drinking games I have to play.
Wow, Ive been such a bad SG friend these days.....but I do have a good excuse....Crazy me decided to go back to school and my first class is at 7 am.....and by the time I leave campus, Im done for.....so now I sleep all day long.....but oh well, this is the only way I can find parking.....but hopefully once I get used to waking up...
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timtoxic:
I have neglected SG too for life has interrupted my social skills one more time. 
vielus:
So you are getting an edumication? thinks i might be needing one as well. I can't wait to get back state side and come down and have some fun. miss you.
I don't drink - and I still have a pretty great time. We should hang out when you're not so busy with school.