has anyone else been suicidal for the last 5 months? its not so fun.
thanks to certain people who used to tell me how much they adored me and how they WERE me and always wrote me back when i wrote to them. y'all dont do ANY of that anymore. and thats making it really easy for me to go grey. now i can get on with real life. 
tarbaby:
that is a stupid entry. don't go out like that,yo
a question i sometimes ask myself is, "how stupid can i damn be?"
well, stupid enough that i always drive away the girls i like, but not so stupid that i cant dress myself (for now).
what about you?
well, stupid enough that i always drive away the girls i like, but not so stupid that i cant dress myself (for now).
what about you?
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thepromdate:
ok ok. i know you can't read the group, it was just a joke. -i just didn't know what you were talking about. i was all, rules, rules? how did i miss that one? haha.
alisa:
done and done...i'm pretty sure... i'm almost 100% sure there's a new store in the Short North that's called Lucky13... but damn 
it might be called lucky star....
hmmmm....if it's not raining tomorrow night i'll go down there and check it out. if not i'll look around and see what i can come up with.
it might be called lucky star....
hmmmm....if it's not raining tomorrow night i'll go down there and check it out. if not i'll look around and see what i can come up with.
things to do today:
1) laundry
2) clean apartment
3) do dishes
4) job hunt
5) go to the park, get some sun
what i will probably do today
1) none of the above
2) catch up on sleep
3) eat some stuff
4) drink some stuff
5) feel useless by about 8pm and run around trying to get everything done except for the sun...
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1) laundry
2) clean apartment
3) do dishes
4) job hunt
5) go to the park, get some sun
what i will probably do today
1) none of the above
2) catch up on sleep
3) eat some stuff
4) drink some stuff
5) feel useless by about 8pm and run around trying to get everything done except for the sun...
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alyssum:
Yeah, it doesn't get much better than actually feeling awake and ready for the day, rather than waking up feeling an hour behind and dreading facing it unprepared. 
tarbaby:
fine. you go gray in five days. in the meantime-UPDATE YOUR FRICKING JOURNAL
i have so many thoughts swirling around in my head right now and they seem really interesting and important to me and my existence, but for the life of me i cant find a way to write them out in a way that does them justice. so maybe i'll just say that if you really want to get to know me you're just gonna have...
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alisa:
hey!!! thanks
come by anytime
come by anytime
delilah_banks:
I can't say that I've been to that rodeo. I've actually only been to two rodeos. I'm usually not a fan. But I must say, that the one on Tuesday was purty kick ass. Like, I actually enjoyed watching them get the shit kicked out of them. That maybe attributed to the pissy mood I've been in as of late.
How was the food, by the way. And hey, I'll be in Portland like next week. Rock!
How was the food, by the way. And hey, I'll be in Portland like next week. Rock!
since i dont like my job im trying to get into becoming a park ranger or something where i get to work in nature. being a raft guide would be cool too or even a scuba instructor. of course since ive never actually scube dived before, im a little short on experience for that one.
someday i would love to have about 50 acres and...
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tarbaby:
he isn't coming. don't ask or even say anything in my journal. we will pretend it never happened....
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temptess:
I might quit soon too. I feel like I'm being stalked...
tarbaby:
today i am not hungover and that friggin song still gave me a headache. dammit
has this ever happened to anyone else (and if you say it hasnt your chalk full of shit)? your out in public or anywhere with other people around and its hot and your ass starts to sweat and the little sweat beads roll down into your crack and tickle your buns and you get all itchy and uncomfortable but theres nothing you can do about...
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ratgirl:
you know, it's always been a fantasy of mine to stick sausages down someone's throat....
roxypixie:
Yes, I believe I could do that. Does that score me more ninja points then?
today i was bending over in the shower to pick up the soap when i hit my head against the wall and almost knocked myself senseless.
Brilliant.
on a scale of 1 to genius, i'm a damn genius. watch out stephan hawking, i gotcher number.
Brilliant.
on a scale of 1 to genius, i'm a damn genius. watch out stephan hawking, i gotcher number.
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midori:
I am a little fearful and strangely excited that you and I may secretly be the same person. Like Fight Club the same. Do you understand what I'm getting at?
alyssum:
Oh dear, that pretty well sucks. 
Burkina faso is fun to say!
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Burkina faso is fun to say!
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Burkina faso
alright, new entry. i screwed up the link on the one i just did. its tough being a moron in a non-moron friendly world.