i am so tired today i'd have to buck up to be in a coma. today is day #1 without my crush at work. she started her new job today. im sad. i miss her. i miss looking at her face. i miss the way we used to fight with each other and then smile because we were both having fun. i miss her hair....
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today's hot and motherfuckin sunny
finally my nose is not runny
got school in two days
huskers finally makin plays
im not now, but i can still be funny
i havent felt like writing a damn thing here for awhile. i still dont. but i will anyway. its weird how one minute life seems bleak and sucky and then some little thing happens and all...
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finally my nose is not runny
got school in two days
huskers finally makin plays
im not now, but i can still be funny
i havent felt like writing a damn thing here for awhile. i still dont. but i will anyway. its weird how one minute life seems bleak and sucky and then some little thing happens and all...
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midori:
Whatev's. Kisses. Now go the fuck to bed.
okay, im in a better mood today. didnt mean to offend anybody with my last journal, but you just have to get certain things off your chest sometimes. i love you guys so if my genetic mean streak comes out every now and then, dont take it personally. i start class in a week and the new job, well...sometime after that. school and 2 jobs....
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punkinhead:
Hey Lucky,
RE your last post: I feel you completely - there are some people on my list who I have just had to stop writing because they never hit me back. It makes me feel like I am imposing on my neigbors.
Im just sliding out of my latest blue period. Maybey now that we are journal friends we are both hitting our period at the same times - I heard that happens
ANyway, take it light. IM always glad to see your posts
peace,
ph
RE your last post: I feel you completely - there are some people on my list who I have just had to stop writing because they never hit me back. It makes me feel like I am imposing on my neigbors.
Im just sliding out of my latest blue period. Maybey now that we are journal friends we are both hitting our period at the same times - I heard that happens
ANyway, take it light. IM always glad to see your posts
peace,
ph
tarbaby:
thinking of you....
~baby girl
~baby girl
alright, ive fucking had it with all you fuckers who dont write back to me when i post comments on your journals. when i take the time to try and write something funny or try and take an interest in what youve written and you ignore it, that makes me want to punch you in the face for about an hour. from now on, if...
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midori:
ppppllibbt. 
tarbaby:
that's what you BETTER say. i actually just took a good, real-life friend off my list because he's bullshit. that's a whole other story.
~baby girl
~baby girl
So I need to update my journal...well here it is, so quitcher bitchin. Hahahahahaha. Yesterday was the best day I have had in ages. I got another job, I got some stuff figured out with the girl situation, I got invited to be a roadie at my friend's show, the weather was beautiful and the Dodgers won. There was other stuff too, but it was...
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alyssum:
Everybody seems to be coming to a really good place these days, that makes me so happy to hear!
You gonna go see George Clinto when he comes to town Tuesday?
You gonna go see George Clinto when he comes to town Tuesday?
djbq:
work. work is my stress.
and then i went on vacation and that stressed me out worse.
glad to hear you had a wonderful day.
glad you called her.
cheers,
vega
and then i went on vacation and that stressed me out worse.
glad to hear you had a wonderful day.
glad you called her.
cheers,
vega
im still learning how to be an adult. learning everyday. somehow i think a small part of me is taking a perverse pleasure in the way ive been feeling lately (having my emotions tossed all over like a shirt in a dryer), because even though it has sucked and been very hard and given me what seems like a permanent knot in my belly, it's...
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punkinhead:
Thanks man, birthday was very cool. Quiet, but very nice.
I make up the taoist thoughts, but they come from my experiance and learning as a taoist. Lots of it comes from stuff I learned taking qi gong, the rest comes from having read a whole lot of taoist texts. None of the philosophy is mine origionally - all praise is due the masters, including Lao Tzu.
If you are interested, pick up the Tao Te Ching. If you want a super cool basic primer that will totally give you an excellent overview, try Barefoot Doctor's Guide to the Tao - it gets my highest recomendation.
Hope this finds you well.
take it light,
ph
I make up the taoist thoughts, but they come from my experiance and learning as a taoist. Lots of it comes from stuff I learned taking qi gong, the rest comes from having read a whole lot of taoist texts. None of the philosophy is mine origionally - all praise is due the masters, including Lao Tzu.
If you are interested, pick up the Tao Te Ching. If you want a super cool basic primer that will totally give you an excellent overview, try Barefoot Doctor's Guide to the Tao - it gets my highest recomendation.
Hope this finds you well.
take it light,
ph
tarbaby:
you are so weird. ya that's right-i said WEIRD. but you know what's REALLY weird? you were in my dream last night! we were just lying around talking forever. i can't frigging remember what we were talking about though.....
im pourin one out for johnny cash. ive been listening to him since i was a little kid and i always felt like he and i were sort of kindred spirits. besides, he was just about as cool as they come. here's to you john.
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tarbaby:
no email. 
love~baby girl
love~baby girl
punkinhead:
Feelin you on Johnny Cash. Couldn't you have seen him living absolutely forever?
and why the fuck not, in some form or other. Maybey he's the new wrangler for the ghost riders in the sky.
I'm feelin better, though. Swear to god the community got me through this
take it light,
ph
and why the fuck not, in some form or other. Maybey he's the new wrangler for the ghost riders in the sky.
I'm feelin better, though. Swear to god the community got me through this
take it light,
ph
2 things:
1) i hate asking people for advice because i always feel like i know more about my situation than anybody so i should be better equipped to find the answer than anyone. but im going to break with that trend tonight and ask you, all my buds out there in SG-land, for some help.
2) this entry might be kinda long.
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1) i hate asking people for advice because i always feel like i know more about my situation than anybody so i should be better equipped to find the answer than anyone. but im going to break with that trend tonight and ask you, all my buds out there in SG-land, for some help.
2) this entry might be kinda long.
so there's...
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beatrice:
really, you should just tell her all that crap you just wrote down. why wouldn't you, it's what you feel. and either she'll be receptive or she won't, but that's what you'd get if you thought really hard and tried to come up with something cooler or sneakier to say (sneakier like you're trying to hide that you've been thinking about all this stuff for a while).
or don't, and just call her after she quits.
or don't, and just call her after she quits.
tarbaby:
it has been confirmed that i am sick.
but again, i still love you.
~baby girl
but again, i still love you.
~baby girl
lucky's back and he gots a new ride. mmmmmm, non-sucky car...
ggggggllllhhhhhhhhhhh
ggggggllllhhhhhhhhhhh
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janet:
Hey psycho! Where you been?
alisa:
yay!!!! you're back and that so didn't suck. i love it. 
redd foxx was a geniuss
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delilah_banks:
Dude, I'm such a horrible person. I was thinking about you all weekend, but my friend who I was staying with got all weird and shit so I stayed in Forest Grove for most of the time with Ninjagrrl and actually came home a day early. I'M SO SORRY!
I go to Portland quite often, so the next time is a must. And! if you ever come to Missoula, please drop me a line.
Again, I'm sorry.
I go to Portland quite often, so the next time is a must. And! if you ever come to Missoula, please drop me a line.
Again, I'm sorry.
punkinhead:
me and bg just watched Harlem Nights. I have never seen her laugh so much before
feelin ya,
ph
feelin ya,
ph
and I got to meet Higgins, too.