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Whoah. kinda want a boyfriend but not one i have to see alot... interested?!?!?! tongue pwahaha
So.
Gone off the rails.
Was rushed to emergency this week in hospital.

ooo and i WELL have a SG top i can wear for my shoot biggrin


But next month I will be having photos done for SG yeah roy!!!!!!!!!! and new piercings and tattoos smile




kinda want a boyfriend but...
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nuadventure:
When you meet this boy and you're tired of seeing him, just stick a bag over his head.

Under your "heroes" section of your profile, it almost looks like you are saying that Tom Selleck is your dad (ha ha)
kyyyyle:
I'm downsmile
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So spent the past few weeks getting drunk, and you know what, I have pulled some hotties!! I never thought I was pretty enough to get guys like that, but hey, look at me. Not feeling sexy AT ALL today and Im out tonight, guna pick up later today and, then go out with some friends. Theres a few guys Im hoping to pull, if...
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paradym:
Don't doubt that you are lovely, third profile pic especially. Besides, it's knowing when someone isn't worth your time and knowing that you always have worth just for being you that is truly sexy.
kyyyyle:
shittty.
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if listening to digs about me is what it takes then so be it...
i deserve them.

i was so selfish but i really want this to work and im trying and will continue to but... he really needs to just let it be sometimes. he seems to insist on ruining a good moment. i know i deserve all this crap from how i was...
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LETTY NOONAN IS A GIRL YOU SHOULD NEVER BEFRIEND. I WARN YOU ALL AS A FRIEND AND CARING PERSON, YOU DO NOT WANT TO GET MIXED UP WITH HER.
alkaline:
Hah. I this made me giggle a bit. She sounds like a fool smile

Also your from Poco!?
What are you doing in the UK?
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I feel so fucked.
I feel like leaving I mean, at this particular moment, I feel like leaving without saying a word.

I have put up with so much pain and heart ache to be with the man I love.
And it's like I'm getting nowhere with it. I feel like itll all be better at the end of it, the pain won't last forever....
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eddy1771:
sorry to be a creeper and to post on your blog randomly, but isnt that what a blog is, for people to read. Anyways if thats how you feel about your relationship and that is taken place then get rid of him. By looking at your profile pictures your a beautiful girl and shoudnt have any trouble finding a guy who not only loves you (or says he does) but respects you. Il shut up now seeming I am just some random guy trying to help
femlover:
I feel like you need to pull back for a while. If you feel that leaving is the answer, then leave for a bit. It sounds like you're dealing with too much negativity and hateful energy. Try and be with people you know care about you. Surround yourself in a positive state, or at least, a neutral one. I'm sorry that you're not receiving the same amount of love that you're giving. From reading this last blog alone, he doesn't sound worth all the pain. But that decision is ultimately up to you. Just remember to tell yourself that you deserve happiness, and that you're worth it.
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one pro of being this fat - huge boobs!!!

Things with the boy are great.

I would like to say (as people have comented without the full story) that jamie and his old fuck buddy ended about 4 years ago and didnt talk due to a fall out for like a year between that.

also he is good in the sack!

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things with the boy have been great.
I have felt genuinly happy today, been laughing so muh lately and confidence has soured but in a weird kinda counteracting way, my desire to return back to being anorexic has increased. I know how ill I got last time but I cant stand being this fat. I hate it. I cant bear to think about it.


Had...
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ARRRGGGG im so happy with myself lately but why do partners have to make everything a competition???


So catch up, I broke up with my boyfriend, I dated another guy and during this time my ex really proved himself to me. He treated me like gold. As the new boyfriend was, admittadly from both sides, just a bit of fun, and my ex was the...
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harlet:
I will just say, that for me, I wouldnt stick around if he is going to stay friends with her. Im am totaly cool with my guy having friends that are girls and all but him having slept with her and her bbeing obsessed with him, not to mention how much she hates you, that is diffrent. She has to go. And you need to tell him that. Its either her or you. Or thats they way I would feel about it anyways. If I dont come first then move on buddy!
sethy:
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been there. It sucks. Hope it works out.
Those kinds of situations are sketchy.

If you trust him it's cool, sometimes exes can be just that... but those times are few and far between. I hope that it's just that.
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I got my new tattoo done,. go look at piccies smile
padre:
Aww, I can't frown
blueudder:
Nice, looks good.
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I am soo confused.

I broke up with my boyfriend as I had feelings for another guy. And we were kinda sucky like he knows now he treated me shit. So Ive been hanging with the other guy and partying...alot... but my ex really wants to be with me. But I dont wana get hurt again and treated like shit.

I want everything he has...
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bl8228:
i agree with mindriot that he will wait if he loves you. Take your time to make a decision and do what will make you happy.
iluvenis:
well if he really loves you, he can wait for you or maybe you need a time alone and him too, and wait the time decides.
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okay so my previous journal entry was vague so if I want some advice I gotta give all the details, well explain myself abit more, but thankyou to the people who did try and help!

I started to like a friend of mine, I told my best friend Adam who went and told this guy. I stayed at the guys house last night due to...
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personaljesus:
Yup you are right you are 19. Everything you are doing is well...... just perfect! Good luck smile
paradym:
All I can say is... if that was J's response, then it definitely seems as though you got out at the right time. Not telling anyone about the break for a while should give you time to think about it clearly. As bad as any relationship can be, it takes time to get over it: make sure you are not thinking about J or anything from that relationship, and that not thinking or caring about it is natural, because only then will you be in the clear to think about starting something new. If you still have hang ups of any kind, you'll only plaster them over whoever you go to. Personally, I'm a fan of Archie comics, so take that for what you will, and remember that you did what you felt was right by you.