Saturday Nov 05, 2005

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I will learn how to move all of my muscles independently in alphabetical sequence. I race against my held breath to create tension. Under the pressure, I always falter at uterus.

I should have gone out tonight. I need more people to wander around with.

Yep.

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magni:
Shoulda woulda coulda! Even a dull night with folks is better than a dull night with one's self. Folks are much less predictable than one's self. They could stab you, love you, write you a check, insult you, adopt you, slap you, hump you, compliment you, ignore you, spank you, buy you things, fuck with your mind, offer you candy, imitate you, run towards you, step on your foot, ask you questions, advertise themselves to you, ask you to buy them drinks, ask you to change, ask you to change your hair, ask you if there is change in the air, ask you to change a spare, ask you if you have change to spare, act like youre a wild bear, a wild boar, a white hare in a trap door, an Ennio Morricone film score, and more. That tension is always there.

EL SUICIDO LOCO

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jj_r0x0rz:
what what what!!?!?! lies!?!?! is this for real ^_^

Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

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I want to start a farm in the city. We could have some lazy cows, and a red barn, and a parking space, and a mortgage, and a stablehand (with full dental/full health), and some genetically engineered crops, and a license from the state health department, and a marketing department, and a rooster that we will cleverly name Richard. Who's in? I get to be...
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melladoree:
ORGANIC!
soph:
yr welcome anytime dear!

Monday Oct 24, 2005

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I reckon most of those stars burned out before the word was even invented. Now, advertisement - that's temporally practical. And I don't even have to go outside to see the glow!

I want a cursed wrestling mask that exhausts me through drinking and punching so I can sleep.
jj_r0x0rz:
mmmm wrestling masks
jj_r0x0rz:
you know it!

Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

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I have been pretending that I am the same person as everyone else. Even you! I am naturally inert and had to will this palpitation. It gives me an absorptive feeling that I've never had before. It makes us breathe together. So if you tingle once and then twice and then once more, that is me.

Sometimes I feel like my body is giving up....
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sallyseersucker:
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magni:
There is nothing like blacking out 6 months of your calendar and taking a tall drink of septic emotion. When you finally re-emerge from the anti-vacation it just feels so good to masturbate in the shower.

Wednesday Oct 12, 2005

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This hypothesis is still being hypothesized, but I believe cuteness and bicycle velocity are directly proportional. Sometimes the kids are so cute and so fast, you don't even realize it until you find yourself swooning in a gutter with no one in sight.

I still have to think of a Halloween costume. I have a styrofoam head and two of three pouches of Fun Dip...
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esme:
Ooh, ooh, I've got mine.

The styrofoam head sounds promising...

I had a dream of losing children.
soph:
i think i AM in the drunk/stupid nook! cool.

Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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Fire engines are such drama queens.

I love rediscovering feelings.

Nobody on the street will look me in the eyes.

I wonder if wilderness exists only through sanction if it can still be deemed wild.

Blank space creates a natural pause as beautiful in prose as in rhythm.
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bean:
No, that would require that he get off the couch.
onefoolishline:
you've obviously never passed me on the street.

my arm was dead when i woke up because i slept on it last night. rediscovering feeling in my arm before coffee can be hazardous to your health: steamy coffee down the work uniform=no good fun. ARRR!!!

Tuesday Sep 20, 2005

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I heard two thunderclaps earlier today. I don't think I've seen it rain in SF yet. Does it flood? Can I go down the hills like a waterslide? I'm going to start wearing speedos just in case.

Work is busy busy but fun fun. I miss having plenty of free time, but it's my choice to be there so I guess you just have to...
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onefoolishline:
you are hilarious!

i wear my speedo everyday just for that chance encounter with an sf hill/waterslide.
sylvain:
are you related to fred f from kalx?

Sunday Sep 04, 2005

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I've been trying to find a way to relate the involuntary cell division of pregnancy to malignant tumors, but I'm coming up short. That aside, shouldn't mammalian fetuses be considered parasites during their gestation period? I'd rather have a tapeworm than a rugrat.

It seems like any sort of cell can become cancerous. Can zygotes be cancerous? How many cancerous sperm have I euthanized? Does...
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wallace:
i dunno, personally i hope i have a kid before i hit my mid 30s, even if i'm not married or even dating someone whom i think i'd marry.. just as long as he seems like he'd be a good dad & is interested in having kids too. cystic fibrosis & endometriosis & all that crazy shit that happens to the uteruses of childless middle aged women sucks balls.
magni:
It nice to meet for the first time. Perhaps we can befriend?

Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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I can't wait to start a garden in my back yard. I was thinking some spinach and onions. Carrots are easy. A couple of those smug little gnomes. A tree fort. Some monkeys. A few beautiful indigenous peoples. A handful of water slides.

This is going to be the best garden ever!
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koleeta:
if you guys plant an avocado tree..I will be over all the time...I mean, when they're in season.
echofonic:
thanks - it was good to have met you, too.

Monday Jul 25, 2005

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After three weeks, finally made it up to San Francisco. Skipping town is always tough, but taking inventory of who you love and who loves you is equally warming and humbling.

I'm doing IT consulting for a bunch of non-profit organizations up here. Fooling around with computers has its own charm, but I adore the type of person non-profit organizations lure.

I have my right-hand...
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reversehalo:
Perhaps an "erotic vomiting" group would be more your style. Or "masturbation and vomit"?..."Sex and regurgitation"? You get the picture. wink
joscelyne:
God, I miss SF. I will return for good...someday.

Saturday Apr 02, 2005

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Read for a while yesterday. Drank whiskey and played pool until the bars closed. Drank whiskey rode down the coast to Seal Beach until five in the morning.

The industry in Long Beach is beautiful at night. The oil rigs, factories, whatever they are. Little deserted ghost towns in an abyss.

My buddy likes industry (the really grimy shit) because he wants global desolation. He...
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melladoree:
yes yes yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you had a wonderful one!
melladoree:
MUAH!
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