betrayedbyhope

Rawr!!!

life is going quite well, i am in a very good mood!!! im not sure why... Ah well, Hope everyone out there is doing well too... My life has been strangely calm lately... im not to sure im impressed with that..it doesnt feel normal. but who knows... LoL somehow i have found myself rewinding time lately.. it seems i am to go to a...
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Yes yes, i know i never update anymore... im sorry.. so here is a quic one

college - going well, less then a year and a half left!

after school - Moving to San Fran with my cousin who lives in north beach.

Health - Alive.

Love life - Non-existent, i date, but thats it, ive finally admitted to myself that a certain past relationship...
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Im Still alive... dont have time to type anything, but i thought id let everyone know.

I find myself laughing at my pain..

Things are bad, real bad.. Time is seeming to run short for me now..

Thanks for all the comments everyone has given me, and the well wishes..

i have been in so many fights, physically, mentally.. ive been to the point of death and back.. but now, i fight the one opponent im not so sure i can...
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..Im Afraid to Fall Asleep At Night..


..My Goddess has abandoned Me..

"It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die "


....My fight begins...

If i were to say i was dying, how would the world respond?

... i choose to bring this up here because no one knows me well enough for this to truly effect them... and because i realize that there is no way for my family and friends to find out just yet... not until im ready and sure..... Last night and today, i fell...
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Alrighty, Well, thanks to all the wonderful answers to my last questions... i have discovered that the meaning of life is definately twinkies.. and that girls are evil! i know i know, i should have already known that..

Anyways, life is really sucking at the moment, but im kinda passing it by with a strange sort of indifference.. Currently sitting in one of the classes...
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..Question for the Girls..

Why is it, when a girl comes up to you, and askes you a question (ex. How does my hair look? does this look good on me? why cant i get a date? why dont you want to be with me?) and they tell you that they want the truth.. they get mad at you when you give them exactly that?...
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Hear ME Rawr!

So Im Sitting here listening to Maroon 5... interestingly enough there songs seem to be about me and my life.. go figure.. Anyways, i hope everyone is doing well, other then my grandfathers death.. im starting to feel a little better... finally.. ive come to a lot of conclusions.. and ive made some closures to some certain situations.. *nods* i got bored...
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Rawr... Just.. Rawr..

.. ever notice how everything goes wrong all at once..


my grandfather passed away.. 2nd death in feb. this is a bad month

i have nothing else to say tonight..