Hey everyone, hope you are all okay after todays events.
I am fine, I am in Bournemouth so not directly affected, some of the people we work with and for are based in London though.
Most of them I know are just fine, but a couple of people I have worked quite closely with for a while just moved jobs and I have no way...
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I am fine, I am in Bournemouth so not directly affected, some of the people we work with and for are based in London though.
Most of them I know are just fine, but a couple of people I have worked quite closely with for a while just moved jobs and I have no way...
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Okay, so I am back, kind of.
all moved in to the new place, computers set up and everything, but no broadband.
So back to the wonderful world of dialup for me for a while.
could be as much as 3 weeks till I get my broadbabnd back, and all this time I have to keep paying for it. GRRRRRRRRRR.
thanks for the well wishes...
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all moved in to the new place, computers set up and everything, but no broadband.
So back to the wonderful world of dialup for me for a while.
could be as much as 3 weeks till I get my broadbabnd back, and all this time I have to keep paying for it. GRRRRRRRRRR.
thanks for the well wishes...
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thelastbeliever:
How you doing buddy? Been a while. Hurry up and get your broadband back so we can rule on Halo2 again 
waldo_____:
I hope you and yours made it through today OK 
That's it, nearly all packed.
We move on friday the 10th, which is cool.
One drawback though - no phoneline for a week, so no internet and it could be a few days after that before I get my broadband back.
So I won't be around for a while, have fun all.
We move on friday the 10th, which is cool.
One drawback though - no phoneline for a week, so no internet and it could be a few days after that before I get my broadband back.
So I won't be around for a while, have fun all.
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zola25:
Take care man! I hope the move goes well,
We will look forward to your return
We will look forward to your return
kickinglovers:
mister.. hope the move is all ok.#i'm telepathically requesting you to text me
x
x
Ignored, rejected, dejected.
This has to end.
But when will it end?
How can it end?
I see no end to it all.
No way through that my mind can devise.
I cut myself and I bleed.
I feel my pain and others and I cry.
I know I need help but can't ask.
I need somrthing to fill the hole inside.
someone, something.
I...
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This has to end.
But when will it end?
How can it end?
I see no end to it all.
No way through that my mind can devise.
I cut myself and I bleed.
I feel my pain and others and I cry.
I know I need help but can't ask.
I need somrthing to fill the hole inside.
someone, something.
I...
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zola25:
Hey buddy, how's things?
zola25:
Hey man, yeah I'm doing good thanks. I hope all goes well with the move on Friday. Holy crap, I just realised, is your birthday really on September 18? I was born on September 18 too 
Still, I suppose there's loads of people born on that date, but it just threw me when I saw Sep 18 on your profile.
Take care!
Still, I suppose there's loads of people born on that date, but it just threw me when I saw Sep 18 on your profile.
Take care!
I give up
they are still on and off,
I am not even gonna go there.
On other matters, we should be exchanging on the house this week, so probably moving in 2-3 weeks.
EEK
I have lived in this house for 20 years, It will feel strange not being here.
There is nothing left just a shell
All you see isn't me
Just bravado...
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they are still on and off,
I am not even gonna go there.
On other matters, we should be exchanging on the house this week, so probably moving in 2-3 weeks.
EEK
I have lived in this house for 20 years, It will feel strange not being here.
There is nothing left just a shell
All you see isn't me
Just bravado...
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tarragon:
I'm of the opinion that if Clarkson were going to die he'd have done it years ago. The man is indestructible.
tarragon:
The caravan would have to catch him first and I suspect that with all the will in the world no caravan is ever going to go faster than Clarkson.
But you're right, I doubt even he could survive having a skip dropped on him.
But you're right, I doubt even he could survive having a skip dropped on him.
Hey all, thanks for the comments and kind words.
Apologies for my recent depressive moanings.
Feeling a little better now, though still feeling a bit conflicted about my best friend.
She just split up with her boyfriend and a fair bit of my time at the moment is taken up with looking after her.
Trouble is I like her but I am fairly sure she...
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Apologies for my recent depressive moanings.
Feeling a little better now, though still feeling a bit conflicted about my best friend.
She just split up with her boyfriend and a fair bit of my time at the moment is taken up with looking after her.
Trouble is I like her but I am fairly sure she...
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fpkk:
Give it a few months... but from what I've been able to glean you shouldn't go out of your way to hide your feelings if they're there. Just demonstrate them in a non invasive way. It's tricky but not impossible.
kickinglovers:
i hope we should talk soon.
or rant as the case may be
there were too many tears tonight, from the aid of a miss x. tho she knows nothing.
Poo.
or rant as the case may be
there were too many tears tonight, from the aid of a miss x. tho she knows nothing.
Poo.
Many roads, only one path
Find the path, find the way
Lost, my feet on anothers path
Blind to the way, seeing nothing
I stumble, I fall, I rise
Lifted from the ground by friends
They put me on the road again
To wander again, lost, but no longer alone
Find the path, find the way
Lost, my feet on anothers path
Blind to the way, seeing nothing
I stumble, I fall, I rise
Lifted from the ground by friends
They put me on the road again
To wander again, lost, but no longer alone
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tits_mcgee:
Uh huh, and who do you think installed all that stuff in the RDC for Chase?
that's right.
me.
well I installed the netowrking equipment, and I used to do support at Chasside.
that's right.
me.
well I installed the netowrking equipment, and I used to do support at Chasside.
barny:
thanks for the thoguhts... but nah i dont even have that money to spare atm...
im hoping sum1 will get me a gift, even for a month... but then ill just have to do!
oh i will miss sg! but im sure ill be back sumtime....
or find a better site
im hoping sum1 will get me a gift, even for a month... but then ill just have to do!
oh i will miss sg! but im sure ill be back sumtime....
or find a better site
Depression......
A state of mind or a way of life?
I don't know myself or my self.
Work as a way to survive
but going makes me want to cry.
People who are friends and I don't know it
friends who arent but won't show it
who are my friends?
are you? am I?
I don't know my mind anymore
but maybe I never really...
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A state of mind or a way of life?
I don't know myself or my self.
Work as a way to survive
but going makes me want to cry.
People who are friends and I don't know it
friends who arent but won't show it
who are my friends?
are you? am I?
I don't know my mind anymore
but maybe I never really...
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rainwolfkin:
i find it hard to make friends too. i'm a bit shy sometimes and then over enthusiastic and extrovert at other times. makes a weird combo and think people find me to be slightly unstable because of it. 
i'm also really picky about friends too. as i like everyone, i am only friends with people who i think are good people. i'm a bit of idealist at times and its probably not very good for me or my social life.
i'm also really picky about friends too. as i like everyone, i am only friends with people who i think are good people. i'm a bit of idealist at times and its probably not very good for me or my social life.
sharona1881:
they are pretty sweet arent they? i just ordered scads of them - if you want, i can send you a few when they come?
they are pretty sweet arent they? i just ordered scads of them - if you want, i can send you a few when they come? I don't know what to say, so again it comes down to using someone elses words to say how I feel today.
Thank you to K's Choice for this one
there's a chair in my head
on which i use to sit
took a pencil and i wrote the following on it
now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
dig it...
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Thank you to K's Choice for this one
there's a chair in my head
on which i use to sit
took a pencil and i wrote the following on it
now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
dig it...
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thelastbeliever:
Thanks man
thelastbeliever:
Nah she thinks it;s gay 
No hope, no love.
No time, no trust.
I miss things in so many ways
I miss things going on around me, I just don't notice
I miss the things I used to have, the people I used to know.
To my friends, thank you.
As for the rest of it................
I exist and it is enough
But just barely.
No time, no trust.
I miss things in so many ways
I miss things going on around me, I just don't notice
I miss the things I used to have, the people I used to know.
To my friends, thank you.
As for the rest of it................
I exist and it is enough
But just barely.
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barny:
sorry i cant remember wheither i replied to your comment or not :|
its a day like that! but i'll happily vouch for you! actually i dont understand whats happening with that atm, nic hasnt put up a new vouch for list for AGES... and hasnt updated the old one so its abit odd...
I'd email her if i were you and mention you've got sum1 who will vouch for you if needed...
its a day like that! but i'll happily vouch for you! actually i dont understand whats happening with that atm, nic hasnt put up a new vouch for list for AGES... and hasnt updated the old one so its abit odd...
I'd email her if i were you and mention you've got sum1 who will vouch for you if needed...
djtinbox:
Oooh you ride bikes too?
The luminarium is awesome,i loved it....made me think about moving into one haha
The whole thing is handmade and it's huuuge,i was really amazed by it.Man haha
The luminarium is awesome,i loved it....made me think about moving into one haha
The whole thing is handmade and it's huuuge,i was really amazed by it.Man haha
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thelastbeliever:
Cheers ears
thelastbeliever:
hey, you still on for that game of Halo later?
About 7ish?
About 7ish?
Looks like I will be in London for the bank holiday (have to be in the London office for Tuesday morning so the company are putting me up in a nice hotel overnight )
So if anyone has any suggestions for something fun to do that day and/or night put them here.
Thanks
Lost in confusion, a pit of despair.
I seem to be crying...
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So if anyone has any suggestions for something fun to do that day and/or night put them here.
Thanks
Lost in confusion, a pit of despair.
I seem to be crying...
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stellafly:
Hey man.............emo is not funny...it's a way of life for some......
I'm so depressed I think I'm going to sit in my room, alone, crying and writing poetry.
(P.S. I'm not emo, I just found that really funny too!!!!)
I'm so depressed I think I'm going to sit in my room, alone, crying and writing poetry.
(P.S. I'm not emo, I just found that really funny too!!!!)
rainwolfkin:
i have a tendency to drag the fillings out of my sandwiches and then smear them all over my chin before dropping them down my shirt, but i dont think it has anything to do with my teeth. i'm just clumsy.
and she lives 2 and a half hours from me.
it is odd.
i am so very proud. you'd best get it now. that would be hella fantastic i think!!