kickinglovers

"i wonder, how am i still here." she enters her full stop into speech like a sign for expression.
(but) it wasn't fluent enough for her to comprehend the meaning, it wasn't fluid enough to adapt for her ears and tongue. the words slipped right out and hit the floor with a shattering splash. "let me lead the way".
side stepping from room to room,...
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white stripes for coffee and cigarettes?

..the organ for a lock-in...

'it's much better to see these kind of things, with a sens eof hope and rationality'..
yes, dear, it's how we view our clothes and morals when it comes to sex with the wrong person. (like i'd get myself into this situation when my girlfriend fears for her safety when a best friend fancies...
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there are cracks where the white light burns through<br><br><br>
it's my expression, faced with your complexities that dives through faces of change before considering a look. a look the faces that change within moments of desperation, a bleeding heart song played upon the radio in the background.
<br><Br>you are, that is love. you are my face of love when you sleep. your eyes shut in...
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amputate

I am of heartbreak,
blood red armies chokes in my veins
their tears barracade their routes,
the pumping! must stop.

Love loss
an amputated limb.
my finger, my leg.
A heart attack of feelings.

My love is displayed for all
to pick 'n' match
your own design
your cruel no feelings.

A worn red stain upon my wrist,
that grubby mark shall fade with...
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You're a regular decorated emergency.


I don't know where the words went. We talk about the words.. She writes in her place but feels restricted. And I? I've stopped dead. My tracks are long covered with dust. The only thing I have now to concentrate on is the appearance of that profile. What a profile (shrug).




My year started with a slight bang. O.. Bang...
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Suddenly it became clearer..

So I asked straight out. "why are you being strange with me? ( do i sense this change in behaviour for no reason or do you still? )

*i guess cos i see you and some feelings are still raw you know? but i suppose that's why exes aren't usually friends afterwards..

i made a commented about her girlfriend..

*at least...
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flight extention,


Time chases time like a meteor and star.
An erotic adventure written in paperback -
for the elder hormones
' she was..deliciously divine. he slid his arm under her shoulders and said in that low voice..'

a readiness takes a hold like the voice to a story.
a vice splinter effect shrieks through the scene.
a flickering lightbulb illuminates the problem. and the track begins with a hustle of a moan.


keep on.

mercury mornings, a state of adoring.
long since pressed between the fingers which hold
a rose cotton slip--
of lace and chase.
your subtle sigh expressed with nothing but simplicity.
and this is where i am placed and be.


anyhow... i'm quiet with thought, a girl- yes.. work - sometimes.. but a girl.. a ponderance of sweet kiss. i made her a picnic and her...
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Start a house fire/with us in the middle.



sometimes the words overflow and cause everything to just.stop.
where will we go from there? when there is no heartache to blame it on .. not that one.
And to just talk to someone, without their motive being their own problems. That would be refreshing.

I am silent.. And I choke with ..

what?

i don't care so much
it's only heartbreak and lust.
a quick fumble with meaningless expression
and you'll not see me for dust
if emotionless kisses were riches
my pockets would be full,
my face would be pan-stated
my tone subtle and dull.
it's only heartbreak and lust
a quick step between new lips and new tongue
never long enough for dust.