I had a couple of memorable dreams lately. These are ones I was actually able to remember afterwards.
In one there's this abandoned *thing* which is either a house or abandoned huge airplane or shipwrecked space craft. It ends up being like, "oh that's right I have this crashed aircraft that's mine that I can live in"
I was really stoked to remember that I... Read More
ohhh man...dont get me started on dream interpretation! ¬ to mention, the whole idea that theres this whole other part of our brain we can access in such an indirect way totally freaks me out, haha.
anyways! thanks about my photos! i forget about the green day ones, hehe. i got to play bass with them, actually! (they pick 3 audience members to cover part of operation ivys "knowledge" at each show -- awesome!) theyve been my favourite band since i was 9, so it was totally mind blowing to be up there with them...i get SO shy talking about it in person, though! hehe...
So in general lately I've been feeling pretty beleaguered.
And today I'm feeling, kind of mean, actually.
I've decided to just blow everyone off that seems to be wanting something from me and I'm getting kind of a perverse pleasure in it.
Damn dude I get dumped on and pulled in ten different directions I gotta decide to do whatever the hell I feel... Read More
Man was I burnt out last night.
I'd only been getting 5 to 6 hours of sleep this week. At works it's been really hectic.
Basically it went from being where I could goof off and do nothing in particular for days at a time to being on a high profile project and a different manager that was getting on my case.
I figure I... Read More
my mother has a friend who lives just outside san diego in el canjon and she asked if we would like to come over and stay. besides, i have always wanted to travle 14 hours in an aeroplane also, it's nice to go somewhere other than another country in europe.
this trip looks like it has been postponed though due to reasons which i'll put in my journal at some point i was looking forward to seeing the city, i have heard so many great things about it.
Huh, I don't even know what to post here anymore.
It's been such a long time on this site.
big black balls
the new and improved death
chemically reduced to invigorate
the hair around the perineum
gauranteed to stick it to you
in gaudy slow motion
you can only look down from
ceiling mirrors
each day is slower than the last.
Cloth and kerosene, hot handed desire wound round the neck.
An unspoken image resided in mind.
We knew it wouldn't last.
Cheap cold redemption hung out to dry.
The small transistor radio offered condolescences to the end of innocence.
We continued to eat fried chicken by lake shore proper.
Flesh connected bone moving in blurs through broken sound.
An order was given to disperse the... Read More
I was completely sober last night. I went to some out of the way hotel with a bunch of notebooks in the hopes of writing down all the plans, goals, and ideas that regularly float around in my head but never get pinned down to reality. It was odd and vaguely surreal enough for me. It was good to get... Read More
OK, I've done enough wallowing. I need to get busy for this final week of 2006.
Part of the reason I chose "Fred" as my name was because of all the humorous associations it brought to me of James Brown and how he would banter with his trombone player Fred Wesley. "Hey Fred! Fred!... we got a little part... Read More
Merry Christmas to you, too! Thank you for the kind wishes; I think that my time with my family actually was OK this year, for the first time that I can remember since I was very little. It had its bad times (especially the first day there ), but I made it through OK.
i was looking forward to seeing the city, i have heard so many great things about it.
), but I made it through OK.
anyways! thanks about my photos! i forget about the green day ones, hehe. i got to play bass with them, actually! (they pick 3 audience members to cover part of operation ivys "knowledge" at each show -- awesome!) theyve been my favourite band since i was 9, so it was totally mind blowing to be up there with them...i get SO shy talking about it in person, though! hehe...
So what kind of dreams did you have the night you had liverwurst, onions, crackers and wine right before bed?