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Been doing my own thing recently. Working, working out, cooking, and just vibing! I need to make some content for my OF but I'm so tired allllll the time and honestly my physical health has NEVER BEEN BETTER than now. Probably bc I stopped worrying about a million things that I can't control. Crazy how we don't appreciate our growth until we look back at...
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Friends! It has been 6 YEARS since I left the site and I wanted to come back to the community so I’m back 🤍✨ fuck, I’ve missed this place so much. I can’t wait to chat and see all the new models and get to know everyone again 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Hopefully I can shoot something soon 😘🥰

It's been a fun couple of years with you guys, but it's time to start doing things for myself and to move on to more rewarding things in life. Catch me on instagram @xogoddessoftheocean with updates on my upcoming Patreon! I love you all and will forever owe you all of my gratitude for making me feel so loved and appreciated, but the reality is...
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I shot a multi with @feryn this weekend FINALLY! After all the talks! Here's some previews by @alissa

Enjoyyyy ♡ I can't wait till you all see it!

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Is in member review NOW!! It wasn't originally supposed to go up for a while, but damn what a rad surprise! You can view it here and make sure you thank @milloux for being such a great photographer! I'm so stoked on this. I love it and we shot it only a month and a half ago so it definitely is recent! Can't wait to...
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Emotionally, it's been rocky. Happier than I've been in soooo very long...but then again, I can feel the surpressed pain hinting that it's ready to face it's host.

You know that feeling you get when you try to make an effort, and man did I swallow my pride and try, but then get metaphorically kicked in the face and knocked down without regret or sympathy?...
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Our car was stolen today. Right out of the school parking lot i work at. I have the security footage and am sure this was something that had been planned. Angry, furious is a better word...and the cops still haven't showed up to take a report. No money for a new car. Im so mad, sad, and feel like murdering someone. Fuck everything and everyone...
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Hey there!

So yesterday was my 21st birthday and I went out with my fiance, sister, @elody @alissa and @feryn for dinner.
Feryn bought me my first legal drink and gave me a sweet little pipe and papers for my bday <3333

Buying my first drink was intimidating and the dude just handed my ID back to me quietly then out of nowhere started yelling...
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Thank you all so very much for the crazy love on my set Glass House shot by @venus in Portugal last year!! Reading ALL of the comments and I can't tell you how incredibly humbled I feel to have so many supporters and friends thanks to SuicideGirls. The comments you leave me remind me every day why I love being here so much. I don't...
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I have been having some of the most intense dreams the last few months, but the last 2 nights I had lucid dreams. I was able to repeat time and change things. I have been crazy tired and hungry so maybe thats why my dreams have been so crazy. They scare me most nights to the point that i will wake myself up to end...
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