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I shot a multi with @feryn this weekend FINALLY! After all the talks! Here's some previews by @alissa

Enjoyyyy ♡ I can't wait till you all see it!

Xx


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mrdave1369:
sweet <3
kapam:
Can't can't can't wait! 
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Is in member review NOW!! It wasn't originally supposed to go up for a while, but damn what a rad surprise! You can view it here and make sure you thank @milloux for being such a great photographer! I'm so stoked on this. I love it and we shot it only a month and a half ago so it definitely is recent! Can...
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gjalp:
beatiful!!!
guy999:
I love all about u...😍
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Emotionally, it's been rocky. Happier than I've been in soooo very long...but then again, I can feel the surpressed pain hinting that it's ready to face it's host.

You know that feeling you get when you try to make an effort, and man did I swallow my pride and try, but then get metaphorically kicked in the face and knocked...
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alfiezhang0626:
what cant kill u makes u stronger ; I know its hard to prove urself or get acceptance, fuck them, if there is no way, bring a machete, walk out your own trail, and leave the trailer for their girls. Full support to you
craftimus_phx:
i know this through and through..  beijg a black man in our city is hard. but i keep going. i will find my place in Life and will find some sort of peace. 
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Our car was stolen today. Right out of the school parking lot i work at. I have the security footage and am sure this was something that had been planned. Angry, furious is a better word...and the cops still haven't showed up to take a report. No money for a new car. Im so mad, sad, and feel like murdering someone. Fuck everything...
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marsharda:
Hope the car situation shows signs of healing. Good luck!
shawntloe:
that sucks, first that it was stolen and second that you got it back with more problems. I've never had my car stolen, but I've had a few that have been broken into. It's weird, but in matters of car theft or vandalism, it always feels like such a violation
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Hey there!

So yesterday was my 21st birthday and I went out with my fiance, sister, @elody @alissa and @feryn for dinner.
Feryn bought me my first legal drink and gave me a sweet little pipe and papers for my bday <3333

Buying my first drink was intimidating and the dude just handed my ID back to me quietly then out of nowhere started yelling...
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shines:
That's so wonderful. Please be safe.
reaper:
Congratulations! Sounds like you are at a really good place right now in life. That job sounds wonderful, I have wanted to have a career in a similar field, it is so fantastic to see our girls helping others :-) happy belated birthday, I hope much more happiness comes your way! Enjoy!
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Thank you all so very much for the crazy love on my set Glass House shot by @venus in Portugal last year!! Reading ALL of the comments and I can't tell you how incredibly humbled I feel to have so many supporters and friends thanks to SuicideGirls. The comments you leave me remind me every day why I love being here so much. I...
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marsharda:
We really do feel so much love for you!
randum_:
<3 your a beautiful lady, mind and body. Great set!
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I have been having some of the most intense dreams the last few months, but the last 2 nights I had lucid dreams. I was able to repeat time and change things. I have been crazy tired and hungry so maybe thats why my dreams have been so crazy. They scare me most nights to the point that i will wake myself up to end...
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tymza:
wonderfull ! 
hind:
I heard lucid dreaming is very hard to accomplish. You must be one of those who are naturally gifted (like me!). 
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I want to run out into the ocean and let the waves swallow me alive. Let them drown out all my pain and brokeness and throw me back ashore where I will be healed. Where I will no longer be destructive. I want to climb to the top of the mountains and breathe in as deeply as possible and let the wind sweep my burdens...
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pyrdaemon:
Well said.
lalou:
If I could hug you right now. 
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To me..it's more than just taking my clothes off for other people's satisfaction. Every time I strip down into the nude, I look at my body. I examine every inch of it. Every goosebumbs, every freckle, every scar..Every pore. I look into my skin I look at my flaws. I find comfort in them. Knowing I have dedicated my body to...
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crimsonnoir:
Beautifully put! :)
triplegold:
Agreed.
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Does anyone else enjoy watching them? I love them and have decide to use them as tools for parenting when I decide I want children. I watched an amazing one last night about feminism. Here is the video. It's a little longer than the ones I normally watch, but this easily became my favorite. If anyone actually watches it, I'd love to hear...
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pyrdaemon:
@fels that lego one is awesome! And I thought I loved legos = X
sempra:
I just LOVE watching Ted talks!!!