Two of my three soul mates have to be put down in the morning. Nothing in the world can hurt more then this, there isn't a single being or thing on this planet that I love more then my dogs. Roscoe and Rex are 16. They've never been separated for more then a day. 
i was robbed earlier tonight. no joke. things will eventually be fine, and i get to have a cellphone free holiday which might be nice but it all still fucking sucks. i feel violated, which is kind of humorous since i used to model and dance. it just feels... weird. and not a good weird.
happy holidays.
happy holidays.
i need a fucking break. there's way to much shit going on, and i'm exhausted. don't feel like writing a full on blog now, but needed to bitch a little. and anyone who talks shit, wants to talk shit or says shit about me can stop acting like know-it-alls and go fuck themselves. My life has been so busy and insane.
how are all you nice people? it's been a while.
how are all you nice people? it's been a while.
* edited to add:*
Some people are "know-it-alls". Some people think and assume everything about things they know very little about. It makes them look stupid. Some people don't grow, learn and better their lives. They sit and dwell, and make things more dramatic then it needs to be. It must be exhausting!
Things are looking up for me finally. I'm working now and it'd the best job ever. All i do is work and craft. I love it. My mother and I even have a good relationship now! *gasp* The last year and the past couple of months were seriously the hardest and worst of my life. A lot has happened and I'm so glad things are looking up. I'm stoked about the new friends I have made, thankful to the few friends that have actually been there for me, and for the friends I've lost, well, I don't want or need any drama in my life so best wishes.
My account runs out within the next few months, I think sometime in november. I'm not going to renew, and i do NOT want it renewed for me. I'm on to better things, and I talk to my real friends from here more outside of here anyway so there is no point.
I have so many other thoughts running through my head, but I decided I shouldn't waste my energy on thoughts that don't really matter.
Some people are "know-it-alls". Some people think and assume everything about things they know very little about. It makes them look stupid. Some people don't grow, learn and better their lives. They sit and dwell, and make things more dramatic then it needs to be. It must be exhausting!
Things are looking up for me finally. I'm working now and it'd the best job ever. All i do is work and craft. I love it. My mother and I even have a good relationship now! *gasp* The last year and the past couple of months were seriously the hardest and worst of my life. A lot has happened and I'm so glad things are looking up. I'm stoked about the new friends I have made, thankful to the few friends that have actually been there for me, and for the friends I've lost, well, I don't want or need any drama in my life so best wishes.
My account runs out within the next few months, I think sometime in november. I'm not going to renew, and i do NOT want it renewed for me. I'm on to better things, and I talk to my real friends from here more outside of here anyway so there is no point.
I have so many other thoughts running through my head, but I decided I shouldn't waste my energy on thoughts that don't really matter.
This is how I roll.
(the blanket on me is the blanket that brought my uncle's body home in april.)
(the blanket on me is the blanket that brought my uncle's body home in april.)
