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the windex to a dirty window
a dinosaur to the human
the cheese on top of the cracker
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I've hit a creative wall. I'm not really sure how that really happend, but every time I sit down with a piece of paper and a pencil it's just blah. Nothing comes out, but a bunch of scribbles and empty sheets. Even now I just sat here for ten minutes trying to think of how to continue writing this. There's just so much things that are just stuck in my head emotionally that are just not letting me work at all. That doesn't help that I'm an art student you know? It just seems like everytime I'm feeling that I'm over things something or someone sucks me back into my feelings again and then that's all that's stuck in my head. Then it doesn't help that this commuting crap is just cutting into my sleeping again and I haven't felt like I've had a good nights sleep in awhile. This shit is probably normal though. Everyone has shitty times, but it just couldn't come at a worse time at all.
I dunno why I'm complaining. Thing's are just so easy for me right now. My parents are not making me work, I have enough money to last me awhile for the basics and if I could find an apartment I can easily afford something, but there's that mental gap that is just blocking everything and things just don't feel like they will be getting better any time soon. I recently have given up smoking pot again. It's not like I smoked a huge amount all the time, but I think it would just be better for myself to stop altogether and get my body and mind back into shape (but we all know as soon as I get the chance I may just smoke again).
I've been reading a whole lot more and going to the theater to watch alot more movies lately. It's kind of weird going to the movies alone. I only say kind of because it's also nice not having someone there asking you what's going on or being a nuisance during the movie. As for reading I've been getting into the bigger books like Moby Dick and even getting back into old favorites like 1984 and Brave New World. I also finished reading The Watchmen again, it's scary re-reading...
I've hit a creative wall. I'm not really sure how that really happend, but every time I sit down with a piece of paper and a pencil it's just blah. Nothing comes out, but a bunch of scribbles and empty sheets. Even now I just sat here for ten minutes trying to think of how to continue writing this. There's just so much things that are just stuck in my head emotionally that are just not letting me work at all. That doesn't help that I'm an art student you know? It just seems like everytime I'm feeling that I'm over things something or someone sucks me back into my feelings again and then that's all that's stuck in my head. Then it doesn't help that this commuting crap is just cutting into my sleeping again and I haven't felt like I've had a good nights sleep in awhile. This shit is probably normal though. Everyone has shitty times, but it just couldn't come at a worse time at all.
I dunno why I'm complaining. Thing's are just so easy for me right now. My parents are not making me work, I have enough money to last me awhile for the basics and if I could find an apartment I can easily afford something, but there's that mental gap that is just blocking everything and things just don't feel like they will be getting better any time soon. I recently have given up smoking pot again. It's not like I smoked a huge amount all the time, but I think it would just be better for myself to stop altogether and get my body and mind back into shape (but we all know as soon as I get the chance I may just smoke again).
I've been reading a whole lot more and going to the theater to watch alot more movies lately. It's kind of weird going to the movies alone. I only say kind of because it's also nice not having someone there asking you what's going on or being a nuisance during the movie. As for reading I've been getting into the bigger books like Moby Dick and even getting back into old favorites like 1984 and Brave New World. I also finished reading The Watchmen again, it's scary re-reading that one and it coming so close to realizing the same world that it's describing is where we are right now as a country and world.
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I dunno why I'm complaining. Thing's are just so easy for me right now. My parents are not making me work, I have enough money to last me awhile for the basics and if I could find an apartment I can easily afford something, but there's that mental gap that is just blocking everything and things just don't feel like they will be getting better any time soon. I recently have given up smoking pot again. It's not like I smoked a huge amount all the time, but I think it would just be better for myself to stop altogether and get my body and mind back into shape (but we all know as soon as I get the chance I may just smoke again).
I've been reading a whole lot more and going to the theater to watch alot more movies lately. It's kind of weird going to the movies alone. I only say kind of because it's also nice not having someone there asking you what's going on or being a nuisance during the movie. As for reading I've been getting into the bigger books like Moby Dick and even getting back into old favorites like 1984 and Brave New World. I also finished reading The Watchmen again, it's scary re-reading...