Here are my latest stats as of right now- I have not smoked in 5 weeks, 3 days, 9 hours, 59 minutes, 37 seconds, and I have npt smoked 384 cigarettes and I have saved 120.00 dollars
I cant say that quitting is easy but I want to feel better and rgis is the first of many difficulkt steps but the only other option is to die and I am not ready to do that so I decided to take my life back on step ar a time. Ok I know the Rocky song is a bit cheesy but it made me smile. Leave me commnets to tell me what you think

Just wanted to introduce the newest memeber of my family.......



His name is Hawkeye after my favorite MASH character. He is feisty and plays well with the other cats. He also like to curl up and cuddle. And he has the cutest crooked taIL

I have been having a really really bad week. First off to my car has been on the fritz so it was parked at my apartment complex. Yesterday I got a note on it saying that it was going to be towed if it was not moved. Well I tried to jump it and nothing happened so now I have to have it towed to a garage and have it repaired. Luckily my Mom is going to pay for it and I will pay her back. If not I was going to lose my car because I did not have the money to get it out if the complex had it towed. Also I found out today that my father is dead. Now my dad and I have not spoken or seen each other for 20 years. I have had no contact with him. Well I got a letter saying that he had some stock divedend that was due him or me as his only heir. So I called Social Security and they confirmed that he is indeed dead. They would not give me any more info but are sending me a report that will give me more information. I am not sure how I feel about it. I am a mixture of socked sad and disappointed. I guess I held out hope that he was still alive and he wanted to find me too. I wonder what caused him to never contact me. I wonder if he remarried and had more children. There are too many questions that I cant answer. I also feel kinda alone you see I am the last to carry on my family name. I guess I am just a bunch of different emotions

So I am still at home and my leg is getting better. I am still on antibiotics and my leg still hurts but it is getting better. I am glad to be out of the hospital. I absolutely hated being stuck there. I was on IV antibiotics and IV pain meds. At one point during my hospital stay my docs were using the words amputate and leg if the infection did not get better. Thankfully I turned the corner and started getting better. Let me tell you I was scared as hell that I would lose my leg. I have been home for several days now and I do feel better but it is still a slow process of recovery. I am not able to walk very far or stand on my leg for very long the pain just is too bad. I want to thank everyone who sent me comments and good wishes I feel like I have missed out on so much with everyone while being gone. I feel a bit stir crazy staying in the house and I need some people to come over here and entertain me.......any volunteers I promise I wont bite hard .....lol So how is everybody doing I hope you all are well send me a note and tell me how you are doing I need human contact

Just a quick note to give you all an update. I spiked another fever last night and went back to the ER. The docs decided to admit me and put me on antibiotics and run some more tests. So I have been poked prodded and none of it in good ways. This hospital bed is uncomfortable and I feel like absolute shit. So please keep me in your thoughts I will update more when I know more. There is only one laptop for the whole hospital floor so I only get to use it every so ofter. So send me notes,pictures (of boobies.....lol.) and comments to lift my spirits...

This is how I feel right now


I should have left the outbreak monkey alone huh

Went and saw my Dr today and he told me to stay off my leg as much as possible and keep it elevated. He also gave me another antibiotic and more pain medicine. HOORAY FOR VICODIN....... The redness has gone down more but it still looks like it is on fire. It wouldnt be as bad if it didnt itch like the devil. I told my doc about that and all he said was DONT scratch it. That is easier said than done... So while I am here stuck in bed who wants to come and join me? I might not be able to walk but other things are working just fine.......LMAO So any takers well I will just imagine I am enveloped by all you lovely ladies.

While I was relaxing I found some old pictures of me from when I was younger. Tell me what you think

Even as an infant I was a ladies man


Three years old


Four I loved those PJ's


Six years old wasnt I cute...lol


Eight year old Jr Fred Astair

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13 years old See I had hair at one time blonde hair


17 years old and it was noon and I was just waking up