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APRIL 29, 2008 @ 05:53 PM

Hey, kids! It's another update from Your Friendly Neighborhood Freak.

How am I, you ask? I'm decent. Work is same old, same old, still working on the driver's license thing, and getting pretty good @it. Still working on the personal stuff, one day @a time and all that.

Also, it looks like I may have not one, but two houseguests stopping by the end of next month! Just a matter of getting everything sorted out (and making sure my Humble Commode is @a "guest-hosting" level of clean), but I'm already looking forward to it. Company is always nice. biggrin

The one black mark as of late has been simply this...

I've been wondering where that "special lady" is. Call it a bit of the lonely bug, call it increased libido due to the arrival of spring. You know how they always say any failed relationship (or attempt of) should be seen as a learning lesson? I'm still in that process. Recognizing how I fucked up, and working on fixing my own behaviors and actions to not only fix those mistakes to a more manageable level, but to keep from making them again.

Now, if you kids leaving your comments and such are the main indicator, I've obviously plenty of positive qualities that other people find, well, positive. It's a matter of increasing that level of self-confidence so that I'm less influenced by the ebb and flow of what happens around me (as my counselor suggested), as well as off-setting (and changing) those qualities are that not positive (that being...negative). tongue

Simply put, I'm a huge dork, a video game geek like no other, I've got a twisted sense of humor, I'm not terrible on the eyes, I'm gainfully employed, I've got a clean police record, I use Jesus not as a weapon of morality, but a weapon of hilarity, I'll act stupid in front of your animals, I give a shit (sometimes to a fault, I admit), I clean up nicely, I cook every now and then, and I'm always one to find a way to put a smile on your face.

May not be a hung and loaded Adonis, but dammit, I rule in my own way.

I should be beating off the ladies w/both hands.

...waitaminit... confused

Scratch that. You know what I meant. tongue

On a lighter note, and speaking of driving...



Oh, yeah. It's goodness.

Now, I was curious as to what I should do for YouTube-y goodness in this edition of my blog, so I decided to give you, Faithful Reader, a little glimpse into what I've been listening to as of late.







Yes, I have weird ranges in music tastes. But that's why you all ♥ me. kiss

That's all for now, kids. As always, I hope you are all well. smile

Stay tuned...

-TM

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_Margot_

_Margot_

Santa Monica, CA
December 2007

APR 29, 2008 06:04 PM

You are a catch.
She will come to you. Whoever that she ends up being. They(whoever "they" are) say that love comes when you are not looking. Seems to be true more often than not.

In the meantime, it is awesome that you are making ground to improve yourself, and it is equally awesome that you will have those wonderful guests at your home. They are made of awesome.

Anyway, I love ya, butthead.

_Margot_

_Margot_

Santa Monica, CA
December 2007

APR 29, 2008 06:13 PM

Now, Now, if I actually posted what I really felt in that journal, I am sure half of my friends would have deleted me from their friends list. I chose to be gentler about how I felt tongue kiss

joker_

joker_

Windsor, CA
October 2005

APR 29, 2008 06:18 PM

The only useful advice I'd offer is:

If you find yourself interested in a woman, and it is clear to you she is interested in you; don't hesitate!
Be clear and precise with intention.

I've only tried the above advice once. It seems to have worked out about as well as it possibly could.

Outside of that advice, you know the usual cliche stuff. Keep clean, brush your teeth, drink like it is going out of style and all the women will love you.

_Margot_

_Margot_

Santa Monica, CA
December 2007

APR 29, 2008 06:23 PM

Well when I called you a butthead, I meant it in the kindest way possible.

return_of_quasi

return_of_quasi

Houston, TX
December 2007

APR 29, 2008 06:37 PM

If you have ever been to AwesomeLand...you might remember them from there. smile

joker_

joker_

Windsor, CA
October 2005

APR 29, 2008 06:40 PM

I knew that picture would get me in trouble. biggrin

zombie_nirbhao

zombie_nirbhao

Mackinac Island, MI
October 2007

APR 29, 2008 07:25 PM

heh. beating off ladies....

mmmmm mutual masturbation....

KorbenDallas

KorbenDallas

Brownsville, TX
January 2005

APR 29, 2008 08:07 PM

Champion!

Kindle

Kindle

Seattle, WA
March 2006

APR 29, 2008 11:44 PM

Thank you. That special girl will come along eventually, probably when you least expect it. That's how it always happens.

You'll love hanging with those two, they're fantastic peoples.

corsair

corsair

Palm Beach, FL
July 2004

APR 30, 2008 05:45 AM

"Good things come to he who waits" . . . I guess that includes love!

Your turn will come!

MisterLinguist

MisterLinguist

Birmingham, AL
October 2005

APR 30, 2008 07:50 AM

Go outside, nerd.

WeHaveLostSignal

WeHaveLostSignal

USA
October 2007

APR 30, 2008 09:42 AM

House guests rule, and those two should make for one hell of a hoot at the bar. Damn I wish I could be there to grab a beer with you guys. biggrin

_kungfoo_

_kungfoo_

Omaha, NE
April 2005

APR 30, 2008 10:02 AM

Are you referring to Tron Guy or the entire concept of ROFLcon? I'll freely admit, it's all very ridiculous. biggrin

Dixy

Dixy

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAY 01, 2008 07:36 AM

I'm loving mario cart!! I just got a Wii Fit board and am digging it deeply!! Pictures and possibly a video must be made!! hehehe
and that special lady is around somewhere... you just gotta play a really longand unsatisfying game of hide and seek first...

Smurf

Smurf

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAY 01, 2008 07:40 AM

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