OK it is definitely time for a new post and unfortunately it may not seem to come out as a good one. First, my easter was going fairly well as it usually does I guess. Then we found out that my grandpa is in the hospital right now and he is in Laredo. OK that is just a bummer and then I have people getting mad at me for say Happy Zombie Jesus Day. OK I aware that it is not what people want to hear but honestly how religious are you really. You only go to church on holidays or pregnancy scares and possibly other tragedies. Then I end up the bad guy cause you all of a sudden want to act pious. Anyways on to other things I have a trig. test today and I have not studied.

On other points, I hung out with a few friends I haven't seen for a while and needless to say they got me seriously laid out with some good cannabis. I don't even know what the last one I had was but it got me hard and I was totally chilled. I had a good day on Saturday, hanging with my niece all day. Part of the day was in a little pool and I made her food, then we watched some movies. Oh I finally talked to this girl that is in my trig class that I notice all the time, except it is still not the girl that I actually want to talk to. The girl I want to talk to is like a ninja, she wanders off fast and then she disappears like fast.

Well that is about it, I am in need of sustenance before I even thinking about taking off for my exam. So I will just leave you guys right there.

OK random post just because I have never written a momentous list of SG's as to any reference to greatness.
So I am making a list of all the gorgeous SG's that I think it some other universe where I might have and had a chance to date exclusively or at least for some short time till they would leave me cause I could never leave one of them if I was given an option, so lets begin. Countdown backwards with reasons.

Ten
Oogie- Seriously how can you resist eyes like hers.



9
Silvia-Well I would believe this to be self-explanatory but Just beautiful smile and Kiss tattoo in a lovely place.



Eight
Grenadine-Mostly the fact that she is so precious and sweet looking.



7
Genet-How can you deny the girl from Mexico lovely curly hair and porcelain skin.


SIX
July-Can't resist a redhead with a face like that. Oh and well she is just plain sexy.


5
Praesepe-There is such a punk rock vibe and attitude that she has its just alluring and somewhat comforting in a way.


Four
Voodou-Not going to lie, but I have a serious thing for girls who wear glasses and Love X-men and Robots. Not so much the Robots but the glasses and comics yes.


3
Nena-Pure Charisma and beautiful intrigue, what more can I say!?!


Two
Agy-She wears glasses but not in this set, I am going to have to go with her spunk and attitude. Oh and the glasses thing. Also seriously with a look like that come on you have to agree.


1
Kraven-Serious artistic and imagination on her sets. Pure ecstasy and just pure gorgeousness. What can add to that, she has a heart to match her lovely eyes.


Last but not least have to say the Ultimate person I wouldn't mind having some type of relationship. You shouldn't be too suprised but it is Missy.

Everything that I just wrote in this post and all the reasons these girls have become who they are is because of her. She runs it all and she is very funny obviously from her last blog. Oh and the glasses thing again,

I am not sure if anyone noticed but none of the pictures I gathered are with the girls naked, and it was because this list was made not directly because of their body's but because of who they are and their own sexy attributes that can be seen anywhere.

Thank you.

Running on good vibes today and hoping things start to get better.

Well Well Well, there is not much to say but that I feel like I am going mad being stuck at home all the time. Oh I fucking really wish that all this stupid shit would just fucking find its way to an end, I have a final for my math class this week. My knee is not doing as well as i was hoping it would. I seem to be unable to find someone to be with, and I have become that lonely guy that jumps at every advantage to find someone when they find someone that they really want. Needless to say but I seem to only like awesome people that already have someone. I guess I just need to fix me and all my anxiety first but it always seems so impossible maybe more because it is almost impossible to do any of what I just said I should do. Why does my heart want someone so bad? Why can't I seem to calm my mind and thoughts? And why can't I calm my heart and soul, and just let things come to my eyes. I really need to find my minds calm to find my hearts peace!!!

Ok so it turns out that I barely passed my first History test, except I definitely did not pass my map test. Needless to say i don't know when I will retake it or just dump the class. My next issue is that I am starting a new set of classes next thursday which will have me staying at the school for almost 12 hours. I don't know how to put that into some way to comprehend how I feel. I have no license right now and I have a truck that needs to be fixed. I am really hoping I can just get it running and use it to go to school. At least so I could take a nap in the truck if not just so I can go catch a movie or something. Oh I hate all this shit I still have to wait on. Especially because I feel like have waited long enough to find someone to be happy with. And without a way around it makes things not just impossible but nearly impossible at that. Well enough whining about my problems and conundrums.

Had two tests today and I am pretty sure I bombed one, so in that thought I think I might drop my history class. It is pointless to learn about stupid shit people did in the past. I hate these stupid useless classes you have to take to get your degree.

Well all and all I met a few nice people in my classes

OK this is where everything stands at the moment. I have a mid-term on Wednesday or at least I am sure that is what it is. Just side fact I didn't know how to spell Wednesday for the longest time I thought it was wensday!!!! HAHAHA!! I am really in the mood to buy a Motorcycle even though I don't have my license to ride one. Plus everyone tells me that it is a bad idea to ride one here in Austin. Tell you what I don't care, I think that is half the reason I want one so bad. Well either way that goes.

Next is that I have been reading all these blogs about everyone down in the dumps. You know I can see the reasons why, but I think all this time has passed from when these SGs started and all these new members seem to only care about seeing naked girls and not the artistic manner in which these sets are taken. I have been a member for a while and I had a small break in between and I have noticed a change. To all the SGs that have been here in the past few years don't give up and don't be discouraged by these new comers. Truth is that the ones that truly now you and your artistic value cherish you and will miss you dearly!!

On to my last area of thought, There are the ones I want to speak to out there, I have seen some beautiful women and sets out there that start to get low on the like rating. If that type of SG is not your type don't bother commenting on something you don't like anyway. I only click, "It's not for me", on the sets I find despicable when I don't like them. I comment greatly on the women who's sets deserve to be recognized or just the women that need to be cherished.

And Lastly to you stalkers, wierdos, and low lifes, Don't go posting these girls sets on other sites. An honorable mention is a distinguished thing to do but posting there sets takes away from the reason people come to this site and the reason the girls use this site for there own distinction. That is PIRACY in my definition and you should be prosecuted by the law in my book.

What do you, you do when you feel lonely and your hearts gone missing? Now where do you go when you want that someone to make those feelings go away, so you feel safe? After all that can you find the one that can bring your heart back and do you know who it is your looking for? It all drives me crazy with contradictions that run in my own mind, but I always have the hope that love will find it's way.
Well lets hope to see some light on the other end of the week.

I wish all the well in love and in life.



There is no pleasure in my heart today as I had to put one of the puppies down today for having a broken hip and no time to fix everything. It pains me so to see that animal go, even if in my mind it sounds like it was for the best. But I know in my heart it is never right to take one's life for any such reason if only to protect your own. I say goodbye to you Austin my heart pains to see you go.

signed,
me

OK I was gone for a little bit and now I am back and hoping for a good while. The Beauty of all the SGs gets me through the hard days and the ladies that make this all such a wonderful place to come to, you are all appreciated and loved, by me and I am sure many others more. It is a hard place where I have been these past few months and I am enrolled in school for the summer and I am hoping that it all goes well enough so I can continue my education. Being forced to go to AA I realized how hypocritical all these people in the world of false salvations. It is more in the internal healing than the belief that some God is going to fix your flaws for you. I did learn how much my hatred runs deep and how much farther I am from being the person I was before. I did start drinking again mostly because of AA, funny right, I stopped drinking for a year and a half on my own. Then forced to go to these meetings I went out to prove to myself I had changed. And I did I can be what i once was but, other things in my life still need work. My pains stem from a deeper trauma and I still don't know what I need to heal from it. But I do know who I am and how strong I am, but if you never had trouble in your life to deal with how do you know if you even lived. And if you never lived, what will people remember you for. I enjoy the beauty in this world because I am afraid that they will be taken from me in the end.

I am sorry this post went from good to a sour note, I just feel lost in a sea of beauty with no one to hold on to.
I wish all well in the summer and that all your paths lead to a greater light or ocean with endless possibilities.

Signed and Firmado,
Socxs-Joe

OK been having fun for the most part of the week, except for the getting splashed with water thing on Tuesday when we took my sister to look at cars. I went hung out with a friend who was working a show downtown that was cool. Had some kids try to get some money out of me cause I look bling bling is what one of them said. I am sure I wasn't going to like what they were selling especially because one was just trying to get money talking about kids with AIDS and he just handed me a band flyer. Oh how this youth just think they can scam people because they are drunk and roaming SXSW. I wasn't drunk but I so wish I was but even the cheapest beer was like 4 bucks. But I had a few free drinks.

Oh on other news someone needs to show Kraven's set some love. First it has a ton of ladies, second it is a great set idea, and third well the set all together is amazing.

Kraven's set

So Peace, Love, Sex, and Beautiful visions in your eyes/!!!