About Me
I am a relaxed guy loves to travel to the beach. Hoping to move there one day.
MEMBER SINCE: February 2007
occupation: Aircraft mechanic
crush: this girl lily and SG India
makes me sad: Being alone, feeling stuck, and war
makes me happy: Beach, music, friends, and ale
gets me hot: biting your lip, coy smiles and dirty talk
into: living like I am going to die again tomorrow
OK so I am at home waiting to go to work and I am for some reason watching dateline don't ask me why. Most likely cause i am lazy and didn't want to get up, even though the tv is like in arms reach and i am lazying on the comp. Kinda stupid its right next to the TV i know, Anyways on to the point at hand they start talking about these kids that are called thrill seekers, so they are all I constantly go out and do this crazy stuff to get my high on. And I am like hey I am one of those guys but not exactly, mostly cause i can't do the same thing over and over again without losing some edge. But they have these guys that ride BMX and talk about shaun white (snowboarding and skateboarding) and there sole outlets. I am not saying these guys aren't thrill seekers cause they are but what category do I fall into when i am the guy that goes out does one of these things and after a while i need something new. I know I need constant mental stimulation or I grow increasingly numb and i seem to find a break out of that when i am at the beach or with friends. But what is the point of all this is that I have the means to do all these things and the one release I ever found is like a drug and I need more. I love racing but not in the sense of the 8 seconds kind or the drift kind really although it is fun, I thrive on speed pure top end taking corners planted to the ground and knowing that in a second you can lose it. Buts its that constant stimulation on what to do next that controls my mind, the only thing is I want to go faster drive harder i need to feel planted to my seat being controlled but being firmly put in my place. I have owned a number of sports cars not meaning like maserati, ferrari, or anything like that, but 300ZX's boosted up to high levels trucks with big block motors and bikes. But i constantly crave more like a junkie so what does that make me. I would best be described as an adrenaline junkie, they love the substance but constantly crave more. So...
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