where has the time gone?
I have been a member of this site off and on since 2001 (since 2003 with this screen name) that's almost ten years, and in that time have made friends that will last a lifetime and some that barely lasted a season.
I went from crushing on Bailey in 2002 to Working with Her in 2006. I have spent nearly a quarter of my life virtually (and literally come to think of it) surrounded by beautiful tattooed women.
This site has been part of my life through love, loss, addiction, heartache, illness, recovery, and strife. Some of the thoughts I shared this with this community over the course of almost a decade have been entertaining, some sad, and some admittedly were utterly self indulgent, but all have been truth and all from the heart.
side note on truth: I never got caught up in the "politics" of SG nor have I ever wanted to, I don't believe that there is free-speech when it comes to "on-line communities", even less so to ones that are also at their core a Porn site, but I do believe in being honest. Its with that in mind I write this.
Thank you Suicidegirls.com for being such a large part of my adult life.
Thank you Bailey, Rydell, Sid, Eliska, Odette, Poppy, Alexsandria, Palo, and any other SG I have worked with, past and preasent.
Finally. Thank you, yes you. if you took the time to read this instead of just checking to see if there were pics in it, thanks.
I have been a member of this site off and on since 2001 (since 2003 with this screen name) that's almost ten years, and in that time have made friends that will last a lifetime and some that barely lasted a season.
I went from crushing on Bailey in 2002 to Working with Her in 2006. I have spent nearly a quarter of my life virtually (and literally come to think of it) surrounded by beautiful tattooed women.
This site has been part of my life through love, loss, addiction, heartache, illness, recovery, and strife. Some of the thoughts I shared this with this community over the course of almost a decade have been entertaining, some sad, and some admittedly were utterly self indulgent, but all have been truth and all from the heart.
side note on truth: I never got caught up in the "politics" of SG nor have I ever wanted to, I don't believe that there is free-speech when it comes to "on-line communities", even less so to ones that are also at their core a Porn site, but I do believe in being honest. Its with that in mind I write this.
Thank you Suicidegirls.com for being such a large part of my adult life.
Thank you Bailey, Rydell, Sid, Eliska, Odette, Poppy, Alexsandria, Palo, and any other SG I have worked with, past and preasent.
Finally. Thank you, yes you. if you took the time to read this instead of just checking to see if there were pics in it, thanks.
In 21 hours I'm getting married, and in 26 Hours I'm getting my next tattoo. Sweet weekend. 
I'm Getting Married in 5 days and 11 hours.
Tonight you will travel a new road together.
This road has never been traveled by anyone else before; it is unique to the two of you.
It is up to you to pay attention to everything that comes your way on this journey.
Do not overlook anything or take anything for granted.
Additionally, be sure to look ahead at the goals you have laid out together.
Dream big, but be sure to cherish every moment you have together.
May the spirit of water be with you.
May emotion run deep in your souls.
May the spirit of fire be with you.
May it stay lit and full of passion.
May the spirit of air be with you.
May it breathe new life into you every day.
May the spirit of the earth be with you.
May a solid foundation of security surround you.
May spirit be with you now and forever.
For this we give thanks, and so it is. Blessed be!
Tonight you will travel a new road together.
This road has never been traveled by anyone else before; it is unique to the two of you.
It is up to you to pay attention to everything that comes your way on this journey.
Do not overlook anything or take anything for granted.
Additionally, be sure to look ahead at the goals you have laid out together.
Dream big, but be sure to cherish every moment you have together.
May the spirit of water be with you.
May emotion run deep in your souls.
May the spirit of fire be with you.
May it stay lit and full of passion.
May the spirit of air be with you.
May it breathe new life into you every day.
May the spirit of the earth be with you.
May a solid foundation of security surround you.
May spirit be with you now and forever.
For this we give thanks, and so it is. Blessed be!
"I dream of the hour when the last Congressman is strangled to death on the guts of the last preacher-and since Christians like to sing about the blood, why not give them a little of it? Slit the throats of their children and drag them over the mourners' bench and the pulpit, and allow them to drown in their own blood, and then see whether they enjoy singing these hymns."
When Gus Hall, General Secretary of the American Communist Party, was invited to speak at the University of Oregon in 1962, there was an outburst of protest in Eugene, where the university is located, and an outpouring of anti-Hall posters and leaflets featuring the strangled-to-death statement which Hall was charged with having made at a Communist convention in 1937 and again at the funeral of Communist leader Eugene Dennis in 1961. But the New York Times, which covered the Dennis funeral, mentioned no such bloodcurdling statement in Hall's eulogy, and Hall himself, when queried about it by reporters in Eugene, said the statement was so vile he wouldn't bother denying it. The attribution of the inflammatory words to Hall first appeared in reactionary Kenneth Goff's Pilgrim Torch in April 1961, but actually they can be traced back to Jean Meslier (a Catholic who turned anti-Christian), whose will, published by Voltaire in 1733, stated: "I should like to see . . . the last king strangled with the guts of the last priest." In 1980, evangelist Jerry Falwell's Moral Majority used the phony Gus Hall quotation in a multi-media presentation entitled, "America, You're Too Young to Die." Cited: Roy Paul Nelson, "On Cranberries and Communism," Christian Century, LXXXIX (March 21, 1962): 356-59
When Gus Hall, General Secretary of the American Communist Party, was invited to speak at the University of Oregon in 1962, there was an outburst of protest in Eugene, where the university is located, and an outpouring of anti-Hall posters and leaflets featuring the strangled-to-death statement which Hall was charged with having made at a Communist convention in 1937 and again at the funeral of Communist leader Eugene Dennis in 1961. But the New York Times, which covered the Dennis funeral, mentioned no such bloodcurdling statement in Hall's eulogy, and Hall himself, when queried about it by reporters in Eugene, said the statement was so vile he wouldn't bother denying it. The attribution of the inflammatory words to Hall first appeared in reactionary Kenneth Goff's Pilgrim Torch in April 1961, but actually they can be traced back to Jean Meslier (a Catholic who turned anti-Christian), whose will, published by Voltaire in 1733, stated: "I should like to see . . . the last king strangled with the guts of the last priest." In 1980, evangelist Jerry Falwell's Moral Majority used the phony Gus Hall quotation in a multi-media presentation entitled, "America, You're Too Young to Die." Cited: Roy Paul Nelson, "On Cranberries and Communism," Christian Century, LXXXIX (March 21, 1962): 356-59
