rickmitten

Who knows?

I am.

I am home now.

In a real state at the moment.
Feeling terrible.
But I know it will get better.

Doctors today.

So I finished the website I'd been working on for a long time.
It's now live. Go have a look and buy some sunnies.
Or a tshirt. I drew the skull one.

VALLEY EYEWEAR

I don't have to do anymore unpaid work for...
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So.

On the weekend, a girl I love told me that she loved me.

She was my very first proper crush.
I met her the first day of secondary school about 17 years ago.
I feel for her that day.

Since then I have tried to let her know how I felt only to be told that I was a friend.
We are best mates...
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I am broke as all get out.
Stuff hasn't really prospered monetarily after I lost my job at the start of the year.
I have worked on some amazing projects. VALLEY (something I've been working on with some friends.)
But I don't charge enough and now I have no money.

So.

I'm packing up and head back home to Mum and Dad's for the rest...
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I don't think I could go through it again.
My heart would surely not survive.

I'm not sure if I fall for the wrong girls or if I'm just a fucking idiot.

I'm at another one of those times when I question everything I am.
Everything I do. Everything.

I don't feel like I make a difference with the work I do.
I feel undervalued and overstretched.

I know there is no easy answer, or path, or timing, or... whatever happens.

I just know that I am meant to be doing something more with the things I...
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I only ever seem to post on here when I'm depressed or stuff i going wrong.
That's why I'm posting now.