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age: 29 (Apr 03, 1982)

MEMBER SINCE: December 2008

occupation: Writer, and in my free time CIO

body mods: Scars galore and fun stories and not so fun ones to go with 'em

sign: Aries, like I said I need fire lol

crush: Haven't met her yet but she is fucking awesome

makes me happy: --Well a lot of things that I have tried and have been fun, inspiring, beautiful, or breathtaking (including some of the girls here lol). --I make myself happy, I am happy with myself, and the world can kiss my ass if they don't like me :P. --The idea of that one girl that is going to blow my mind. The idea of giving her all the love I have to give and growing old together...while having the best fucking time we can!!!!!!!. (I know sound corny but alas I can't help it)

most humbling moment: Everytime I realize how small I am compared to God, so basically Its a constant form of existence lol

into: Poetry, writing, partying, partying in different countries, trying new things. philosophy, psychology, helping others, giving out advice, singing, art, meditation, peace, bliss, and basically anything that isn't boring

heroes: --Those that dare to dream, dare to be different, dare to be who they were born to be, not what society made them become, all of us are heroes in our own right. --God, he does good work lol.

makes me sad: Day after day of boring monotony, and that to this day I haven't found a girl that is even remotely close to being the one. (Kickass women AND women that can kick your ass are rare in Guatemala and the dark scene is non existent)

Tuesday

MAY 4, 2010 @ 09:10 PM | 5 COMMENTS

I feel time ticking away, I feel age starting to set in
My body showing the scars of time and i don't care
I am the dark blade forged in the fires of disdain
I am the pariah, I am the shadow, I am the forgotten
Untouchable, unreachable, unthinkable
How long has it been since my arms held someone
Have they ever? Have i ever been lost in somebody?
I remember not anymore, its all fading dreams to me
Every kiss is like my first kiss, every touch like my first
Lost between who I need to be and who I want to be
Lost between angel and demon
A kiss that is as sweet as sugar
A kiss that is like a fucking storm
Barely feel my arms around you
As I crush you like an anaconda
Fingers like a breeze on your skin
Nails drawing blood across your flesh
I stand alone, waiting for the next victim
Has there ever been one? I dont think so
Am I that unlovable, am I that much of a shadow
Every date gets broken or rescheduled
Every hook up ends up a bust
Those who want me out of reach
Those I want far out of reach
To the point I wonder am I cursed?
What keeps me alone and unseen?
The shadows swirl around me
The night finally falls
The blades call me lively
The swords dance with me
I am the keeper of shadows
I am the keeper of demons
I am he who must not awaken
I am the angel you've been waiting for
I am the the partner to all you life and crimes
I am what cant be fixed or restrained
I am the unpredictable anarchy
I am the drug that eats you up inside
I am the one that will never get bored
I am the one that will always love you
I am the one that will see you through the storm
Where are you girl?
I am waiting