You
Are....

.....Wonderful.

Now I'm horny

Thank you, sir. I will endeavour to stay in touch. I agree things are getting tiresome here; still, last time I quit, I was back within a fortnight...

I like the poem.

Yes, email, I suppose. There is nothing casual about the "feel" there.

I've been unwell this week. Having daily/nightly migraines and those freaky fear attacks. Have convinced my neuro that these may be seizures, not just migraines. My Depakote has been back to full dose for 5 weeks and it still isn't working. This has never happened before after any quit attempt. I'm extremely anxious, afraid it will never start working again. I had to come home early from work twice this week, and am scared I'll lose my job or have to plead for disability. I was FINE until I went down on my dosage. I can't comprehend what is happening.

Anyway, I check in when I can. 'night.

i support you leaving - though of course your kindness and talents will be missed by me and i'm sure others!

I was better this week, although working late every night. I think hormones are playing a large part, and Depakote (going up or down) seems to directly effect my hormones, which affects the neuro stuff.

Also, I just looked back at my emails from a year ago, and I had a similar crises at the exact same time of year. Interesting. My husband says I always have breakthrough this time of year. Maybe my allergies are a trigger. God--who knows.

Hope you have been able to relax and contemplate your contemplations now that exams are done. So you are completely done now?

I know......you turn into a pumpkin tonight.

I like your brain, babe........ I won't let it go! And you know where I'm at.

So there!!

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