About Me
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age: 25 (Feb 03, 1983)
MEMBER SINCE: September 2003
occupation: pro crastinator
stats: "bang your head against the wall. watch your blood begin to fall"
heroes: the trix rabbit (so damn persistant!!)
look whos back.
i wanted something that reminds me of a better time. the relationship thats meant the most to me for the past 3 years died today and ive been crying for hours.
shortly after i started university 3 years ago i met a girl named noa. i was about to ask her out then but i found out she had a boyfriend so i backed off and settled for being a distant friend. a year later (last november) they broke up, and the next semester we had chemistry together and became better friends. the class was often cancelled and i still remember the path we walked along once when we spent the first extended period of time together, only an hour. i asked her out last febuary but she shot me down, saying she wanted some solo time after getting out of the 2 year relationship she just had (this excuse was a lie (1)(refer to this later)**). we became decent friends over the semester and hung out a few times over the summer when we both went back to toronto. when this semester started, we had 3 classes together, and shes a TA in a lab im taking. for almost all of september she had been almost completely avoiding me, and at the end of the month i approached her about it. she initially said she had just been busy and hadnt noticed, but the next day she caught up to me and told me that over the summer i had somehow been suffacating her, so she had been trying to create distance between us. she also said she wasnt impressed with me not mentioning anything sooner, and just letting things build up (i was somewhat angry when i asked why she had been ignoring me). she said that if i ever have anything on my mind i should just approach her about it immediately. That night i emailed her, telling her that by avoiding me she had convinced me that she wanted to end our friendship, and i had been leaving her alone because i didnt want to annoy her thinking that that was why she had been avoiding me (that i annoy her). i said that it really bothered me because i was still interested in...
i wanted something that reminds me of a better time. the relationship thats meant the most to me for the past 3 years died today and ive been crying for hours.
shortly after i started university 3 years ago i met a girl named noa. i was about to ask her out then but i found out she had a boyfriend so i backed off and settled for being a distant friend. a year later (last november) they broke up, and the next semester we had chemistry together and became better friends. the class was often cancelled and i still remember the path we walked along once when we spent the first extended period of time together, only an hour. i asked her out last febuary but she shot me down, saying she wanted some solo time after getting out of the 2 year relationship she just had (this excuse was a lie (1)(refer to this later)**). we became decent friends over the semester and hung out a few times over the summer when we both went back to toronto. when this semester started, we had 3 classes together, and shes a TA in a lab im taking. for almost all of september she had been almost completely avoiding me, and at the end of the month i approached her about it. she initially said she had just been busy and hadnt noticed, but the next day she caught up to me and told me that over the summer i had somehow been suffacating her, so she had been trying to create distance between us. she also said she wasnt impressed with me not mentioning anything sooner, and just letting things build up (i was somewhat angry when i asked why she had been ignoring me). she said that if i ever have anything on my mind i should just approach her about it immediately. That night i emailed her, telling her that by avoiding me she had convinced me that she wanted to end our friendship, and i had been leaving her alone because i didnt want to annoy her thinking that that was why she had been avoiding me (that i annoy her). i said that it really bothered me because i was still interested in...
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