"I've spent the day circling the drain, of desperation and sadness. I moved out of a really crappy one bedroom place back to my parents place to save money and have the space, worst thing I could have done. My mother has problems with substance abuse and while the illegal drugs have stoped, the drinking hasn't and its gotten worse! She loves to tell me how worthless I am and she hates it when I cry, I have depression plus I have pregnancy hormones and I cry at anything. 'Its no wonder no one visits Kat, no one can stant her' 'its Kat's fault, she drives me to the drink' 'no wonder mum (my nan) went to bed early she spent the day with Kat, she can't stand her either'. My nan has no problem with me. How can I try to be a first time single mum with my own mother tearing me to pieces?!"

That was my facebook status a week or so ago, I've gotten a place with my nan, a 4 bedroom place in Cessnock again (where I lived, in the flat). I plan too get stable and stay for a while, I don't want to move around for a long time. I can attempt to expand my travel options though, with a place to go back too. I can move in next week or so, as long as I can find somone to help move. a nearly 70 year old and a 29 weeks pregnant lady does not make it easy.

I'm loosing the majority of my savings moving but with a stable base, I hope I can build it all up again.

"I've spent the day circling the drain, of desperation and sadness. I moved out of a really crappy one bedroom place back to my parents place to save money and have the space, worst thing I could have done. My mother has problems with substance abuse and while the illegal drugs have stoped, the drinking hasn't and its gotten worse! She loves to tell me how worthless I am and she hates it when I cry, I have depression plus I have pregnancy hormones and I cry at anything. 'Its no wonder no one visits Kat, no one can stant her' 'its Kat's fault, she drives me to the drink' 'no wonder mum (my nan) went to bed early she spent the day with Kat, she can't stand her either'. My nan has no problem with me. How can I try to be a first time single mum with my own mother tearing me to pieces?!"

That was my facebook status a week or so ago, I've gotten a place with my nan, a 4 bedroom place in Cessnock again (where I lived, in the flat). I plan too get stable and stay for a while, I don't want to move around for a long time. I can attempt to expand my travel options though, with a place to go back too. I can move in next week or so, as long as I can find somone to help move. a nearly 70 year old and a 29 weeks pregnant lady does not make it easy.

I'm loosing the majority of my savings moving but with a stable base, I hope I can build it all up again.