I was coming home from fixing my parents computer when I see I need gas. I stop by the gas station thats right by my house and decide to pick up a pint of ice cream. Karmel Sutra to be exact. Anyway, the worker on duty tonight is Tattooed Hot Girl, and she is alone. So now I am thinking do I talk to her and let it be known that I had liked her in forever or should I just play it cool, and move out to Indiana with her none the wiser.
I decide on the latter as another customer came in and I was like, Ok, fate decided that it wasnt to happen at this point. I go out pumping my gas and the entire time I am second guessing myself. Just should I or shouldnt I? Should I? No I shouldnt. I'll just wait it out. Finally, that one little grain of courage comes into the room and shouts "JUST GO FOR IT YOU COWARDLY FUCK!" And it set the rest of the nerves off into courage mode.
I start heading back to the door, she is in there alone, and looking at her phone. I walk in and she looks up, puzzled as to why I came back in. This is what I said verbatim, or at least as much as I can recall:
"Hi, I forgot something... I uh know this is going to sound weird but um, I am moving to Indiana and I just wanted to tell you thanks for being cool to me, I really appreciate it. I came in here an awful lot, and you guys were always nice to me, especially you, and I am going to miss that. So again, uh... thanks for um being cool."
FML.
We did chit chat a small bit about why I was leaving, what I was leaving behind but mostly it was a quick small chat as I felt the door calling my name pretty quick. On a scale of 1 - 10, I'd feel as if this was a number Hindenburg. My cheeks are still red from embarassment. I really suck at these kinds of things but at least I gave it the old remedial college try. Now I can never show my face back into that shoppe...
I decide on the latter as another customer came in and I was like, Ok, fate decided that it wasnt to happen at this point. I go out pumping my gas and the entire time I am second guessing myself. Just should I or shouldnt I? Should I? No I shouldnt. I'll just wait it out. Finally, that one little grain of courage comes into the room and shouts "JUST GO FOR IT YOU COWARDLY FUCK!" And it set the rest of the nerves off into courage mode.
I start heading back to the door, she is in there alone, and looking at her phone. I walk in and she looks up, puzzled as to why I came back in. This is what I said verbatim, or at least as much as I can recall:
"Hi, I forgot something... I uh know this is going to sound weird but um, I am moving to Indiana and I just wanted to tell you thanks for being cool to me, I really appreciate it. I came in here an awful lot, and you guys were always nice to me, especially you, and I am going to miss that. So again, uh... thanks for um being cool."
FML.
We did chit chat a small bit about why I was leaving, what I was leaving behind but mostly it was a quick small chat as I felt the door calling my name pretty quick. On a scale of 1 - 10, I'd feel as if this was a number Hindenburg. My cheeks are still red from embarassment. I really suck at these kinds of things but at least I gave it the old remedial college try. Now I can never show my face back into that shoppe...