age: 41 (Nov 14, 1970)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2005
occupation: Small Business Owner
i lost my virginity: to the most beautiful red-haired, freckled girl...she was so sexy.
stats: 6 ft, slender, in shape
sign: Scorpio
crush: She knows who she is, but she no longer cares: "If she be not for me, what care I how fair she be?"
makes me sad: Mean people, users, ignorance, racism, judgements before experience
makes me happy: So many things...I am a positive, optimistic, forward looking person. The promise of a new day, having my family be healthy, sharing fun times with great friends, the ones who are tried and true, making new friends....
body mods: Does a 1 1/2" scar behind my right thigh from an accident involving a spear (as a child) count? How about the one on my right heel requiring 12 stitches, lol!?
gets me hot: Giving...yes I mean oral, watching her get off for/with me, cute panties, a neatly shaved..., piercings and tatts on girls, watching a video with someone fun and special...she picks, 3's and rolling....let's not forget, a NICE, intelligent, fun, sensual, down to earth girl
most humbling moment: Being at a dinner party with hundreds of people, being in a receiving line at that party, greeetint the guest of honor with a kiss, and having the room go silent and all eyes focus on me...or was it the accident I had in third grade in front of my class (so I was a little nervous)?
fantasy: Anything involving exhibitionism or voyeurism, and threesomes are always fun. I love combinations. Toys, blindfolds, harnesses, handcuffs. A suicide girl...and maybe a small crowd cheering....hmmm, maybe Hedonism III.
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The woman who I really am attracted to emotionally, as well as physically, right now in my life, works two jobs and goes to school, and is often too tired, so she says, to see me. I hate that. So, I have filled my time with other people socially. Specifically, I met a lesbian woman, only 21 years old, who is so pretty, so sexy, a Pakistani/Nicaraguan mix, who, in words and deeds, seems to really enjoy my company. I mean, get undressed, climb into bed, stay all night, dinner, movies, partying....and she introduced me to her girlfriend, a 19 year old black female--stunning--who similarly seems to enjoy my company in all the same ways. On average, I think the three of us or at least one of them and I are together 3 or 4 nights a week.
So, along comes my ex, the woman who was the center of my world, who dumped me--even though we still hung out together al the time--who all of a sudden is sooooooo jealous, and curious, and wanting to be a part of this new dynamic in my life--the girls, I call them--and suddenly is choosing to have great ex sex with me. I am, among other things, a little annoyed.....more later.....