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ALL MY FRIENDS (and anyone that wants to keep in touch)

please send me an email id of your or msn id or add me to your msn and leave a comment for me to accept.

my account must expire soon, and I promise to keep in touch with everyone that allows me to.

Do you wanna know how an orgasm that last for an hour and 15 minutes feels like?? Go see a Slayer show. That's how I felt last week, september 02, when my 9 years waiting for Slayer had finally an end.

There goes the set list:


Darkness Of Christ
Disciple
War Ensemble
At Dawn They Sleep
Die By The Sword
Spirit In Black
Cult
God Send Death
Mandatory Suicide
Seasons In The Abyss
Chemical Warfare
Hell Awaits
Postmortem
Silent Scream
Dead Skin Mask
Raining Blood
South Of Heaven
Angel Of Death

I won't try to explain how the show was, 'cause it was absolutely beyond words.All that I can say is that I will never forget it as one of the best nights of my life. I liked even the band that warmed up the crowd, from Bahia, called Ungodly Ungodly, that plays black/death metal and sounds kinda like Immortal.

Oh, the show was unnoficially filmed by a friend of mine. I will have a dvd =)

stolen pics:


























Sunday I went to a music fair that happens here in Sao Paulo every year,called expomusic, to take a look at all that pretty guitars and amps and see my friends, lots of them work at music industry. It was funny too.


Then thursday september 07 i our independence day here, so it was a holiday, I got rid of work until today. I could rest,study,read and go out to see Lady in the Water, and have some fun with my friends playing pool and going to a nightclub. And trying to score a straight girl,unsucessfully. Go me.

I also repierced my left nipple with Tyler, and now it is just perfect.

Now I gotta explain why I quit leaving. I received a message from Linoleum, and it was sooo sweet that I thought to myself - fuck off all those stupid people here that don't like me. Most of the ones I knew do, and I'm staying because of this.

The next update must have tons of pics of me, including my nipple piercing, and something about politics.

this update can be the last.

I have met people here, and most of them are mean to me, so I don't want to talk or see them anymore. If I feel different, I can show up again, otherwise I won't.

My granpa has died this wednesday and made me see, among other things, that life is too short to waste.



Edited in sptember 04 to add that I have earned this membership through my effort and I decided not to leave the site anymore, cause these people are not worth it. And I have met some other people that are wonderful and really surprised me, so fuck off. I must have a better connecton soon to look at the pictures and maybe I can be accepted as SG, who knows. I have great news to tell too, and I will do it as soon as I have enough time.

Long time without updating... I'm super-busy at work and doing a millions things, so I'm gonna leave you with the most important topics.

Good things first. Today I decided to start exercising every weekend at the park near my house, to lose some weight and for all the other benefits. Then I got home for bath and a session of skin and body care. Is wonderful what this combination can do for a girl's self steem.

Finished (almost, actually, those things never end) a new hotsite, now the Brazilian site of Pirates of the Caribbean. My boss is on vacation and I'm working waaaay too much, but dealing well with all, until now.

And there was the Dio show. Or should I call it a lesson?? I have my doubts, but one thing I know for sure is that was a dream coming true to hear 'Children of the Sea', 'Heaven and Hell', 'Holy Diver', 'Don't Talk to Strangers', 'Rainbow in the Dark' and 'Mob Rules' live. I rocked so much I actually felt my brain gettinng off the right place, but that's ok.



And yeeeeeees, SLAYER is coming. If I survive the show, I'll get back and tell all.

And the bad things is that a "relationship" (won't talk about the parenthesis now) that I had for around 2 years is now over and done, just because I realized that the person never really liked me or wanted to be with me.And also some people I considered like friends have started to ignore me. And I don't know the reason of those things, since I have always made my best to please the person that I like(d??) and never had a discussion with those friends. But that's ok, I'll get over all of this.

Edited cause I'm not in the mood to write a new post, I just had to add that my weekend was a shit and that I'm DEEPLY disappointed with some people of this site. You might all you know who you are.

Back from the trip!! Which, besides all the things that gone wrong, was awesome.The things that gone wrong were that, due to miscommunication, I couldn't meet Syndel or go to record with D.V. But that's ok, we'll make another opportunity for it. I've met the lovely Kasha, and all that I can say is that she is sweet and funny and one of the most pretty girls I've ever met, so exotic!! Her sets doesn't do her justice.

Also, I've spent four days with Herukhelekh, my sweetie, and we talked and laughed and drunk and done a load of other things that I don't feel like telling... And it made me happy. I just can't wait to meet him again, this year. I'm just waiting for Kasha to send me the pics so I can show them to you.

Yesterday I went to the preview of Cars, he new Disney/Pixar animation movie, and I'm still wondering how those guys can increase at each production. They are amazing. I got there, with all the famous people and 10 days before it goes to the theaters officially, because at the advertising agency where I work, Disney is our major client. And I was the one who did the bazilian version of the site. Check: Carros.

Today I removed my nipple piercing, because it as out of center and was that pissed me. Too bad, it wasn't even hurting anymore. Now in around a month I'll go back to Tyler for her to repierce it, and hopefully this month or next I'll get some more ink. Wish me luck.

Edited to add that I've shot another killer set with supersexies and that this will be my last serious attempt to become a SG.

Oh, and SG is now too heavy and people just don't answer my comments. It's getting kinda boring.

So, I'm working a load and getting sick very often. The folks at my work are completely insane.not in the mood to write a lot and having not much to say, unless I'll be travelling to Porto Alegre this wednesday and coming back only at sunday, so I might take a while to answer all of your comments. There i'm gonna spend most of my time with Herukhelekh and hopefully meet Syndel,Kasha and a lot of other folks, and do fun stuff like shooting and recording. So wish me a good trip!!

Some pics for you:

Me and Monik at the tatoo convention


Me, Monike Pin Up and Monik, the same day


same as above


this is the giant plush dragon where I work


those are Isa and Mel


this is Isa looking nuts (I adore her, she is incredibly funny and cute)


Si, Isa and Mel


Si (my boss) and the giant plush dragon


Me in B&W


Me again (with the new hair)


This is Sergio (I'm his assistent and old friend), he took most of the pics and is one of the most talented drawers/designers/photographers/programmers I know. I admire him a lot.


Isa in B&W


me, Chris and Mike =)


Babi


me and Si


Serge


Serge and me


me and Babi


me and Isa


and this one is to show the mohawk


hope u like it, althought I look like a dork in all the pics I'll be back with a lot more pics, actually.

yaaaaaaaay!!
this weekend has been cool. The website update I've been working on for two weeks is up now, and the last update is almost done. SO I'm really glad for it. Take a ook at disney to see my work.
Yesterday I went to my hairdresser and got myself a hawk, not a true mohawk cause it was done with a scissor and is not fully shaved on the sides, but it still pretty pretty cute. Pics soon. Then I went to grandma's house, she borrowed me some money ('cause my bank card haven't came yet) and sold me a cute brown lipstick, and I ordered a load of beauty products from her.Yes she is a beauty stuff and clothes dealer.Then mom sold me her perfume that I love and she doesn't when we came home. And I'll only pay for those after I receive my payment. And I brought back home my amplifier, that my granpa fixed.

Today I started arranging my bedroom, changing cabinets and this kind of stuff, and all looks very better now. I'll have room for all my cds and books. And then Iwent out to Tyler's studio and she pierced my left nipple. It looks soooooooo rad!! It haven't hurted that much though, she is very attentive and made me feel comfortable, and I guess that's why it didn't hurt that bad. Then I came back home and went on with the arrangements, it's far from the end, but way better. I'm exhausted, but really happy.

people says shit happens, but this is getting ridiculous.
yesterday, I went out to buy credits for my cell phone, and to pierce my nipple with Tyler and some motherfucker stole my wallet. Then, I've waited for my friend who was going with me to come, and after sometime he told me one thing that offended me and we had a fight. then when I come home my father fights with me for letting my wallet be stolen.

My third sg set was refused. I'm not even getting pissed off with that anymore, just tired. I'm gonna send in another couple of sets, and if they don't take them, I will model somewhere else. It will be their loss, not only of a model but of a photographer too.

More things seem to get wrong, and I'm really down right now.

Life sucks.