lillyjax

It's done and over
And I'm learning to let go
One day I'll move on and understand
Everything will be okay
What I wanted was forever
What I have is now
Trying to see it for what it is
The way it's meant to be seen
Make this life for who I am
And who I am I will discover
Everything will be okay

I'm...
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I'm obviously having problems posting a blog. This will be my third attempt:

I went to New Orleans last week. I had a blast! I fell in love with the city and its history and charm. I went with the best person to take me around the quarter, show me the best places and filled me in on the stories of past Mardi Gras experiences....
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kloiterra:

yes, its true, yr not a NOLA poser anymore. doesn't matter if you threw it up, all that matters is that you took it down. we've all done it.
fun, fun, fun.

Nov 26, 2006

salome:

Thanks for the sweet compliment on my set! I put my heart and soul into this set and I'm so glad you like it!

Dec 1, 2006

How do you tell someone everything will be alright when you know they aren't ready to see it your way? You can't.
My sister, so much like me, so different from me. Excuses have taken over her life, and now she only lives by them. She wants the idea to live her life, but still refuses any responsibility. Sounds so familiar but familiar for the...
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apexxx:

Im sure she will be alright eventually. people who cover lies with more lies are just confused. one day it will all make sense and she will greatly appreciate the patience you had with her

Nov 9, 2006

We met up again this weekend. I arrived on Friday night and met him in our room. Every time I see him I still have that thrill and excitement as if he was jumping out of the closet once again. It never seems to fail. It was quite invigorating after the long drive. After this, we went out for Iowa's version of Mexican food. We...
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kloiterra:

would have been for you
but tom wrote it for kathleen first:

"sun come up, it was blue and gold
ever since i put your picture in a frame.
i come calling in my sunday best
ever since i put your picture in a frame.
i'm gonna love you till the wheels fall off, oh yeah.
i love you baby, and i always will
ever since i put your picture in a frame."

Oct 11, 2006

The Eulogy

Sometimes it's difficult to know if you made the right choice. Letting my friend, my dog go and knowing it was for the best may have been blurred by my own selfish needs. I didn't want to see her suffer any longer and at the same time, I did not want to feel the great sadness of that loss. I knew no matter...
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Attachments

This weekend I went to visit some friends in Milwaukee, WI where I attended college at Mount Mary. All girls Catholic school...regardless of what everyone imagines (tickle fights in panties, etc,) it was actually a laid back environment. Going to school with all women was difficult at times since girls tend to lean towards drama, but for the most part I tried to stay out...
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Yes, I agree it was another amazing weekend.
I think for the amount of fun we had, it doesn't matter where we go. Friday's flight was (suprise) actually somewhat on time. A nice bonus to give us our time together. Stopped by his house, then Cody's and watched some comedy, music and more. Met some more people that are part of Ryan's life, but took...
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A few days away and I'll board that jet and fly away to a moment I'll always wait for, and a moment that I will wait for until there is no time apart.

For now in my reality, my grandfather is once again in the hospital, this time he fractured his jaw probably when he fell and I am unsure if he even remembers falling....
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kloiterra:

of course it will be ok.
it is the nature of things in general to work out for the best
see you soon

Aug 31, 2006

So much in a month and I'm only in the middle of it. I've been on the best journey. I was able to attend Lollapalooza, witness some amazing bands, hang out with the best people, look at some interesting people dressed up in bizarre getups, run into familiar faces, and dance and hold and smile with the only one for me. Same thing a few...
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