It is pouring rain and already dark, but very humid outside, so I've been sitting on the porch today, filling out applications for bottom of the barrel type jobs, i.e. Walmart, Kmart, etc
The exciting stuff today was going for a drive as far as the town center and getting myself a new cellphone and plan, so that I now have my own phone. This...
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The exciting stuff today was going for a drive as far as the town center and getting myself a new cellphone and plan, so that I now have my own phone. This...
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60ftqueenie:
yeah thats when I have my most lucid dreams too!
catdad:
Maybe you can infiltrate and try changing them from within.
Hello People out there.
Yesterday I went digging in the dirt all day and got so much sun. I was sick last night but feel much better today, though my face is bright red. It doesn't feel like a burn though. It is overcast today and less hot so I may go outside to plant things today. My kitty cries at me when I leave...
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Yesterday I went digging in the dirt all day and got so much sun. I was sick last night but feel much better today, though my face is bright red. It doesn't feel like a burn though. It is overcast today and less hot so I may go outside to plant things today. My kitty cries at me when I leave...
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joyrider:
probably the same song. lots of "de" and "dum" in the right places.
hope the beach was cathartic, or at least soothing for you.
hope the beach was cathartic, or at least soothing for you.
xxanastasiaxx:
OMG!! your coming to NY??? where? the city or upstate? Your going to have a great time!
Love your pictures..sooo cute!
Love your pictures..sooo cute!
Well, my set didn't get approved. I am a little bummed about it, but it is ok. I'll live. I wanted to post some of my pics anyway, so I am going to be rotating my favorites through on my profile pic. I am going to find out if I can do another set.
lexi
lexi
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josh:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
*hug*
and
*rawr*
*hug*
and
*rawr*
ninji:
it's all good. persistence pays. 
glad to hear about the meds coming through. sometimes we have to take this life one sweet breath at a time and thank god/dess there is support (real and virtual) to hold us through it, eh?
glad to hear about the meds coming through. sometimes we have to take this life one sweet breath at a time and thank god/dess there is support (real and virtual) to hold us through it, eh?
beach poem
you are here at the edge of the world
gazing empty to the horizon
breathing its breath.
I watch
as brine laps its tongue on your calves.
saline flows in our veins;
constant equilibrium of our internal tides
of blood sweat and tears.
we all live in flux to gaze
and inhale the earth from dawn
until night.
I watch my free feet...
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you are here at the edge of the world
gazing empty to the horizon
breathing its breath.
I watch
as brine laps its tongue on your calves.
saline flows in our veins;
constant equilibrium of our internal tides
of blood sweat and tears.
we all live in flux to gaze
and inhale the earth from dawn
until night.
I watch my free feet...
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I ride silent in the cab
smoke a Camel Filter
two milligrams of Ativan dissolve
on my tongue in this foreign city
like the Holy Eucharist of my
Catholic childhood, and I pray
in tears, that I am absolved.
Drugs work fast. We are hardly
to the airport when I have seen
the Holy City
of Byzantium, only its pilgrim
come to beg redemption
I...
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smoke a Camel Filter
two milligrams of Ativan dissolve
on my tongue in this foreign city
like the Holy Eucharist of my
Catholic childhood, and I pray
in tears, that I am absolved.
Drugs work fast. We are hardly
to the airport when I have seen
the Holy City
of Byzantium, only its pilgrim
come to beg redemption
I...
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xxanastasiaxx:
love the poem!
Getting a package ready to send to you!
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Getting a package ready to send to you!
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xxanastasiaxx:
Summertime and the livin's easy,
Fish are jumpin', and the cotton is high.
Oh yo' daddy's rich and yo' ma is good lookin',
So hush, little baby, don' yo' cry.
Was just listening to Billie Holiday sing that this morning..her voice gives me goose bumps..
Janis joplin did a decent version of it too..
Fish are jumpin', and the cotton is high.
Oh yo' daddy's rich and yo' ma is good lookin',
So hush, little baby, don' yo' cry.
Was just listening to Billie Holiday sing that this morning..her voice gives me goose bumps..
Janis joplin did a decent version of it too..
I just made dinner for my foster mom and brother and real father. It was a marginal dinner but a good time, and we were all a little tipsy. My dad played some jazz while we sat and listened. Aaron and I did the dishes together and talked about old times when we used to live together and wander the streets of this podunk town...
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brookelynne:
veronica emailed me and said she liked my set, i dont remember if she said specifically that it was accepted though. I got an email from erin the day i turned pink...i dont really remeber the time frame tho.
good luck!
good luck!
murkling:
Thanks for the heads up.
oh my.
I just had my father fix one of the scars on my wrist... it had been bothering me. I took some massive preemptive narcotics and they just kicked in. As many surgeries as I have had, I still cringe at the touch of a scalpel. I'm guessing I have had almost 30 surgeries of some sort or another by now. This is perhaps...
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I just had my father fix one of the scars on my wrist... it had been bothering me. I took some massive preemptive narcotics and they just kicked in. As many surgeries as I have had, I still cringe at the touch of a scalpel. I'm guessing I have had almost 30 surgeries of some sort or another by now. This is perhaps...
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verifythis:
Sounds like your dad and you are close. I am pretty close with my dad, not too much he doesn't know. I have always been much closer with him than my mom.
Working at your dad's office sounds cushy. What is stopping you?
xo sarah
Working at your dad's office sounds cushy. What is stopping you?
xo sarah
verifythis:
p.s. I think you are very likable.
xo sarah
xo sarah
I guess I've been pretty delinquent about checking the site. Oops.
So Bush got his war. Where were you when we dropped the first bomb? I was on my way back from an Alvin Ailey performance with my pretend mom and brother. When I got home Bush was in the middle of his speech and my father was exercising his right to be an ass...
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So Bush got his war. Where were you when we dropped the first bomb? I was on my way back from an Alvin Ailey performance with my pretend mom and brother. When I got home Bush was in the middle of his speech and my father was exercising his right to be an ass...
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rosinflux:
Hey, good luck on getting approved.
Maine is pretty cold and depressing. I spent a day working yesterday though, it was good to get off my ass and do something productive. Especially where productivity is equivalent to $15 an hour.
I learned various useful things yesterday, like how to schedule an appointment, and how to explain to a patient that she should not remove her own stiches. I also was very...
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I learned various useful things yesterday, like how to schedule an appointment, and how to explain to a patient that she should not remove her own stiches. I also was very...
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stewd:
phsss... $15 bucks an hour??? ha, come to back Portland and got $0 an hour!
It's great!
It's great!
supernovice:
There are far worse places than Maine, but Charleston's not so bad...
I had a new pic up because it was sunny outside and pretty and I wanted to take a pic, but now it is nighttime and therefore not sunny and my mood has drastically changed and I decided I didn't like the pic I put up because it made me realize how thin I am right now.
As the seasons shift at this time of...
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catdad:
Hope things get sunnier for you.
I have an area set aside for a garden, but I never get around to doing anything with it. Someday. Actually, it would just end up being a giant kitty box. Maybe a garden wouldn't be a good idea.
I have an area set aside for a garden, but I never get around to doing anything with it. Someday. Actually, it would just end up being a giant kitty box. Maybe a garden wouldn't be a good idea.
_william_:
hi...I just tripped onto your site... I am currently reading la Petit Prince...albeit slowly and deliberately, with the english translation open beside it. I figure I could retain some french if I read the whole thing and took notes....I'm only on chapter four.
If I had to make a guess I would say you are......
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If I had to make a guess I would say you are......
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