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Ms Kitty might be getting a new kitty this weekend. My friend is moving & can't take kitty with him. Yay for me! Sad for him.

This kitty looks almost exactally like Belle though, so that is weird.
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frankeng:
new kitty
adelina:
ooh new pussy! (well, someone had to say it!!) miao!! miao!! miao!! kiss
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1stxer:
That should have been 665.
nirbhao:
it means that you are craving, and you mask your cravings in other cravings. that is, what should be a sexual fantasy (or what you expected to be a sexual fantasty), is actually a satisfication of material need fantasty. you're disguising it-- even in the satisfaction of need level-- to our society's pretty and petty stuff, unnecessary and frivolous. what you really desire is sustanence, but you're frightened to admit it to yourself because of the shaming of your "community." your community, in this case, being whoever you interact with on a regular basis.

so, yes, it means you're hungry.
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I am done whining about that. I haven't commented anyone or read any blogs because I have been too caught up with assholes at dental establishments & it is time for that bullshit to stop so I am done with that.

But, I am too tired to comment or read anyone's shit right now, so whatever. whatever
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nirbhao:
I'll just have to be more careful.

you take care.
doozer:
That's cool...take it easy. smile
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*Update... (see post from ealier today)...

I just got off the phone with ST. HELENS DENTAL CARE. The conversation went like this...

ST. HELENS DENTAL CARE: Hi. I just wanted to check up on you & make sure that you got the names & numbers of the IV sedation dentists we gave you. Have you called them yet?

ME: No, I only have one brocure...
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jayenn:
*hug* sorry things went lousy with the dentist, i hope you can find a better one. i also get really nervous when doctors do stuff without telling me what they're going to do first.

I'm glad you're back too. I was going to say bye to you before I left and found out you'd gone grey.

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doozer:
That all just sucks. I know what you mean about the IV sedation. Waking up is like being snapping out of a blackout except your surrounded by serious looking medical people with sharp instruments. There's always the laughing gass though smile The only positive advancement that I can think of is how they now have the mouthwash type stuff that you can swish around instead of the huge gel filled cottony things where you have the sucker thing when you get your teeth cleaned. No getting around that harsh polishing thing though. Oh, so many instruments and things. Yuck.
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It all went so wrong yesterday. So very, very wrong.

I took an ativan last night & I was happy & giggly & relaxed. I was what I assume everyone else is like when they go out for drinks or when they sit in a circle & smoke greens. I have never got that good feeling like everyone else for any kind of drug or...
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metaverse:
We all have our flaws, that's what makes us who we are. They help us learn. I have many many flaws and I have done the same thing, and sat and cried about things when I allow one thing to get to me...everything else just comes pouring in with it.

Don't worry so much. Things always turn around sooner or later. Like you said, you have alot to be thankful for, and that's what counts the most in life. I have found prayer to always be important and it helps me get through things knowing who is always there for me no matter what. One of these days I'll catch you home tongue
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I have been reading Prozac Nation. It is like the author stalked me my whole life & then wrote a book. It is creepy. But, it is such a nice validation at a time like this.

Fuck. It is boring & I am sad & everything is overwhelming & I want to hid under my sheets in bed all day, but it is too hot...
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doozer:
Hey. You. smile

Dentists suck and no insurance bites puke

I understand the need to commiserate with someone (hence my love for The Cure) but damn M., read a different book if you're feeling so down. whatever

You're right about the stress. Necessary for our survival.
ehma:
God, I bet I have more cavaties than I want to know about.

Are you going to good old St. Helens dental care? Their sign scares the shit out of me on the highway. Those are REALLY fuckin' scary teeth.

That's the best spam I've ever seen!! The only spam I ever got revolved around penis enlarging pills, and I think I might need a penis first in order to make it larger?
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Teeth = better. I was told I could do it once a day & it would still work. Thankfully.

Love life = not better. Everyday it is the same fucking thing. Why oh why. I am never getting married if this is how married guys act. Forget it. To all married & taken men: I am not a fuck toy, so stop askin'. Leave me...
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adelina:
Unfortunately, the kind of toothbrushes at my dentist are usually the really cheap hard bristled kind, with the name and address of the dentist imprinted on the toothbrush handle. blackeyed
minxtamer:
Ok I have to say this not all married men are asslint.

I can only voice my opinion on your body as I see it....I think it well maintained and quite sexy actually. So if that helps then great if not...well you know that there is yet another of those nasty married men who lusts after you!!!

biggrin wink

Take care hun.
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OMG I HAVE BEEN WHITENING MY TEETH & THEY ARE SOOOOO SENSITIVE I WANT TO DIE !!!

AHHHHHH!



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candler:
Yikes!
dmac:
Owie!!! The things we do to be beautiful!!! mad

Time to break out this:

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It seems I am getting better at the social thang lately. It seems I am feeling more emotionally stable then usual. I am feeling... really... kinda... good? Yes, good. No happy pills, no lottery winnings... just random goodness. It is weird as fuck, but true. biggrin
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nursejill:
Glad to hear smile You rock girl !
beaky:
danke, but its supposed to be air bass...
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Where are the SG banners & wallpapers now? And, where are the ones I did for SG? Fuck! The folder just up & disappeared.

So, me & my friend are having a garage sale in afew days in her driveway. I can't wait to be free of all this unnecessary crap! And, of course, have some extra $$$ too. biggrin
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adelina:
i dont know where the banners and other member-made stuff went... maybe it's all still in the process of being relocated somewhere on the site..

ps
welcome back! ♥
kingskottie:
so cute... mt st.helen's? you know bigfoot?