not much is new. i havent been working for two months and just cant find a job here to save my life. ive just been reading, sleeping, and chatting online mostly. i have been planning on going back up to ohio for a while to work. hopefull i will be able to handle two jobs, save up alot of money, get these bloody bills paid off, and maybe even take a few more classes. tim is kinda okay with it, but he wishes it wasnt going like this. especially since im taking the car. i will still look around here for a job, but if nothing happens in the next week or two, i will probably be in ohio.

other than that, i have put in a few hours volunteering at jacobs ladder, therepudic riding center. i cant get over how much i love being with those horses! i used to be afraid of getting to close to one, but not anymore. i actually had fun helping the disabled kids, and im suprised cuz i really dont like kids period. but being with the horses made it all okay. i just wish i could go out there more, but right now it seems she really has all the help she needs right now. so maybe if im around in the summer when kids are out of school ill get to help more. i even took an hour lesson myself! that was fun and scary, but i cant wait to do it again. and if i end up in ohio soon then i will definately take lessons and try to volunteer there in troy too! i just wish i had gotten pics of my first time on a horse!

well i think thats about it for my update. i said i was gonna be gone for awhile, and since then i have cancelled my account. i dont know if i will be back. my account is supposed to shut off in a couple days i believe. for anyone wanting to keep in touch:

myspace

deviantart


am i forgetting anything?

not much is new. i havent been working for two months and just cant find a job here to save my life. ive just been reading, sleeping, and chatting online mostly. i have been planning on going back up to ohio for a while to work. hopefull i will be able to handle two jobs, save up alot of money, get these bloody bills paid off, and maybe even take a few more classes. tim is kinda okay with it, but he wishes it wasnt going like this. especially since im taking the car. i will still look around here for a job, but if nothing happens in the next week or two, i will probably be in ohio.

other than that, i have put in a few hours volunteering at jacobs ladder, therepudic riding center. i cant get over how much i love being with those horses! i used to be afraid of getting to close to one, but not anymore. i actually had fun helping the disabled kids, and im suprised cuz i really dont like kids period. but being with the horses made it all okay. i just wish i could go out there more, but right now it seems she really has all the help she needs right now. so maybe if im around in the summer when kids are out of school ill get to help more. i even took an hour lesson myself! that was fun and scary, but i cant wait to do it again. and if i end up in ohio soon then i will definately take lessons and try to volunteer there in troy too! i just wish i had gotten pics of my first time on a horse!

well i think thats about it for my update. i said i was gonna be gone for awhile, and since then i have cancelled my account. i dont know if i will be back. my account is supposed to shut off in a couple days i believe. for anyone wanting to keep in touch:

myspace

deviantart


am i forgetting anything?