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Be dangerous...

and unpredictable...

and make a lot of noise.
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smuffy:
yeah a girlfriend would have more trouble with a nudie site than a guy. I'm not worried he'd care about the nude girl thing, but people who don't use the internet don't quite understand why I'd need internet friends. that's my only concern.
fiendclub:
Wisdom 13 but Charisma 3???
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Okay, so getting the internet back may not be such a good thing after all.

I had already stopped exercising and eating right before now but now that i've got my connection back i've spent the last two days straight doing little more than surfing the web.

Maybe it's just something i've got to get out of my system. Yeah, right.

Help.

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I have...
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alpo:
Hmm, that's another recommendation for the Hitchhiker's movie from a fan. Maybe I'll have to see it. I'm very skeptical.
alpo:
I once discussed this same question with SarcasticMenace. We both agreed that the original Cape Fear is really good. Even though she hasn't even read the book it's based on, so maybe she should be disqualified. wink
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Last nights show did not go well.

And by not well I mean it sucked shit.

Last night was one of those nights that by the end of it I found myself seriously wondering why I bother doing it anymore.

I got repremanded for saying the word "pussies", which I shouldn't have said, but one, I did not say it on the mic, just at...
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crazywhitegirl:
I was actually gonna say I prefer to bake them but way too many people take me seriously on here. Don't want to OFFEND anyone... whatever
crazywhitegirl:
Definitely fuck em! tongue and wink mean "haha funny". Oh the stupidity of some. frown
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I appreciate everybody who showed concern about my well being due to what I wrote in my last journal entry but just calm down, okay? I'm fine.

However, I do have a show tonight so one never knows, eh? This day, as they say, is not over yet, lol.

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I made some bitchin' discoveries in the cheap DVD bin at Wally-World yestyerday.

I got...
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derelict:
We made some purchases also like those of yours last night. We got SleepWalkers , and FoxFire. I love them both. smile Yah for cheap priced DVDs!!!!!!!!!!!!
sakita:
glad to hear you are ok..or so you say.
i donno.

love ya

ps i need your telephone number.
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Holy shit.

I feel bad.

I mean really, really bad.

Like, scary, hospital bad.

My heart's been hurting and I haven't been breathing well.

It's so bad I actually told Angie and normally i'd have to have something physically hanging out of my body to scare me enough to admit it to her.

I guess most of you are thinking, well, Josh, why not take...
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beledi:
get your ass to the doctor. please. for all of us.

and woo! superfast porn!
sakita:
yes, get your butt to the dr. there are some types of bacterias that can make you very sick for a very long while, and viruses are even worse, because they cant be treated but can be managed.

based on head hurt, and chest hurting, it sounds like bronchitis, or pneumonia, or plueresy etc. I know this because well you know how it is with me and how i get all those stupid bronchial viruses every SINGLE year. well, hell it could be a range of things... allergies make me feel like that, but so does strep throat... soooooooooo

that being said, josh get to the dr. now. dont make me call angie and tell her to take you. and you know i will... and i will call asap.

well.. i plan on calling monday, so feel better so i dont have to be an idiot when i call.
smile

love you very much.

miao!!
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blossy:
Hi! Yeah, it has been awhile, I generally am not around here these days. It's been a long long time since we've had a chat. I read your journal about loathing yourself and it made me sad. I hate when I look in the mirror and I see the stuff I hate instead of the things I could possibly like. I like you alot despite your writings and recent musings about your being worthless and all that.

You're a good friend to me and always have been and that's part of what matters here. I don't generally end up hating anyone...there is one person I do hate and he is no longer alive. Not that I took care of his no longer breathing, that was a natural death. Anyway, you need to talk, just post and I will reply asap. kiss
acidslug:
HAH! I *LOVE* that. Stolen!

someone famous said that you can tell how free a society is by its ability to tolerate pornography.
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Do you ever have those deeply introspective moments in life where you put that imaginary mirror up to yourself and take a good, long, hard look at yourself despite the fact that you already know what you're going to find there?

I do. I seem to do it all the time, all too often. Then again, given what I find, once would have been way...
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thejuanupsman:
Well I can certainly relate to feeling that way. And when friends disappear or drift away without explanation I always assume the worst. But I also know that a lot of people disagree with me. See things worth loving. And I know there are those same kind of people out there for you. And maybe, just maybe those people know better than we do. In your case I am sure they do.
beledi:
come back Josh. i miss having you around. i just came back - you can't disappear like this. kiss
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I have good news and I have bad news.

Good news - my computer is finally fixed.

Bad news - I can't afford an internet connection.

Life - 987,435,675,032
Me - 2

I am living, breathing proof that there is in fact a god.....and he has a really wicked sense of humor.

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My little girl turned six on the first, my son turns nine...
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miyu:
THanks for worrying about me. It's nice to know that somewhere out there, someobody does! I was worrying myself too. Too much junk going on! I'm still working out the last of it and it won't be over for a bit yet it looks like. But, I feel better which is definitely more condusive to handling things well and just functioning happily.

You are sounding very optimistic and finding the shiny side to things! Good good!
Ask the universe for some of those things and it's amazing what it might provide.

My shiny side....although my other landlord is withholding my damage deposit, where i currently reside is getting a new roof! Very exciting! My house will look nice on the outside now and not half so ghetto. tongue

I'm going to send you my email my address. I haven't forgotten your request, I just got sidetracked in a few things. So ADD. tongue
sarcasticmenace:
I have an AOL password you can use, love. kiss
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deux:
I'm not that talented. Once you get the hang of all the Paint Shop Pro 7 quirks, it's pretty easy. Just very time-consuming.

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deux:
Heh, that's funny. I can't draw to save my life, but I color fairly decent. Mayhaps we should colaberate?

I heard from my girl three days ago. Communication is very limited over there. She's doing just fine, though. Making the best of her situation. I've got a bunch of stuff I'm going to send to her on the 14th, as soon as her mailing address goes active.

When she called, she was still at the training facility in Kuwait, but by now she should be at her permanent duty station, up north. Once she's settled in, communication from her should be much more frequent. I hope so. I miss her so very much.
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Well, as of my writing this entry I am still in the wrasslin' buisness and I suppose I most likely will be for the forseeable future.

The company I work primarily for, the IWF, is very slowly but very surely going straight to Hell but my buddy Frost is staying on as an announcer and my buddy Promo has decided not to retire just yet....
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0theamazingrando:
So, have you ever bludgeoned anyone with that cane? I have a list of addresses here if you want to practice...
sakita:
wow.. a girl goes away for awhile and comes back to josh with dark hair. i loves it.
love
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Please, sweet Jeebus, let me decide what to do where my wrestling career is concerned.

I'm confused. Yes, it's nothing new. I mean to say that i'm really, very confused.

Should I stay? Go? Retire? I don't know. No answers coming soon.

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Our outside cat had a new batch of kittens yesterday.

She had five little drowned rat looking creatures, three black and two...
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corroded_heart:
I was wondering if you would do me a personal favor and go vote for my lady in her modeling contest, it would mean a great deal to both of us if you did. Just go and vote for #14 Sahndra Yager. If you do vote I would be grateful.
You can vote
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anarchie:
I haven't seen SummerSlam yet! We were meant to be downloading it and putting it onto DVD to watch, but my computer is running so slow right now. After I wipe everything off my damn machine tomorrow I'll get onto it.

I'm dead excited to watch it, and have had to put my hands over my ears and sing loudly to stop hearing the result of Rey and Eddie's match.

Eep!