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Oh Lord whatever .

Not making a complaint until I am sure I have something to complain about. A meeting tomarrow @ 5pm will tell......
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indecisive:
Good luck.
If things go well tomorrow, do you want to see if maybe we can find a way to hang out Thursday? Kind of short notice, but ehh. Hehe
indecisive:
Yes'm. I'll be home tomorrow, and today, for that matter. Gimme a call when you're availabel. I should be getting my check in either tomorrow or something, but it shouldn't be able to cash till Friday, we'll see. If your car doesn't go well, maybe me and Sidra Deedles can come see you guys.
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Sweet.

Josh swept me away this afternoon. He took me to a great Italian resturaunt in Bremerton ( yourbitch- I thought of you while we were there! We so need to get together!). We ate until we thought we would burst and talked about our future, which I am beginning to think might be brighter than I had previously thought. We agreed on names...
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indecisive:
Aww, if you guys hadn't been having a great couple's time, I would have wanted you to call me. I'm so weird, and craving socialness that doesn't include the people I already hang out with.
kail:
I'm so glad to hear things are going well. Discussing your future together is good. It gives you something to move toward. smile
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I see hope.

Josh and I went to a couples workshop. He was resistant at first (okay, so I tricked him into it) but I think he dug it. It was basically group therapy, with 7 couples. We all did exercices and problem solving, focusing on strengthening comunication and intamacy. During one exercise I cried when I related to Josh how I felt neglected and...
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kail:
I am so happy to hear that. They say communication is the key to a happy marriage. Most people will try if they have an opportunity. Keep working at it.

Yes, you do need to get out together more. There is usually a lot of tension in a home because it is so emotionally charged. Take any opportunity to get away together and do something fun. Take a day trip hiking or a romantic weekend getaway. It helps! smile
indecisive:
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Uhm, I don't know what this week's schedule looks like, but Friday I get a nice paycheck, so we should do something on the weekend. We should take the girls someplace nice. I'm anxious, though! Hehe
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Have you ever heard Dynamite Hack's version of Boyz in tha hood?

Hehehehehehehehhe.

I am feeling better after last nights update. I stayed up late and did a lot of thinking. I didnt come to any conclusions about ANYTHING, but I did find some peace. I trust myself so much to do the right thing (or the thing that is right for me rather)...and is...
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kail:
Well, I'm glad you had a sense of humor about my comment. It just seemed ripe for a joke. I am glad the weaning has begun. smile

I am sorry to hear about your relationship woes. I think your behavior is normal. This happens in a lot of relationships. You asked how long a person can go without love. 12 years to be exact. And, that is why I am at a crossroads. So, I empathize with you. I wish I had something more profound to say. You are beautiful and interesting. Unfortunately, the passage of time, individual growth, living together and children all create barriers to ongoing love. Consider marriage counseling or some other form of therapy to work through your issues. There is something to be said for an intact family where children are concerned. But, you deserve to have your needs met. smile
squidbizkit:
jamber baby... i wouldnt stress about it at all - you both have been under a lot of change lately...... puts a lot of pressure on a guy realizing... "WOOO--> I just wanted to be cute and cuddly, now I got to feed a family and not feck it up!"

- stay tuned for the next episode of dr squid.....

oh my... im sad now.
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ahhh.

All alone. I feel somewhat obligated to update on account of how wonderfully free and fabulous I am feeling at the moment. The lady is sleeping with her papa.... the mother-in-law is in bed as well.....it's just me and Portishead.

Yum. Portishead. I am feeling very into sexy music these days. Maybe it's my unforfilled desire for closeness and intimacy. I am feeling almost...
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squidbizkit:
in that case... you have nice eyes...

so how about it?
squidbizkit:
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kail:
Will you nurse adults? wink (Just kidding!) smile

Thanks for your comments. I'm sure I'll feel better after my birthday. I always end up reevaluating my life this time of year. smile

BTW, Liv is beautiful. She takes after her mother! kiss

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I want to
I want to be someone else or I'll explode
Floating upon this surface for the birds
The birds
The birds

You want me?
Fucking, well come and find me
I'll be waiting
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches

And nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

You want me?
Well, come on and break the door down
You want me?
Fucking come on...
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indecisive:
Was babysitting that bad? Jk, bad joke. How are we doing, deary?
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But if I had your face,
I could make it safe and clean.
If only I was sure,
That my head on the door,
Was a dream.
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kail:
I edited a few of my comments and deleted your last comment. smile

Have a wonderful day! biggrin

Do you use AIM or another IM service? Would be nice to chat sometime.
kail:
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(Now playing: Ghost Town and A message to you Rudy
by the The Specials)

Temp outside: 71 drgs.....Perfect....ahhhhhhh.

A nice breeze coming though the window. Spring and Summer in the pacific northwest is amazing. I used to hate summer when I lived in Nevada. Eck! So hot and sandy and nasty. I think I will spend this season and the next on the beach.....drinking.....knitting.....letting...
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indecisive:
Hey lady, I called you up today. frown
kail:
You crack me up. You have a unique ability to sum it up with a slight twist of humor. I love that about you. love love love

Have a great evening my sweet. biggrin
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yeah.

I am paid up until the 17th of next month...I think....so *hopefully* I wolnt get my ass kicked off. Yay!

Swwweeeeeeet.

-feeling a little less lonley. A little.
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tartpop:
i'm not sure when my payment runs out, but i doubt i''ll be renewing. i just don't have the time to be on here. whatever

Starbunz.com is where i found those diapers. they have lots of cute little animals. smile
kail:
The Sacramento Kings are an NBA basketball team. That would be comparable to the Seattle Supersonics up near you. In fact, playoffs start on Saturday and the Kings are facing the Sonics. The first game is in Seattle at 7:30pm on Sat. So tune in if you can. Seattle's got a very good team this year. biggrin biggrin biggrin

NBA Schedules

I really don't watch that many games during the regular season. The playoffs are when the fun really starts. smile

BTW, I have friends up in Seattle and Vancouver. I see that your darn close to the border. Must be cold and rainy a lot of the time. What do you do for fun? robot