Hey, sorry to hear all this, sounds like you're really going through it right now. It does make a good self-destructive blog though, hope you're not goin' to do anything too stupid, and you still have a roof over your head. I was going to float an idea your way about performing a play (one of your's) on a local radio station in the summer. You see we will be running a RSL radio station from the arts centre in July, problem is there's no money involved, people are contributing their time and energy for free, whether as presenters, technicians, writers, performers etc. We wanted to have radio plays performed during the day and we have one Plymouth based playwright/actor involved who has said he will write something for the station, but we're looking for others. You would need to organise the actors and rehearsals etc. Think about it, whether it would be worth your time being down in Plymouth and not being paid just to get a play performed on local radio. Anyway I thought I needed to throw this your way, take care, and don't go digging too many big holes! Cheers S.