wow, today kicked the shit out of me, on top of a bad couple weeks , a bad year in general, and what appears to be shaping up to be a shitty decade/century
my cubital tunnel syndrome has come back after surgery, and is starting to come in on the left arm too
got a shot of cortisone at the doc today that made my arm hurt like hell
the car i fell in love with, was saving and striving towards buying got sold before i even had a shot
and then the kicker, the girl i kinda had a long distance thing going with is hooking up with some other guy, ending one of the few good things i had going
its almost 1:30, have to be up to go to work light duty in the office at 6, already short slept going into today because of the doctors appointment
sometimes i swear life is just trying its damndest to break me
i think tommorrow is going to be one of those days when it
takes some strange drive that resides within me to keep from just laying down on the ground and quitting life
can't blame the girl or anything, a guy half an hour away sure beats the hell out of some internet dork 1800 miles away, but it still sucks
she was nice, cute, and gave me hope that maybe someday something would go right for me
such is life
my cubital tunnel syndrome has come back after surgery, and is starting to come in on the left arm too
got a shot of cortisone at the doc today that made my arm hurt like hell
the car i fell in love with, was saving and striving towards buying got sold before i even had a shot
and then the kicker, the girl i kinda had a long distance thing going with is hooking up with some other guy, ending one of the few good things i had going
its almost 1:30, have to be up to go to work light duty in the office at 6, already short slept going into today because of the doctors appointment
sometimes i swear life is just trying its damndest to break me
i think tommorrow is going to be one of those days when it
takes some strange drive that resides within me to keep from just laying down on the ground and quitting life
can't blame the girl or anything, a guy half an hour away sure beats the hell out of some internet dork 1800 miles away, but it still sucks
she was nice, cute, and gave me hope that maybe someday something would go right for me
such is life