a month gone
probably in the clear
came out ahead moneywise
but damn do i miss that car
losing it gives me the freedom to walk away from my job, walk away from this town and probably sooner or later walk away from this sate
the question is when i get there will life be any better
will i escape the steady diet of fast food and cheap beer
lifted trucks and redneck fucks
that empty lonely feeling inside me i can never seem to shake for more than a few days
a month without a drink
probably a first since i turned 19
the same old social scene is just that much harder to take without the anesthetic
its been easier than i thought to give it up
but one more night at home, alone, again, might just drive me nuts
i can't go back to the way things were
i can't stay with the way things are
how things are going to be?
guess i'll just have to ride the wave
probably in the clear
came out ahead moneywise
but damn do i miss that car
losing it gives me the freedom to walk away from my job, walk away from this town and probably sooner or later walk away from this sate
the question is when i get there will life be any better
will i escape the steady diet of fast food and cheap beer
lifted trucks and redneck fucks
that empty lonely feeling inside me i can never seem to shake for more than a few days
a month without a drink
probably a first since i turned 19
the same old social scene is just that much harder to take without the anesthetic
its been easier than i thought to give it up
but one more night at home, alone, again, might just drive me nuts
i can't go back to the way things were
i can't stay with the way things are
how things are going to be?
guess i'll just have to ride the wave